Last entry for the year 2007
Monday, December 31, 2007
Move to outdoor (which my company may not practice that for account executive anymore) - not fufil
my studies (i decide todrop it coz i seriously have no time for it. so stop wasting the money) - not fufil
increase my dad allowance (it will be kick in with effect from 2008) - fufiled. :)
hit target (not a problem for the past 6 mths) - fufiled :)
well....2 out of 2 i have done. i am in a midst of preparing for my resolution for 2008.
great changes in this year....
broke off with Tommy on early May, late april. new bf, Kary but broke off last week due to a lot of reasons.
Sister got married on Nov this year
Secondary sch mate got married in Dec this year
another friend gave brith to her 2nd baby.:)
Got to knw new friends on my sister wedding
got really into dragonboat and dying the training to start....which means no more drink session on sat liao. :P
hit the preformance bouns on Oct this year which i got a good comment from my manager. hehe
not forgetting that my mindset for a new relationship have some slight difference as well. prehaps i grow up suddenly.......
Its clubbing day
Friday, December 28, 2007
dun understand
Thursday, December 27, 2007
fuck man...sibei dulan...ask you properly you think u the mightly. one day you will damn fucking need my help lo....
well...i have a few exs i knw even they didnt leave comment or tag, i know they have been reading my blog. but, i do wanna blog whatever life i am leading to now.
i have a ex bf, think the conard gang remember...call Gary. he is the one who broke off with me coz he cannot forget his first gf. and so we did drink and drunk at boat quay all and all together, :P for me... and i cried when singing the song. :P
anyway, he sms me these few days keep asking me out. he send me this sms which i find it quite cute
'i 1 2 ask but shy to say. i ask u go out his new year eve b cos i 1 2 ask u 1 2 be my gf anot. hope every year the same'
what the hell he talking? i take it as every year he wanted to date me but dun dare to. so cute...i gues he saw my friendster status and therefore, he send me this msg. ya..he really have been smsing me everyday...guess my sms bills is going higher.
back to wrk..wedding to attend laster...sick...
happy boxing day!
Wednesday, December 26, 2007
it is known as boxing day becoz on this day, we are suppose to open the christmas presents that santa have brought to us(santa means friends or relative and love ones). and of coz, this year is pretty special coz other than the usual gang i meet up with, i actually meet up with my sisters as well, which is kelly, jess and melvin (yes..mel is a guy but sister to us).
we hold a christmas dinner together on 19th Dec at this shavilla to get together as well as one of their friends is doing shatec now and need some support. tickets are not very expensive but its really fufilling. thereafter, we have a main gift exchange and a private exchange with jess and kelly.
i got a little pouch from jess, a hello kitty saving can from kelly and from the main gift, i got a photo fame which is close to useless to me coz i dun really take ppl as u all knw. unless u all wanna take with me? :P
earlier before i head off for the dinner with jess and kelly, my office did hold a mini christmas party as well as my bosses will go to jakarta for christmas this year. I got a kitty pouch which i dun even knw who is the sender...whoever its is...i really love the pouch. :) hehe...
on hari raya hiji, 21st itself as it a holiday, i meet up with my st john mates as well. first time we gather before christmas and with a little gift exchange session as well. nice meeting backthe gang as it really recall the good old sec sch days we use to have. bath naked...bunck inspection, changing parade, compeition etc....never ending stories from there. and guess what, all of them tot i would be a nurse who end up i didnt. hahah... anyways, got a bathing sponge from body shop.
on the eve of christmas, as usual our gang will meet up but seems this year is even more quieter. well.....i rem my past entry, junlaing didnt came last year same goes for this year. hong rong did came this year and i think we didnt ask jasmin and jon along dun we?
this year only me, grace, jiayan, jolin, hong rong, vincent (JY friend), bryan(my friend), sean (bryan friend), roy (bryan friend), hiceal( bryan friend), johnson (hong rong friend), mark and his gf. if you realise, not much ppl from conard attended. Zoe, jiani, junliang, guan(working), ting(working), davis and huirong(unabel to make it too last min). well...lets c if next year continue to be like this, how are we going to continue celebrating together. the only almost full attendance was back in 2005. but this year we do have something special like gift exchange which is not more than $5. i brought comdom...whahah..and yan got it... :P hope guan love it...whahaha....
anyway, i got a kiddie watch from grace which i dun think i will wear coz its not kitty. :P
prviate exchange with grace, she got me a usb hello kitty mouse. jolin gave me a laptop bag which is all i wanted. think thats all for the christmas presents. i wish everyone a merry christmas and new year is coming.
anyone dating me for new year? wink wink.... :)
this year chirstmas seriously have a lot of events. will there be more up and coming?
David Tao - Ai Hen Jian Dan
Monday, December 24, 2007
Someone sing this to me. what is he tryng to say? am i suppose to concentrate on his singing or i am suppose to reda the lyrics?
Get to know yourself better
Friday, December 21, 2007
Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.
Your views on education
You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.
The right job for you:
You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.
How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.
Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
Try again Give me more
Fear added to marriage
Tuesday, December 18, 2007
out of curiosity, i just climb off my bed to the window wondering who is quarreling. it took me some time to realise is the couple staying opp me at level 16 i think. they have orange light in their living room therefore i can c clearly that the ger is actually vacuuming the floor. I hear some Chinese shouting which makes me figure out that the ger ask:' why m i doing', the guy reply:' these are the things you should do' the ger shouted:'i dun understand why i marry to you!'
think the guy got furious and i can c him grabbing her arms pushing her to the sofa i think.
it makes me added more fear that, is marriage a lasting thingy? in the real society now., who the hell says that only gers are suppose to do housework chores. we are already independent and working as well. our salary may even be the fact that its even higher than some guys. y housework chores is suppose to be handled by us?
i am a little traditional which makes me believe that if a guy is unable to provide the ger with a shelter over the head, i rather not married. if after marriage i need to contribute to the family, then why the hell i get married in the fact that i can enjoy luxury myself with my salary?
i saw the ger puffing and the guy ask him, why do u say that' (i presume is the why i married to you sentence)which makes me believe that the ger is 99% financially independent then true enough, married for what? to me now, all i m heading to is a higher position. the rest, it doesn't really matter to me, other than good health to my family.
much divorce and separating have been happening ard me. take for instant, i bump into my ITE mate in boiler few weeks ago and glad to hear that she is now working as a IT person in a bank. technical support. she told me she just got divorce and what shock me is, counting the years, which means that 1 year after ITE she is blissfully married, now she is happily divorce to. so in the first place, why get married?
i was talking to my sec sch fren and he actually make me realise that i am a double character person. i can be player and act like little kid till the extreme and next min i am be a serious person. i m not mad, dun worry, its just that i am a very extreme person. confuse?
Timbaland - Apologize - Official Music Video
Monday, December 17, 2007
happy back to depress
Friday, December 14, 2007
depress to happy
Thursday, December 13, 2007
my managers love me...hehe...enlighten my day....so happy...i hug the biscuit ard...and i think i have to put it back for ppl to eat. the contiaNER with hello kitty face is mine...mine!!!!
entry?
Tuesday, December 11, 2007
as festive season is just around the conrner, asnd my list of celebration is really a lot. plus this year is really a good year, the golden pig, the weddings i atended was really a lot....
Sep, my coll (i din go)
Oct, my biz manager
Nov, my godsister
Dec, my sec sch mate + my coll
there are small gatherings like baby full month, bdays...and the gathering with my sec sch mate is coming this dec too.
And my working partner having a christmas party on this fri. Cat's hens nite the week after next.
*sleep*
bLog what you want
Wednesday, December 05, 2007
and now, i tot this bf would be better that i am allow to blog what i want. there was once we quarrel and i blog about it. i dunno if anyone of you have seen it but i deleted off after he flare at me.
now that he have his blog, he write about me..how bad i am..i mean, i dun really mind afterall is his blog and i just mind mine. why he can and i cant?
but after what he have blog, one question strike me and i 'asked' him over the phone:
how long have we been together? coming 6 mths
how long are we really together? 2mths...
and during this 2 mths, he give me tender, love, care, supportive...but always bear in mind, that is a honeymood period. and of coz everything is still sweet.
he is gone for 4mths and during this 4mths what did i get?
when he is busy, he can chose not to call me. when he call me i must ans, otherwise i will get 40 miss call?
when he talk, he talks about his wrk and i listen. when give advice he dun accpet it. when i keep quiet, he say i change
when he is on shore leave, he dun call me, when he is not, he keep calling me
when he drink, be coz he have to entertian his serinor, when i drink and club is call danger
quarrels after quarrels. how many times have i share that to think before you say coz harsh word in quarrel will be a hurt in the heart and that is forever. i told you before, my heart always been stab everytime i am recovering and let me pre-warn you that there is one chance left
if you guys rem, i did say before, women doesnt need men coz women already have men in them and women now are independent.
who says women cannot earn as much as guys? at least, i knw a few ard me are earning more than their spouse and the another half may not even have realise it.
i dun really care what ppl is goign to say or whatever afterthis entry i guess tosome of you its a shocking entry. but i have been enduring and i keep saying wait till u come back then say, why must make me flare up now?