Not i wanna act demure
Monday, September 28, 2009
Yesterday went to hunt for my goodwood park mooncake with NG2, too bad, i ended up with 4seasons once agian. I wouldnt say we have nothing going on, rather, i dunno what is going on...
we head up to JB after his friend and his gf, Zhi Hao and Meiqi called NG2 to go JB for dinner. Meiqi ask me so how is the development between me and him. i seriously dunno what to reply so i avioded the question
After touching down back to Singapore, since both of us is not tired, i decided to head to his place to catch some shows that i have missed and he have the DVD. We watched Dsitrict 9 together. it look more like a documentary to me. I knw somehow he is trying to grab my hand but i move away. After that, we have some little chats and he seems like we are hugging but not really...
Anyway, i drove his car back to my place. :P so scary.... >.< we have a puff tehreafter and when i say bye bye to him, seems that he doesnt want to go... i can sense that he wanted a hug or if not he have something to tell me. before he do anything, i say a big 'BYE' to him.
maybe i am a little scare. i scare same thing will happen agian. werid part is, how come he never ask me between me and NG3 ....
at night when we sms, he ask me why i din give him a good night kiss. to tease him, i replied, 'why not you give me first?' and he really reply 'muackz'
hm.. what is going on? is my liking arise agian or i am just thinking too much?
i intend to bring him to meet my conard gang this sat. MAY only.... shall i?
A Day with NG2
Sunday, September 27, 2009
O ya... i am sorry that i left my personal number at home yesterday...
after visiting my sister, i headed home to change before i meet NG2 for dinner. Wasnt really planned but just happen that we talk about it in the noon. We went bugis and i brought this for myself...
Actually, not excatly i brought for myself but he paid for it.. but i have $50 with him lei....
Den we head to a HK cafe for dinner....
After dinner, no knowing where to go and he have a werid chrarter that not past mid night wun go home... sound like hantu hor.... >.< href="http://tinypic.com/" target="_blank">
i am sure OHT is me.. but who the hell is KYW? i really cannot recall lei... must be one of the puppy love that gave this to me and it must be super young coz i cannot even recall who the hell is this.... lolz...
I am sure all of us have a 'best friend', 'good friend' in a good old days.. I found this wrapper and this is actually the first hello kitty wrapper i ever got...
Friends forever? the last one 'Fiona' is the old who kick me out of the group and i am quite sure that the names here are written from her. 'FRIENDS FOREVER' ha..what a joke.... anyway, all thanks to them and i ended up with a wrong group of friends but i manage to salvage it and end up become who i am today. maybe because of them, i become more stronger than i look.
And what about these watches?
this is suppose to be a couple watch for me and roy... yeah... my ex who is going to get married.. i think he will invite me... my mum ask me not to go, but i say, why not? if its over and his future wife is ok with my presence to share their happiness, why not?
i am wearing this today...
Police catch my Neighbour
Friday, September 25, 2009
Anyway, work till almot 9pm yesterday and NG2 pick me up to go dinner. too bad, not in the best of my mood and of coz, i know he try to make me smile. :)
nope... still nothing going on..
had a quick meal at hougang, too bad i had a few fries and half of the sausage that he is having. lucky i didnt throw my temper which i nearly did. and the mushroom soup was great!
Where can i bag of money drop from the sky?
Wednesday, September 23, 2009
1) i only have 1k as my savings coz i have borrow my saving to Bryan that time.
2) calculating my current salary which i am going to get which is 1k including comm
3) hofully i can get a credit card to sign off the rest of the amount which is $4099 to be excat.
But next month i really have to stay at home whole day lei... how huh..
Cigartte: $216
Parents, insurance and SH bill: $700
Loan: $300
Lunch: $150
ezlink: $50
liabilty per month: $1416
hm.... i dun tink i can tahan next month lei... how huh... my salary always kepp at $2k - 2.5k only lei... every month 1.5k goes to all these shit and i have with 1k to play around and this exclude the NTUC trip with mumk which one time is $100 to $200. i tink i really can dun shop for the entrie Oct... and if my comm doesnt come on time, my salary is only 1.4K lei...
a day with Nice Guy No2
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
This time round, i realise that he is kind of more 'open' in a way that we are really talking as usually i am the one doing the talking and he nodding. His friend which we have bump at commex show ask NG2 to join him at Bishan. Since both of us have no where to go, we decide to head down.They are there to buy the mooncake for each other. on the way to Bishan, NGno2 ask me if i wanna buy the moon cake
I said: na... and usual years is the boyfriends who will buy for my parents one. think this year i will have to get it myself
he say: like that arh.. den if i buy for your parents, will you buy me one
I said: gers dun have to buy one what. is guys that need to buy for gers one what...
nope.. we aint having affair at all. if i do, i will let all of you know. But like what gracey says, seems like i am still interested in him. hm... but ever since i started with nice guy no3, i had put an end to it coz its not correct since i am attach to someone else. But she is right too coz i already ended with nice guy no3 a month ago. Question is, have we really ended after he told me that he have no idea what is going on? Elaine ask me to have a good talk to Nice Guy No3, but, whats the point?
The funniest part is, NG2 have never ask me about my bf at all. seems that he knows i am single now..
whatever it is, i am still in a mess for the choosing over the schools. so let me settle one step at a time.
anyway, back to the bishan yesterday, we walk ard before deciding to go geylang for the 'tian ji zhou'. Dinner was great.... yummy... keke... after that, his friends suggested to go bliss at hougang, so i followed. While they jio-ing more of their friends, i actually heard his friend telling another person that NG2 is with 'ger friend'. i heard a few times but i preten i din hear and wanted to see what is the reaction of NG2. he didnt deny at all... WTF?
But i din wanna ask further coz sarly is referring to 'ger friend as in lady friend' den if my reaction to big isnt it more werid?I really dunno what to say, so i preten i din hear anything. actually, i did hear... questsion is, why didnt he deny? Maybe his thinking is same as mine, as in 'ger friend' and not girlfriend.
Lets see how it goes and see his action ba.
First step now is to get a credit card for the school that i taking. Gracey decided for me already.. i am taking UOB. :)
a day at JB
Monday, September 21, 2009
we reach the hotel at 7.30am. The hotel located at 88 jalan ibrahim sultan, stulang Laut. The hotel name The Zon, Regency Hotel by the sea. It is pretty near to Premas Jaya i think. as we are too early, there is no way we can check in, therefore, 4 of us including gracy's friend friend went to somewhere near premas jaya for breakfast. the noodles was great. :) we attepmt to check in once agian at 10am and this time round, we got our room 1142. keke.. Too bad i forgot to take a pic of the hotel but its pretty nice. this hotel is combination with the DFS.
After checking in, the guys went off for their karting and leaving me and gracey in the hotel room. we napped a little and took a cab to city sqaure all by ourselves. yeah.. we are cool dun we? ^^ got a shoe, a top and shorts, with some little stuffs from wastons. 2 of us saw this massage right at the concer at level 3. we take a look and find that it looks much brigther than the one in our hotel and the rate is slightly better. so we try the massge at RM100 per person.
It is really superb man.. you should try it one day. :) thereafter, both of us were too lazy to walk and took a cab back to the hotel ourself once agian. bravey ya? we shower and laze ard before the guys got back from track to take us our for dinner. the moment we got out at the lobby, i saw my ITE friend. and yes, i am sorry that i preten i dunno him coz i really dunno what to tell him coz he really ask rubbish at that time.
Dinner is at the same area we had breakfast and it is a jap resturant which i have been with Tommy before. i really cant recall how great the food was coz prehaps it is the wrong accompany that i had that time. this time round, 4 of us have a good time chatting over the food and the 1.8L of cold sakae. yes.... super huge and we got to know it only after dinner. funny huh... we were wondering how come no matter how much we drank it seems never ending.
i tot the night is over when we reach the hotel, the guys walk to the club instead of our hotel lobby. the place is cool and the best part is... i can freaking smoke there! :P
yes... the bad part is.. too hot as the air con is not working..
bacadi seems to be a bad idea for me and gracey... i guess martell would be nicer. Me and gracey head back to hotel room as early as 1am. and slept at 2am.
Both of us woke up at ard 8am. and inside me is still the bacadi. yucks.... the breakfast at the hotel really bad..... after breakfast, the guys head to the track and both me and greacy head back to the room.... and guess what.. i fell asleep agian. woke up at 2pm and decided to go to the korea resturant thast my coll intro... damn it.... its really nice... you all should go and try man...
other than the soup and egg... our bbq meat
and the main chicken...
And the full range of the condiments... surpppp.... Thereafter, and and gracey went to the pool for some little swim and went back to the room and wait for the guys to be back for bath... before they are back.... and i caught sleeping once agian.... >.< super pig i know.. that why i have a tee which says 'i am good in bed..... i can sleep for days......'
head opp our hotel for some bites and back to Sg. its a superb trip and i would love to go once agian if i have a chance... :)
Office praying and dinner with jon and jasmin
Friday, September 18, 2009
of coz... there is drumsticks...and duck sticks... haha
o ya...last wed meet up with Jasmin and Jon for Jasmin's belated bday dinner....
we ate at mushroom pot at stadium walk
c they enjoythe peanuts...
We were too hungry to take the food.. too bad.. but the mushroom is nice.. ntry it if you are a mushroom lover... the house special is nice... the rest is pretty normal steamboat...
alright, got to go...need a break alone for a while.. :)
asking me a question with only you have the answer
Tuesday, September 15, 2009
me: u are the one who said it
me: dUn ask me
Him: is it... i swear, i really dun know...
me: doesnt matter anymore
????? you said it and u say u really dun know? u got to be kidding me...
CAr racing Event
Monday, September 14, 2009
the rental is driving me crazy. now my engineer says another engineer may not know how the equipment looks like, that why keep telling me dun have. Now he says he is hungry. And i cant find the co-ordinator. Another site told me the trees cannot install cable. one more site coming wednesday. i tink this week is going to be a harsh week for me. please dun rub on it if you dun wanna be shoot by me
and at this point of time, she still come and tell me another case of mine have issue and all i did was to call the common known number and just a 5 mins call. but do you knw that the 5mins can let me do a lot of things?
EASB or MDIS?
My Plurks...
Sunday, September 13, 2009
http://www.plurk.com/Blurgal02/invite
The Comex 2009
All thanks to Nice Guy No2 ok! hahah... not entire is fault la, i wanted to get the BBOM for myself for quite some time. so, as early as 11.30am, we head to comex. i woke up at 7.30am in the morning wondering what the hell am i up so early. like what i say, my self clock is a little in kiosk now. as early as now, i am already started to feel sleepy. hope is not because of the medication that i am taking now. it really make me feel like stop drinking completely as well. i have not touch any drinks for a week which is quite surprising coz i have 2 beer in my fridge for the longest period of time.
Anyway, back to the comex.... me and NG2(nice guy no2) walked around and he already know tht he needs a laptop. He will sign the BBOM package with the ISP and take the laptop and i will take the BBOM. :P if i never pay him den he have to pay himself...muahahha... just kidding... i wun owe him anyway....
We shop ard and squeeze thru the crowd and i really wonder what the hell am i doing here on a sunday morning... damn it! :P anyway, when we are going for our lunch cum breakfast... i bump into jerlyn... as it is so crowded, i couldnt have a word with her. ya....till now she is the only one that had a glance who is NG2. Supposingly, it should be jasmin that will have a lunch together today, but the timing is a little rushing for us, therefore, i have no choice but to push the meal to coming Thurs. So sorry about it coz it will be really rushing for me coz i dun wanna hit the noon time crowd.
But end up, me and NG2 still head back after lunch to get some more things as he need a bluetooth ear piece and i wanna get another hard disk for my moives to be taken from my friends. :P I brought a white samsung hard disk at $111.18 for 320G. i am sure to have many many moives thereafter. :)
NG2 brought quite a number of things...
he doesnt need a earphone coz he drives what..... what the hell he need it for. keke... some more its purple.. dun suit him ok!
We left at around 7 and i have shop with him for almost 7 hours. wow.... never went shopping with a guy that is such a shopper before. And this leads to the carpark to be $16. i feel bad about it...
not knowing where to go, we decided to go to the car audio at my office there. his radio have a little problem. now cfm have to change liao. too bad.... lala... his problem, not mine.
Went for dinner before coming back home at Changi. The taste is not as good as before and surprisingly, the Q is not damn freaking long. it use to be very long Q, but not anymore. :)
Now my legs are aching.. i better contiune my 与敌同行
damn nice lo.... i fall in love with 郭晋安 suddenly.
郑嘉颖 is the handsome chap that i like.
i am also watching ID 精英 by 郭晋安 also...
in this show, i actually like 黄德斌
till then.... dunno when the rest will meet NG2, but he have really never stood me up or rather upset me. That time i chose no3 over him is because that he shouted at my at the IT show and also, just ask me to go home when we just reach mac. Actually, we sorted all these out already and i agree that when someone is in a bad mood, he/ she needs to be just alone which i have just learn it. And the shouting part is because, its really super noisy and not because he wanted to. We are ok but not going towards the path that you are thinking coz till now, i have no idea what he is thinking also.. or rather what i want after so much things happen with school, health, family, money, work.......I guess i just need to be alone
i am suppose to have a trip on Nov when i am with No3 and my best friend with her hubby. I dunno shall i still proceed alone or shall i get someone to go with me....
The School mightmare never ends
Friday, September 11, 2009
these days i have been takign the chinese medicine and seems that it interrupts my hormames change. i feel impatient but i controlled very well...
i have been sleeping at 10.30 or 11 plus... am i too old, too stress, too much medication or combination of all?
9/9/09 is a special day and i had just a super late dinner with nice guy no2... nope... he is not a life buoy rather, he will be a friend that i wish to keep. after being be the 'last him', i realise that there is no nice guy in the world. but nice guy no2 is still nice guy no2. we kept at the distance we are suppose to be and i guess thats about all.
Friendster
Tuesday, September 08, 2009
the msg read as
hi ting ,me just up from sleep. just now reach home from wrk then went to sleep early .guess you should be sleeping .happy weekend to you .sorry ..sorry ,can i get to know you as friend ? let me give you a short intro of myself.andy tian yi here . singapore chinese guy , age 23 , ht 172 , wt 61 , staying woodlands area .single ,working in f & n coke in sale line .next time i can give u some coke stuff if u want. use to study shatec before i went army , study in culinary skill . maybe next time i can cook for u a meal to let u try ? me last time weekend like to go in malaysia to eat food like secret recipes , japanese food , oyster egg.next time can we go in malaysia together to eat nice food ? about my character and something abt myself ..... down to earth ,soft hearted,(last time there was once i saw a old man sit in the middle of the bridge asking for money , he sit in one of the stair in the staircase leading to the bridge,cos i quite pity him then i give him all my money then after that i realised got no money to eat for dinner, went home cook maggi noodles to eat ),and also tend to always try to put others ahead.sorry my english typing bit poor and also sincere apology for my mistake . u can sms me at 82226779 if you don mind .do sincerely hope you give me a chance to know you .quite believe in this saying .... if you plant a good seed , it will bear a good fruit and the fruit will produce a good seed whereas same goes for bad fruit .i quite believe in karma. last time i used to take up canoeing and dragon boat in school as cca .nowadays i always read chinese night newsapaper(wan bao and xin min) daily everynite and nomally will seen alot of sad news article in the newspaper , likes quarreling , killing , stabbing ,commit sucide, realised that now a days people are getting more and more stress . To me , is like everything have a solution to solve , no point quarreling or fighting cos after that you still have to be back to solve the problem . you can ask anything about me.do sincerely hope u give me a chance to know you more.hope next time i can bring you go sim drive eat dim sum, that side got one dim sum shop sell nice the chilly crab ,siew mai,next time can bring you go there eat if you don mind and i need to tell you something true is that i smaller than you in term of age , will you mind it ?sorry if you mind.recently heard a sad news from my aunt , there was this guy age 25 .. just married to a girl the same age ... they got married and after half a year ,things does not goes well for them... the girl divorce the guy and the guy jump down from building ...very sad ...the mother cry badly .life is short , treasure it , fall down stand up and walk again in time to come , don take failure and as a final result , take failure as a lesson , learn from it and move on .sorry message you so long . sleep early . do sincerely hope can chat with you more.and also i don smoke and go clubbing . do drink but it like maybe once a year or maybe few times a year , in company dinner and dance , friend wedding .and also is that i currently learning car now, so if we go out next time maybe have to take train and bus and also sorry to trouble u, give me some more time , i am passing the car licence soon .sorry .next time can i brew soup to drink ?next time i got car can drive you out to eat .you see the link below...this baby verycute.
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sorry as in i not a handsome guy , is it arite with u? and also i don smoke and don drink ,do drink but only maybe once a year or half a year in friend wedding or company dinner.
do sincerely hope u give me a chance to know u.i the type of person prefer simple,easy life n peaceful life.drink more water , next time i bring u go jurong point eat buffet , got sell japan long leg crab n also nice japan food.remember eat yr breakfast later on n drink more water .
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.sorry.............
Thank you Nice Guy no. 2
Monday, September 07, 2009
breaking up with ben is my unwillingness, but no choice coz prehaps i dun fit his bill.
anyway, mr nice guy no2 drive me on sat mornign all the way to jurong to see the chines sinseh. dont wish to eborate on that coz saying out will not help me in any way. So.. i waited for couple of hours before my turn. after that, i finish at ard 11 and waited to head down to office as it is suppose to be a workign day. but nice guy no2 asked if wanna have 'breakfast' together? so i decide that i am too hungry to travel to office and meet him for breakfast. We had mac at science centre and damn it, am i too old? the science centre changes the outlook completely. super nice lo... :) i should go there one day.
after breakfast, i head to office to collect my laptop before going home. i collapse after i reach home coz i am simply too tired. i slept till 5 am i know that i have to go to my uncle's house warming at 6 and my gf bday at 8.. Uncle staying at bayshore and my gf stays at tanjong katong. not excatly too far as i took a ride from my daddy's bike.
head home hit the sack at 2am and i am really too tired for anything. i decide that sunday will be my rest day. but my friend, jocelyn asked if i am free to go shoppign with her. thinking that her bday is ard the corner and i tink i should acc her, i decided to meet her at cine. i waited for her ard 30min as she needs to finish her stuffs. she brought me to orchard ion and i am really surpirse how big the changes is. shopping and dinner end at 9pm. i gt myself a top and some tibits.
i brought quite a lot and thinking that nice guy no 2 actually do help me on sunday, i sms him if he would like to have some. so we meet up ard 11 plus to pass him the tibits. he done some lighting to 'not his car' (he sells the car to his current compnay already). it is really cool to have LED lights at the handle there. nope.. not ah beng... its nice.. but hope he dun add more to become 'ah beng' car....
slept at 2am.... mon is a groomy day... >.<
cinderella on ice
Saturday, September 05, 2009
Just back from Esplanade and caught Cinderella on Ice... well... its a free tickets that my concert kaki got from masters. we always watch show booking thru her card, so she brought me along with her instead of her 'husband to be' coz he is having chicken poxs.
the dance is so graceful and i hope that i can go ice skating now. keke... the moves and the dancers are fantatic. :)
it makes me wonder, where is my fairtale story? my fairtale story jsut ended... or rather, it ended since monday and i dun wish to face the fact. but bringing myself back to reality is a must. during this period he does still tells me where he is going, bt not doing anything to save the relatioship after i complain about not meeting for weeks. the word 'lets break' is too easily out and it really give me a scare.... both me and him are growth ups.. how will this ever happen?
1st weekend he went california fitness for workout coz he have the membership by chance
2nd weekend he went agian and end up we have to cancel moive planz
3rd weekend, nt callign or smsing me and only when i called him in the evening den got to know that he went to his colluage child's bday.
Sunday is his resting day, so not meeting. super diff after we came back from bintan and batam. surpise me.. seriously.... everything suddenly turn black ard me.
along the weekday, only one wed he asked me for moive, too bad i gt to entertian client. the rest? nope... i asked him several times.. not working...
it drew me back on the period of the 'wooing'... he have lots of time for me... really... now i seriously dunno how to face the world. if you are thinking of calling me and askign me how are u, i will tell u dun... just let me hide a while and i will be fine....
update - back to where i belong
Friday, September 04, 2009
work - need more money
love - back to single