Friday, July 30, 2004
nop doubt its going to b a great chance for mi to learn more things. but i m going to leave my frens frequently. i dunno hw many of u will read this blog..but i can say, everything will b confrim when company empoly one more new sttaff. is either my boss say is true or she wanna emply one more person to sack mi. but i did nthing wrong....no matter it is or not...i will stay in this company 1st.
i talk to my bf once i heard the news...really dun say ppl...i thought he going 1yr is very bad for mi coz i will b alone in sg...end up i will b the one traveling more often than him. he dun bear...but this is the only rare chance i have.
i havent tell my parents about it. i guess they will worry but they will still go coz its my onli chance.well...everything should b cfm by next wk...wish mi all the best.........
greatest sadness is i cannot watch channel U show anymore :( n my new com..a bit worry..wait i come back everything kana stolen by my bro.......haiz......
Thursday, July 29, 2004
hey ppl...i have got a nice webbie to intro...www.wholivesnearyou.com...can knw ppl ard u...so ppl....next time we go devils can find kaki go home le...hahaha...
know one gal from there.....she is nice gal....even though we havent met yet..heehee...anyway...shi jun...thanks for ur comment...haiz...but...his bro more impt then mi...what to do...his bro will get jealous....haiz....take it loh.....
jiayan bday coming.....just brought a t-shirt for her...fila one....no chioce...jiani there too many ppl share le...not nice.....
meeting my good fren linda tommorrow....haiz...she so stress...anyone out there gt nice guy intro to her?she lack of love..which i cannot give her..i can only give her all my attention
mel mel..i dunno u will have time to read my blog or not..but just wanna tell u is jiantai like that treat u, u should give up on him...u have all the right to have a better guy than him...forget about him ba....
Tuesday, July 27, 2004
my bf stay in last nite coz he have meeting..but he msg say meeting cancel...poor thing..he have to stay in camp.....
hm.....jas.....u on leave but nv c u online one lei.....funny lei....fri going?
Monday, July 26, 2004
btw, finally, my com internet was up on sat...yeah ppl...i gt my personal com le...heehee...can online anytime i wan....so if u all boring at nite can jio mi online le.....esp kelly...can jio mi play GB le...heehee.....
went out with my bf at nite ard 8++....i was angry coz he really can sleep sia.....kns....i scare no more shop open for dinner le...end up we have jap food at DG for dinner...30++ only..eat until we two wanna cry....heehee....had a walk down whole orchard rd...end up we go cineleisure Kbox sing song....from 1-4 then go his place slp....
sun was really a nuaning day...we both like snake..heehee...lie on the bed watch tv...heehee...then after that i pack his room for him...when he wake up he ask...'is this my room?'
Saturday, July 24, 2004
went to devils last nite...same thing...sit there c ppl....squeeze with ppl.....haiz....played 5-10 with derek....heehee...think he drink quite a lot last nite....
last nite attendance like shit. only got mi, grace, stella, mona, derek, RJ n his gf, kelvin n faser reach later.....less n less ppl...or becoz of i too long nv go...think i havent been there for 2-3 wks le...happy to c all my frens safe n sound..
stella n grace, both gt things to givemi.....grace one is the key chain n stella....i dunno what u wanna give mi.....
I m still sad over my hamster...pls ppl...dun ask mi how she die anymore...she just jump down from railings....anyway, my mum also say, she wanted to free from jail very long le....maybe she is too eager...thats y when i hold her outside, she gets excited n jump.....haiz...anyway, i had another....which is the mum....the one jump down is the youngest daughter.... :(
anyway...after devils...i took a cab to park lane n fetch my bf n his bro sean...din talk to him the whole journey home..the cab was x.....27 bucks...if i take cab hoe straight from devils...think onli 17..but my bf wants send him back yishun..what to do?......
so cat....hows DBO? i dunno when u go one...but i think its fun for u...
jas...poor sis....heehee..OT last nite...so i think u going to nite rite? if i have nthing to do maybe i will go down c u guys n have some ccatch up...IF only huh...not cfm...
heehee...thats all...got to work ....sianz...sat lei......
Thursday, July 22, 2004
Why hold someone back.. when you noe you don't luv them..Why keep them to urself.. when you noe you won't wanna have them? Why let them miss other chances.. when they can hav them?
If you really don't love someone.. let them go…hurt them NOW.. not later.. for a longer relationship builds stronger emotions..A good relationship isnt a game you play or an ego trip you take. It is abt luv and 2 people.Loving someone can give us the greatest joy we can ever know and it can hurt more than we can believe too. When it does
not really hurt when dat person did something disappointing to
you, but really hurts when you see that person in pain and
sadness, then you know you truly love that person. Loving someone means you shld be ready toexperience heartache and happiness at the same time. Dats the reward and dat's the risk.
Unless we are willing to experience it, we will neverreally noe what its like to luv and be loved.
Sharing luv is probably the most valuable and meaninful experience a person can ever hav.
And there's a difference between bein in luv with someone and loving someone.
Its the difference between a luv dat's fickle, wild
and short-lived and one dat's tender and passionate,
nurturing and lasts a long time. The first is easy.
The second, the one dat really matters to all of us,
takes work bcos its abt keepin a relationship. Luvin someone takes efforts. We have to be able to
communicate wit each other. Nobody can read anyone
else's mind. We always presume dat our partner noes
wad we tink and feel. Maybe in time we might be able
to predict or sense each other's thoughts but its never
perfect and takes time to develop.
Gettin the chance to luv and be loved by someone is blessed.
Respect him/her for who he/she is, and not wad you wan him/her to be.
Everyone is pretty and special in his/her own special way.
No one is perfect.
It is true luv which closes the gap of imperfectness to form a smooth surface of acceptance for each other.
True luv sees and accepts a person for who he/she is.It is also true luv which makes a person change for the better.
The power of true luv to a person is undeniable.
A relationship needs commitments too.
What is luv without commitments from each other anyway? It's like principles and values.
Everyone has them but they only mean as much as we are willing to stand for them. The same goes for our commitments to relationships, and the person we love. "Luv is like an antique vase. Its hard to find, hard to net,
but easy to break." Every day everywhere,
people fall in love.. but juz how many of these relationships
are self-sacrificing love, and not juz relationships which
are formed only for the intense! feelin of fallin in love?
I noe hundreds of friends who say
the magical words "I love you"..
but more often than not, the truth is juz I am IN love with you.
There is a difference between being in
love with someone and loving someone.
If a person says he/she is in love with you,
he/she means dat he/she likes you for who you are now and he/she fell in love with you bcos of the present you.
This kind of love is temporary and lasts only
as long as the fairytale lasts. When fairy godmother
comes in at midnight to whirl us back to reality,
we see the heartache of such a relationship..
where both were only IN luv with each other.
But if a person says he/she luvs you, he/she means dat he/she luvs you unconditionally for who you are now,
who you were in the past and who you might be in the future.
When he/she says he/she luvs you and
really means it,
you hav to ask urself if you love him/her too or
if you're in love with the idea of bein in love.
It is very hard to see the difference
through logical thinking.
Let your heart guide you. May you be blessed on your soul-searchin journey for your soul mate. ARE YOU RELI IN LOVE? ASK URSELF! Is this true love? Do I really love him/her?
Or is it juz another infatuation?
ARE YOU willin to give?Even though you may not get back the same amount you gave?
ARE YOU cheatin urself?
Thinking dat you really love him/her and
not juz takin him/her as a substitute for your
ex-boyfriend/girlfriend? Friends, let today be the day.. you truly understand love. If after readin this andanswerin all the questions, you are very sure dat you luv him/her, tell him/her dat. Let him/her noe how much you luv him/her and dat you are willin to take the risks of being hurt by him/her in the course of the development of yourrelationship with him/her. This is a luv dats sacrificial, ARE YOU ready for it? If you accept someone's philosophy dat is simply their rationalisation to justify their failure, youaccept their failures! **The greatest regrets in our lives are the risks we did not take.**
If you tink something will make you happy, go for it.
**Remember dat we pass this way only once.** YoU cAn'T mAkE sOmEoNe LuV
yOu, aLl YoU cAn Do Is Be SoMeOnE wHo CaN bE lOvEd, ThE
rEsT iS uP tO tHe PeRsOn
To ReAlIzE yOuR wOrTh~
Wednesday, July 21, 2004
went to kovan last nite for dinner.....2 dollars for chicken rice onli...so cheap....thank dear for bringing mi there......we went to the night market after that...din do much things coz i very tired...so i went home to rest after that....
today my fren coming to fix up the internet for mi n the floppy...hope he can do it fast coz after 9, there will not b ppl at my place...a bit scary.....
cat...thanks for ur call last nite....u sound really like jas when speak in chinese.....nice to heard from u that u ok.......n...I STILL CANT UPLOAD MY DEAR HAMSTER PIC HERE :(
o ya...same goes for ade....thanks for ur reply
but jas n grace, dunn u two are tired or what...nv reply lei....or u all dun wan mi le?? :(
actually thinking of going to devils this fri to meet u guys..but i kind of tight these few weeks till i get my pay...i c u all at jiayan chalet 1st for grace
jas, cat, ade, i c u gals at dbO when i get my pay...
miss u all gals....sorry that i really cant afford to go out now...no money, therefore i rather stay at home..unless u gals wanna treat mi i dun mind...whahahahahah
Tuesday, July 20, 2004
Damn..i couldnt upload her pic... :(
Monday, July 19, 2004
anyway, had a bad sat..i was damn angry with my bf's fren..he throw a 5cent coin rite at me...damn fuck it....even i m poor, they dun have to do this to mi rite?
now my bf is in a damn difficult position...anyway, i give up....whatever he wan to do i will respect him...if he chose to b with his frens, i will just let it b, anyway, i start to feel comfortable at home..haha.....
din get to slp the whole nite....had a nitemare...damn it...now i m damn tired n ugly...my dark rings are darker then the cars tire sia...later still must go for my advance theroy..wish mi good luck ppl...
Thursday, July 15, 2004
went to JB after work. my bf's frens wanna do their car.so we went in with them..brought a pair of new shoes. then come back sg for dinner coz his fren need to go out.
sun meet with a minor accident. my bf's car hit the pillar in the car park..dun wan to spoil his fren wedding, he carry on driving it. we then went to K box to sing then he send mi home. he face the scolding alone.... :(
mon i at home wash my clothes n hamster cage. he come help mi :) then after that he went out with his frens.
tue...i go take mc..heehee...dun feel like wrking....had something bad happen...but i dun wanna say much :)
tats all what happen these few days..haiz...such a boring life...haiz....tommorrow going out with my fren....maybe go devils find jasmine if they are there.....
Saturday, July 10, 2004
Finally i get to contact back my best friend Linda...so happy...meet her last nite...went of dinner together then i went her home fix her com for her....think need to go doen today...when her net is up...i invite her join bogger...heehee..so that we can exchange out lifes together.
sorry jas...i din reply ur msg..coz i busy chatting with her...anyway, i say already, i dun wan go devils le...no money...what for i go down...n some other reasons...i c u ard k?
Cat, i m happy for u....finally have a love..make sure he tresure u k? if not pinch him on his cheek....n tell him...i m for u to dote, not hurt...
Ade, hows things going for u? btw, MY NEGATIVES????!!!heehee...no lah..take ur time...if we meet then u pass to mi k?
o ya..grace, how r u recently? havent seen u two weeks i think...maybe we can catch a moive or something next week k'?
Rong......hows sch? dn get to c u for long also...cya ard k? when davis not free over the wkend we meet k? take care
thats all ppl...
Tuesday, July 06, 2004
1st: foget bring office key in the morning
2nd: walk out late to buy lunch
3rd: knock off late
4th: bus late
5th: no money to draw
6th: cant find my bf
7th: late for my show
argz...damn bad day....tommorrow still must find my shirt n pant out..need go for appt outside..iayo..must sleep early today..end my damn bad day....
Monday, July 05, 2004
Sunday, July 04, 2004
had a nice week end....went for a swim on sat...hm...damn cold that day coz its raining...hm...suppose to go gym today, but i was too tired to go...after swim, i went to BQ coz my bf fren jio him go. hm... havent been to bq for long time, u ppl may say so childish, but no matter what its still clubbinh rite...it change a lot...no crowd at the dance floor anymore. no more pack pubs ard...no matter hw u dance also wont hit ppl. coz there isnt any ppl at all..haha....
i just back from my sis place. took her daughter to play see saw today... so fun....heehe...a bit of childhood sia... ;P
so hws db O that day? heehee...u ppl must have enjoy....hope yes..n erm...wheres my negative huh?
cya gals soon...havent meet for long t ime. even i got bf u all still can date mi one lei... dun so dao lah...