Monday, July 17, 2006
how many of you can remember i have a ex call terence? ya...that mad man. suddenly, i dream of him last nite. i dunno y suddenly i have a bad feeling thta he is coming back. i am a bit chicken out by him.
he is not mad but insane. the last heard was he is running away from debts. he is the one who dun let me work when i was supporting myself that time. I am poor, so was he, and two of us din work but everyday spend the salary that he got from SAF. all it was enough was for the cigarette only. i am still supporting my own hp but his waas his mum who helped him. i was dumb to be with him for 2 damn fucking years. used up all my savings....dumb huh...
Someone asked me, are you someone who is very good to bf one? i smile without an answer. i cant give any answers to myself too. i m a very simple ger loking for just someone who andore me, love me, concern about me. And i guess, the person is here...i intend to give him a chance...what suggestions? hopefully, not negative. but i knw you gers will support me coz i knw all of u love me...