Monday, August 07, 2006
hai...can you believe someone actually scold me lan hong wihtout even knowing what is happening?I regard everyone as my sisters and never ever say anything at the back of ppl. Yet, ppl say i lan hong. what a joke. And guess what? the person is still living on May when its already August now. And why scold me lan hong, all becoz my ger friend is pickign me up and she say i lan hong?Or becoz you tot i forget about you and you waiting for me when i sms you and no reply?U assume that i was drunk/ sad becoz of keegan? haha....thats becoz i never eat anythiogn the whole day and start drinking the min i touch Devils.
If you think u understand me, then i think, you are completely wrong coz no one understands me. I touch my heart ask myself, no matter how u talk to me, i have never been angry, and how good u treat me, i apperciate, yet now, u are pionting sayign i m in fault. I have never treat ppl liek junks or rather, each and everyone is a percious to me. the min you ahve any problem, give me a ring and i will be there to lend a listening ear unless i am really very busy with work and school. talking about criticise, yes, i hate ppl to criticise me coz i feel, if u have the cheek to criticise me, then what about yourself. so i never like to criticise or even small talk behind a person unless the person really angers me. Yes, Thank, i will enjoy my honeymoon, and a brother of mine, cursing something bad to happen. Thanks to all of you. a real fren/ sister/ fren will support me no matter how bad it was.just liek her, she protects me, she knows what i thinking, but i land her to deep shit.
And also, someone told me that when 'he' drunk, he actually touch them. they ask me how long is the gf with him. and now, all is siding him. you ppl think is fair? you ppl still rem what you told me in momo? you ppl just turn aroudn and forget. you just stand at majority.
Be partial and ask urself, does he do it delibrately? if yes, turn around ask the others, do u still feel awake when drunk?hm...i guess all will say, 'na i wun do that' but can i raise my hand and ask, how true is that. how good can you judge when you are drunk.
i knw all of you are laughign at the pervious entry, no porblem, go ahead.
'no wind without waves' meaning, if there is no such things, there will not be someone spreading. But, ger, think about it, who are the ppl who started all these. Of coz, exculde you different, the rest of the 4 of them, which one can you trust?
I land her in deep shit as what i have said earlier. i shall not elborate. for ladies who still ask about me, i really appericate that. Deep in my heart, i knw who you are and i m not blind. these 5 of you, you may be guessing and doubtuing if you are in, all i can say is, if you have asked aroudn about me or even give me a ring or even response to my msg, you are the one. 5 of you, real frens.
for ppl who dunno what happen, dun ask, dun mention. when the waves have smoothen, i will tell you.
Super long entry? ya..i guess so. and of coz, this entry if not to criticise anyone or even say about anyone. I just wanna say, for a real fren, you wouldnt say such things to me. i am a bit sad when ppl react this way when i admit Tommy is my bf. Worst part, the whole purpose i do this is to let ppl accpet him frist esp her. but turn around, everything messed up..hai....
Actually, i drank below my house last sat alone. i am very sad and self blame. more words to descirble but i m not saying here. I knw she is ok, i knw she been acting strong but still, i feel very bad.I knw things are goign to start if this post is out. If really such things happen, cousin, i need the codes to place in password agian