Friday, April 29, 2005
So much things to do these days.Have to settle all the folder. Note down what are the things needed to be done....hai......Its friday but, so sad that i have to work tommorrow.
So diffcult of resgining...lol...i e-mail her that day, she din reply...until i e-mail to aus as well to her aunty. She going to talk to me tommorrow. and all i can do is wait ba...lol
Wednesday, April 27, 2005
I think she might be on her way down, or even, maybe she dun even care at all. anyway, i dun care as well. If she still wanna be frens then let me go in a nice manner. If not, then, forget about a fren like me.
I quarrel with my brother over my hair. Weird rite. fuk them all....hair drop is somethign i cant control. I am not liek my brother who just sit at home everyday. weather he really workign hard enough for his own company or not, i dun hack care. my hair drop in my room, my mum scold, now eevn toilet also cant comb my hair! tehn? shall i just shave off my hair????!!!! madness...i m trying to be nice for these years..but seems that no matter what i do, i m always in the wrong.
if hair drop is my fault then that idoit who always leave a book in the toilet after shitting is rite? toothpaste are dripping for the whole day after use is rite? dun flush after toilet is rite? leave the plates after meal on the floor of the living room is rite? then, frankly speaking, can i jump down from 14th floor?
mum is always siding him. Who corncen about me when i sick the whole day? who bother to ask my f. things? who bother to share my problems? no one cares about me in this family. i m just another person staying in the hosue. i m not goign to talk to anyone in the house anymore. i m no logner ttrying hard to play my role as a daughter. i m going to be myself back. thst's it!
Tuesday, April 26, 2005
I HATE MY BROTHER~~~~~~~~~~
I HATE MY MOTHER~~~~~~~~~``````````````
Monday, April 25, 2005
Just wanna mention a few words: Zoe, next tiem let us know that you finish work at 630 so that at least we can change the booking of the resturant. frankly speaking, we also set aside our busy work and make plans for us to meet together. If u always keep quiet and dun tell us that want you intend to do, where u intend to meet etc... its really difficult for us to guess what you thinking.
Anyway, we had a great dinner that day. It has been quite soem time since we last meet. esp jasmin. Grace was extremely pissed off with one of the waiter. guess the waiter know that too. Grace almost threw the menu at him. haha...guess the PMS make her an angry women too...ops.. :X
We took a pic after our dinner. This pic is below.. four of us...seems that grace is the tallest there..haha...and do i have poison? why she stand so far from me...weird..... We proceed to balaclava which is located at suntec, near the bridge. had a drink Hoegarden, it is a beer but there isnt any gas in it. guess thats the reason why it was so smooth. real nice.
jon came and pick jasmin up. So, me and grace proceed to siwssotel, ink bar to look for alan. grace and i shared a champage with Kir Royal. I is a damn nice drin. frankly speaking..all these words i dunno how to pronouns. all spelling is spoon feed by grace which is now online chatting with me.
Anyway, i got a hello kitty magnet from her... 1974...ehheee...at 1st i hought i already have it..but, actually, i dun.....the kitty looks almost the same as anotehr year, so i mistaken...anyway, that itty is drinking milk......grace ask,' no mouth how they drink' lolz
meet grace and alan(her bf) on sat afternoon after my interview. my interview was great. The lady, meiyee, is a beautiful lady. at 1st i thought she is just a normal employee, but when i checked the company online, she was teh head of sales team.....omg, she look damn young to me. anyway, grace, her bf, me and my bf(roy) had lunch together at compass point. All of us wore white top together..we din plan to..but it happens to be the same. i passed her the vcd, Date with vamprie III, guess they will have busy time watching it. In xchaneg, i finally got the sex and the cuty on hand. i goign to watch it over this wkend. din have time last weekend. will post the pic of what i did last wkend then u will understand why i dun watch the sex n the city last wkend.
me and my bf then head to sim lim to see lappie. ya...we had browse and fell in love with one of the lappie at lvl 6. lvl 4 selling 1999 but this shop sells 1920. damn...2 lvl diff, the price also diff. i thikn i will start saving now and hopefully that i am able to get hold of one in next four months time.
Think tahts all for the moment.....super long entry...actually still ahev a lot to write...dunno y suddenly feel like typing...mauhahah
Maple game, blurgal02: lvl 37
loveroy: lvl 19
Sunday, April 24, 2005
Friday, April 22, 2005
I will be heading to suntec for a sushi dinner. i am really looking forward to it. I havent seen Zoe and jasmin for quite some time. Last seen i think was Jiani's bday chalet. Rong and Grace are the only ones i just met last month i think. heehee...
English papers are makign me giddy and i really ahve headache doign the Nov 2003 paper 2. I really feel like giving up and just go and take the papers. I know i cannot do taht coz i will fail for sure. Sorry grace, endure another 6 months with me can?
I am still considering to work this sat and ake my next a long wkend. But if i do that, for May's vesak day i will not get the long wkend. hm...what should i do?
My maple is goign to lvl up to 37 soon..and my loveroy will be 19 soon. haha.....
I think tahts all at the moment...Not forgetting that i m goign to post bday wish list soon shall i? maybe not....anyway, i not celebrating.....maybe just gather everyone at jasmine's bday chalet.
Thursday, April 21, 2005
Jas: Finally...yeah..yeah......update...long time....reeal long long long time.....
Grace: Dun be angry worz........rong rong dun mean it one.......
Just back from visitng my god-bro (didi)...but he looks more like a big bro to me....anyway, he looks fine to me. But, his left leg looks liek an elephant feet. He is so poor thing that he can not take even one step down the bed. Not even to the toilet. Haha....one student nurse from NYP will bring him the urainer and he do everything on bed....the ger is quite chubby...haha...we were guessing, either she is 18 or 20..haha...taht will leave it for him to ask...i think the ger thought i m the gf..coz till now, no gers ahve went to visit him. haha......the NYP ger dun even go over to talk to him when i teher...lolz...but dear dear, dun mistaken wor..he really my didi ok?
i went to collect my hp back from tamp service center...yeah...finally..i gt it back. :)
Sorry zoe, din call u down to haev lunch coz i have to go visit my didi and i have to b back to office by 1315. in case my boss come back suddenly.
While on my way to tamp..thwe damn bus driver drives damn slow.....f....... he still can stop at the bus stop with not a single soul waiting for bus. He still drink water while drving...normally, it only takes 10 mins for me to go tamp from my office..but today, it took me 20mins #@%$%$%
I read digital life yesterday after during lunch. It is a sub copy together with straits tiems. For ppl who read newspaper everyday should know. Anyway, the topic this week was interesting. its all about women getting angry when guys keeps playing game n ignore them. haha..i was laughing when reading it.
I used to get angry when my bf was super addicted to his priston tale....i keep complaining n complaining...since i cant convience him, i follow him...seems that now i m more like a game freak than him. it all started with that gunbound n then maple.....i m gettign interested in lvling up everyday.....heehee..lookign for hidden roads and stuff...now he gets angry when my lvl is higher than him..lolz
Wednesday, April 20, 2005
I feel like giving up....i m so tired...but i still must thank grace for helping me mark the papers or rather the rubbish i have done.
Looking at the rubbish i have been doing, i really dont feel liek carryig on, but i know, if i give up now, i will lead on with regerts. But if i cotinue allowing grace to mark the rubbish, she is going to be crazy...damn...wth i should do. I feel a bit lost...but...i m still...finding somehow, a way.....
lookign at my fat body...i feel liek dying...y cant that few kg of fat shed off? y cant they just leave me alone....i m becming fatter n fatter..i goign to kill myself soon.
i keep sending resumes eevryday..but y din a single company call me up? m i that bad? i feel like quitting n go die......................................
mom is askign me for money for this n that.....i really have no money le lah...what the hell she wants???
happy maple: blurgal02: lvl 36
Sunday, April 17, 2005
yeah!!~~~wkend now, but so sad that i have to go to work tommorrow :( how i wish that wkend is 5 days and working days are only 2 days
Really waste my money to learn car...so sad sia.....nei nei.....waste tiem waste money.....
anyway, went to catch be cool last nite with my bf....... quite nice.... :)
A accident
An accident happen yesterday afternoon around 12pm, bef simei ave, near upper changi road and right behind no8, changi south lane.
3 vehicles invloved, a light blue van, black car and a motorcycle. the motorcycle was already at the plamform, and the blue car had a slight damnage at the left corner of the vehicle. The left side of the head light was completely shatter in pireces, but no one was hurt in there.
The booth of the black one was almost flat when i saw it. The shape of the tree can be clearly seen at the back of the car. The car was slan to the right hand side, i assumed that both tyres on the right was damage.
The ambulance and fire engine was here only 10-15 mins later. I started wondering, why was the ambulance here, then, i saw them carrying a man with wounded head, bleeding profusely. I think that the guy was the motorcyclist.
According to my dad, the newspaper reported that it was a driver without license, DRIVER WITHOUT LICENSE.... oh my god...... He was drving a female colleuge home. He crashed the balck car to the tres and fire broke out. Poor cyclist, which i assume that he was in the middle of the two vehicle, was dragged by one the the car.
Iagreed that the road was really very confusing and the sginboards appear very late. It is spilted tree directions, right turn to ECP, go straight will be TPE, and left turn will be tampines road. The sgin boards is very near to the spliting point. Drivers who are not familiar with the road will only keep to the lanes which they wanted to near the split. Few small cases already happen on the same spot few times. Seems that the LTA have not come up with a better planning fo it.
Thursday, April 14, 2005
**9.06am**
O well....continue....i just finish another composition rewriting......hai..sorry lei grace, make u waste so much tiem on my messy compo..... haiz...my english have not been good right from the day i was born.......
Wkend coming,...i m not looking forward to it...its a long wk this wk..no long wkend...haiz..so sad........... car somemore...more sad........still hunting for job for sure..........
Happy events that brighten me is my maple..yeah..yeah...... my blurgal02: lvl 34 le.. ^_^
loveroy: lvl 18 le -_- maseowleng: lvl 21 le (>.<)
what else u wanna knw? no life..thats it....haiz.....freeling sad when i remind myself that roy is going taiwan in 5 months time....
Monday, April 11, 2005
i got my pay last thursday......i think i got my CPF have been done also. She arrive only at 4pm.
Shelley: Morning!I took half day off thismorning to see doctor and go office. So will see u later.
I quicky sms my fren who has been drving me to work quickly to come down fast and Baoling(the new girl) to cancel her interview and come immediately.
End up waited for her till 2pm....i really dying to get the cheque so that i could bank in before 3. I sms her to ask her when is she coming, and no reply. She pop in at 4pm and said that we have to go middle road to submit the accoutns for aduition. If she knows she is going, why didnt she just coem in earlier. damn her........
she then saw the CPF letter and tell me that she have to go CPF board a while. So in the end, we left tampines only by 430. by duty is suppose to be off by 530. damn loh.......when we reach the aduitor, Mr Lee, the accoutant told us that we were 2 months late and Shelley said she knows......what kind of shit is that? she stilla sk me sgin the account as part of shareholder position..NO WAY MAN.......anything wrong i will have to go jail....anyway, i was home only by 7pm which suppose i will be home by 630 everyday. O well...in the car then she told me that she din even seen the doctor yet and ask me if i wanna watch moive with her at suntec...two of us.... NO WAY!!!!! i m not goign to be a friend to her anymore....for god sake......
Went for a moive on sat nite.......The pacifcer...not a bad one....will tell the story here when the moive is down from screen.
sun was lying at my bf place doing nothing........i cried... :( when the calendar reminds me that he will be goign off at sep...5 months more.................................................................................
Thursday, April 07, 2005
its going to be a long wkend this wk coz i m off this sat. O ya....smae thing..i havent gt my March pay..not forgetting Jan CPF. all not in yet.....
my boss says that she is coming this morning...but its 10 am already...i havent even see a single fly here yet...lolz....
KNNCBB...make me rush all the way here !#@$%$&^%&*&$%$%$&U^*$&^%@#$#$@#%^%&^&**
hm.....going to meet grace and rong next sat....zoe not sure...jasmin says can only join us for movie.......heehee....din see jasmin n zoe for such a long time....i hope they are fine.....havent seen my bf for 12 hours too...kind of miss him......ops >.<
yesterday conversation between me, grace, rong and my bf was so funny...lolz......rogn really blur...goign to add her in my family soon...wait i change new skin...erm....blog skin i mean....i know what rong going to say...lolz.....ya...i not snake...i cant change my skin..... :P
thats all at the moment....will update agian......
msg to Jas: CNY is over so long le......dun hung there lei............
Monday, April 04, 2005
To Gracey: It does not matter anymore. I failed :(
I failed my TP just now. Is is a fate that the damn rain come in the morning? Is there something worng with me that makes me the last in the index number? Its not fair where everyone draw lots to let them chose who their tester is n i don't? Is it a fate that i god damn kana the most fearful route which i keep saying:' die lah if i kana route 9? Real sad.
Zoe, you should know that route 9 is one of the hardest route in that shitty Ubi drving center
Demerit pt: 36
Parking, Fail to confrim safety -4 (i have no idea why he deduct me for this)
Forward drving, Fail to use appropriate gear - 2 (Its damn heavy rain out there, if i use higher gear, barking distance longer damn dagerous lei...fuck it)
Forward driving, Cause other vehicles to slow down -8 (fucking taxis driver...damn)
Junction, incorrect positioning -2 (no idea when i did that)
Braking, Fail to use engine brake on slope - 2 ; bend - 4 (my instructor never teach engine brake on slope, never change 3rd gear how to do engine brake...idoit)
drvier's signal, fail to signal in good time on road -2 ( my fault, too kan jiong)
Driver's signal, fail to signal/ give wrong signal -4 ( no idea when i do that)
Traffic signal, proceed on amber light -8 (fuck the traffic light. amber light spoil, how i know its turnning red. CB~~)
now have to pay another 25 for PDL, 152.00 for TP........ another 200++ for lessons.
Moodless.....let me rest for a week then i talk to you gers. Meanwhile, take care
Sunday, April 03, 2005
Oh My God....I will be having drving lessons in 8 hours time. Not forgtting, My TP will be in 10 hours time. I just could not bring myself to dream landz....Fuck..... I think maybe this is my very 1st TP. Or i should say, maybe my preparation not enough ba......
Today fell down in a bus.So pai sei...pengz...think i thinking too much, forget that the floor is wet.
Anyway, nothing much these two days. Will blog tommorrow if i have the mood
Friday, April 01, 2005
Some recap for curcuit:
parallel parking: cant see 1st pole turn left all the way, right side mirror see 1 pole's leg release one round, see another turn another round, pole touches sticker turn all, last min turn back, turn one round if its only a little off. two rounds for a lot.
back parking: cant see 1st pole turn all, see the pole agian release 1/2,cant see agian turn back, use side mirror to see straight or not, if not, then turn towards the direction that is off.
crank course: take care urself
S course: take care urself
Slope: stop the car, hand brake, signal, catch biting pt, add oil, release more clutch, check blind spot, fully release hand brake, step the brake 1st before clutch.
Change direction( short) : take care urself
Change direction(long): almost same as back parking
emergency brake: step all...try make tester fly...
STOP AT ALL STOP LINE
end........hm.....pray hard..................................................... -_-'''
Jas, if you happen to read this, please update ur blog....i really wonder how are you doing recently......
Stress + stress + STRESS = crazy.....