Sunday, January 30, 2005
Just finish sending one resume just now......i have send a lot last fri...or should i say...sat morning......... i have to redo my resume...coz that time i thought that i dun have to find job...so i happily erase all from my e-mail...god knows..i am now searching for new job.....i do my resume from 2am in sat morning and by the time i finish it was damn.........4am in morning....lolz.....madness...but anyway....those are really great....i hope that they could reply me tommorrow morning...best by e-mail...dun really feel like talking to them over the phone...scare the new girl hears it not very good. but anyway, ya...she also suggest me to change. she c me work so siong..but pay almost same as her......but anyway...she also say....if my boss not giving her 1.4...then dun think she is gonna stay...but i knw if i were to leave, my boss will try all ways to keep her here......
but i guess my boss is gonna keep me here for sure.....but, like what i say....you look at my pay at the moment and you look at the offering at the moment....damn so seducing.......omg......cant stop thinking.....i know what u all gonna ask......how am i going for interview? no worries...........liek what i say...my boss not ard.....i can talk to that women to let me go interview...heehee
o ya...brought a pants n a skirt for CNY....so troublesome...everywhere is human buying clothes...esp women.....haiz......they way they hold the clothes to try is like wow....max 3 pieces...but hey keep asking the sales girl take this take that...knn......i stand there 20mins just to try one piece of shit which i end up dun feel it suits me...but it looks real nice........
Cat...i start to worry for u...think i going sms you soon................
Saturday, January 29, 2005
JoB HunTing
hm......ppl....dun mistaken that i kana sack huh...nope...i am not ok....~~~~~~
it all blame on the fault that i am a gemini. lolz....gemini is a person full of curiously...dun ever let them have a chance to find out anything...if not...........
for me...i will dig out all the truth.....scare???i hope u all not...lolz...heehee....well......i was curious being my job scope in this way in outside market will worth how much. so i go www.jobsdb.com and click on admin & cleric.......hm.......i saw all salary is 1k-1.5k.....1.5...higher than mine already....as i look in to the descirption on by one...i realize...being my job scope minimum is 1.4-1.6k , or 1.7k-1.8k or 1.9k-2.5k...seriously i am not joking.......
in my office i do sales co-ordinate as well........doc for shipment...invoices....everything i should say...........
anyway....ya...i havent state their benefits, minimum 10-14days annual leave, 14 days mc(i am having 15 days), each consulation not more than 50(mine 15), 13th month (mine 0mth), bouns depends........
no matter in terms of pay, in terms of benefit....none of then is worst than my boss....... for 14 days leave...i have to work more than 10 years......ppl...heard it...10 years......i cannot believe it.....omg.....oh...my fu**ing god....
economic pickign up.......since then, i should pick up my pharse...if i m under[ay and overwork staff and bosses dun apperciate, then y do i stay on..could someone help me and give me a reason to stay.
i know...overseas trip...damn it...dun ever mention that to me....she ask me plan a trip to indonesia end of feb....fuck her...she want me go myself in the beginning...knn...cbb...until i question her that 'you sure indonesia jakarta is safe or not' then she say' ok lah.....1st time i accompany you go hor' knn...fuck man.....indonesia jakarta having some raided stuff or something..i saw on news that there a strikle or something.....cbb....
indonesia nvm.....bangleash is the worst...siao bo.......i hate their smell most.....ask me really go myself...she ask me book ticket for myself.....fuck her man....its on my bday.........my 22nd bday.........
worst thing of all....i will not get any allowance on anywhere i go.............anyone have better idea what does it means?
if i can find a better job successfully, i think i m going to study part time LCCI soon.......
Wish me luck
Friday, January 28, 2005
yeah..happy...happy...my valentine day program settle...now i am more happy than anyone else......i m so excited....lolz.....1st time mah....omg...
ya...think cat dunno that actually, joanne is not a name in my ic. :)
only few knows my real name actually. :) nvm..i dun blame you coz no one have call out my real name for years. :D
o well...nothing much happening...haiz....CNY coming...but i havent even buy a single clothes for it.......haiz.......partly is i poor.. :(
o..welll.....cat...take care while you at BKK.
gracey...dun worry...i will be theer for ur bday ok........
ade..i hope to c u at devils during grace bday
jas....hows the "unoffical relationship"?when the offical??
Wednesday, January 26, 2005
another busy day...no bouns...no 13 month....no hong bao.......nothing... :(
no one month bouns like cat...so good....envy...envy...envy... :(
o well.........gracey must be in great pain..i can understand...coz i evey month also like that....like that good mah....u could know that when give birth how the pain is like...lolz...
i have been calling up thailand customer for appointments...so funny rite...i not going yet i calling...anyway...hate hearding cup cup thing now...most of them dun understand english...i liek the cow head dun match horse mouth.....iayo....
anyway, my boss say i have to go indonesia mext month......actually i dun mind coz its a 2 day thing....but may-june...she ask me go bangleash.....omg...omg....no way... NO WAY~~~~~~~~
my bf will kill me...my frens will question me...my mum will put a big NO in front of me for sure.....
Tuesday, January 25, 2005
I was listening to the radio on wkrz913 last nite. i find that there is something worth thinking about.
from year 2002-2003 ppl who declare bankrupt was est to be 781. but in 2003-2004, ppl who declare bankrupt was 1000++ ppl ......ppl who declare almost 90% were ppl in early 30s, late 20s.
I am so shock by this figure. mind you ppl......its getting younger. really...seriously.......ppl are buying things by credit card, 24% a year....and its a snowball once u never pay. its even higher than a loan shark..omg....omg.....
2k for just a frigde....omg...i m shock....when u have a 1k frigde is alreay too much......2k...its even more than my pay. -_-'''
what i think the DJ say is true. guys going after 5Cs, card, career, cash, condo, car.........becoz they wan chicks. and becoz of that, they have never ending bills.....bank come into the pic and give you credit card and bill you every month......clever move....after giving you luxury life, they will take back everything from you and make you land in a deepest shit.
But banks still post those kind of catalouge telling you how good is credit...how good is this..how good is that. so ppl...please tear away all these when u c it in ur mail...or even, ppl who have it..please control in ur spending k?
PS to Cat: where my room...:( u bluff me...say will call me yesterday..... :( sad sad.....and please...if u really wanna go BKK, please take care k? coz the bird flu have change to a more deadly virus that can b transmit person to person.......i really scare......i dun wanna lose a great sis like u :)
PS to Jas: hope you will hurry hurry k? but dun so hurry that you are faster than cat n grace...i will have to save up 1st. same thing...1yr notice can??? heehee
PS to Grace: i know...angry coz y A must wait for A's action then action. dun worry...u will get over soon. muackz....
PS to Rong: so long never c u...gt read my blog mah....i m trying to read urs everytime...but seems fail...coz the photobuket blocked everything.
PS to Ade: heard you working at somewhere...cannot rem...sorry....good luck k? cya soon
Saturday, January 22, 2005
its holiday today...oh well...actually nothing much to write for today...but i have something to write for yesterday....lolz
wondering what is it?oh well....finally....I SAW XM!!!!!muahaha...dunno who he is? o well...he is my future sister's husband...muahahahhahahaha...omg...she going to kill me......no lah..hey not together yet.......the guy say he like slowly slowly...dun wan rush.....anyway...i ask grace tell him...after this pier may not have the same baot...heeheee...so when u all together dun forget to tell me k...heehee....
ya...i went devils with grace, alan(grace bf), my bf....jasmine(of coz....) n the others i dunno anyway...heehee........
Wednesday, January 19, 2005
Well....meet up with grace earlier on at celeisure.........hm...had lunch with her....dun ask y....suppose i m at suntec....msg cat and jas....but one rushing to work another too early for work.....actually dun intend to eat...but somehow........i sms grace something n we have lunch together...well...i know..u all wonder wat happen...but promise me ppl...dun laugh at me hor......k? promise huh.........I LOST AT SUNTEC... :( dun laugh so loud lah.......
you ppl wonder y i end up at suntec...story goes like this.............
Was in the office at 835..then my boss call me n give me her e-mail add....she e-mail me ask me go down to her attachment office and get her manager room keys.....at the same time ask me to bring her law things to her.......so i set off at 10am....reach raffles place at 11am.....so after taking things to her.....i also brought my diary to show her what i did for the past 2 days.....
********************to be contiune*************** 0732pm
Then, she give me a note and ask me get some things for her at suntec....so i end up there....somehow, i lost my way.....hm...funny rite...i dunno y..but maybe too long din go le.....anyway...go supermarket and get some drink......at the same time, saw a laptop sellign at 799 only...but din go c....coz was busy looking for place to exit to mrt........cat n jas was too busy to meet me...so end up, meet grace at celeisure for lunch....somehow...i find she is too tall today n she find me too short today.....WhAt's HappEning??????I sink or she grow taller?????
after lunch...i rush back to tamp n get my boss two cloths from there n go back office..........when reach office..all i know is busy..busy...busy....... non stop coz have to key in all stock on behalf of her...n all the temp POs.........n create new goods..........reason being is she come back singapore for 2 weeks doing nothing..............
haiz.........new year coming....i understand what is the issue already......my mum is asking for $$ thats y she jump to me........she ask me resgin as well.....haiz...any sloution???
Monday, January 17, 2005
the story is quite lame to me.......lolz...
My boss went for attachment already...i send a e-mail to her yesterday. asking for pay rise......thuis mornig i gt her letter on my desk...u knw how much rise i have????? S$50.00.......
after cpf, the 50 becomes 30...............any comments?
Saturday, January 15, 2005
haha........10 mins = 1hr? cool.....work n family are very tight now. i intend to send her an e-mail to tell her about increament in pay thing. i dunno if it is ok or not but i am giving a try.....
nothing much to write but
Jasmine, happy that u have update ur blog more frequent now and let me know about XM, but i hate reading you guys blog.....what L lah, N lah..WW lah, TT lah.....what the hell are all these... :( i also is blurgal02...dun make more blugal 03, 04, 05 out....more n more question mark here n there.............
:(
Friday, January 14, 2005
before i even take off my shoes, my mum start asking me:
Mum: your company never give bouns one mei
Me: no........
Mum: then you work for what, might just as well quit?(with a piss of face)
Me: they never give me what can i do? i dun work then u support me ar?
Mum: (ignoring me as if she dun know me)
is the bouns thing so impt???????????? rite....i have been working so long yet no bouns at all.....company not earning any money what can i do? as if no bouns is my fault...i m just an ite grad....what can she excpet for me? i m having a hard time too...have she ever spare a thought for me? i work as a bull....less rest more work...never ending calls...never ending report...never ending problem...never ending packing.....u think i like...........even now.,.....a new gal is earning just 100 less than me...u think i wan? u think i like? u think i love that?
i m crying...yes..i m really crying now..i cannot endure anymore...i m turning crazy soon.....i cannot take it anymore.....
Thursday, January 13, 2005
haiz.......i know its not really a nice time to change job as its employer market now...but in my company, i can say its my market now....
i think i didnt mention to anyone of u expect grace ba..cannot rem...anyway, ppl...she is a lawyer...i dunno if i have tell u all...she is a finance lawyer....i should say going to be....she pass her theory test last yr june i think......can u all imagine, when i was workign hard with this company, she is studying in the office back then in 2003. she study herself for a year. she pass in 2004. she have to go for attachment now. she must pass a 15 weeks attachment to get her license, if not she will have to retake the whole one year theory.
she might have to go starting from monday...so..cat n grace...u all understand? i can just ask for pay rise any time.....coz she cannot afford to lost the license at the same tiem she need me badly to run the company for her as i have work here since 2003. new gal coming in...i know..but any boss out there will trust a gal with no exp....dunno her background all that to run a company for her when she will not be here for 15 weeks? heehee
i knw i will get it for sure if i ask for it....but for the whole 11/2year, i never get bouns, as i understand that my company not really earning much.....no 13mth.......as she try very hard not to give....no hond bao given reason no income......
no income then what her car for when she hardly even come to office and dun even go out find customer? must she stay in a big condo where she always not ard? must she get 2.8k a mth just to do nothing in the co expect for onlining everyday?
Tuesday, January 11, 2005
My company curretntly empolying new staff to train from the beginning. my boss offer them 1.3k during probation period.wth...wtf....knn........i was only drawing 1k back then........after probation 1.2k.....till current 1.4k.....they are only 100 diff from me during probation...then after probation???? do i deserve just that?????
i just got a schdule from china....so far cfm date of depart is around 15 july 2004. my bf also around that time....but can i wait till that time? she din even dare to talk to me about my allowance......with 11/2yr exp...i dun believe, i cannot get a job outside for 1.7-1.8k......i dun believe......in this company...if i m not the one supporting...then tell me...who is the one who keep the income of company......wth...i really cant swallow this down...by 6th next mth....no intendtion of risinjg, then my intention is resgin...sicne its chinese new year....
Sunday, January 09, 2005
before saying about the bq things, me n my bf went orchard to look for my fren to pass he bday present...so many ppl bday these few days...i m goign broke.......5th jan-my bf, 6th jan-my fren, 9th jan- kelly, 31st jan-my mum
real lot rite...esp when chirstmas n new year just over........o ya...worst thing..i havent get my pay yet....funny rite??
when we are at orchard, we decide to take a walk in ck tang..coz both of us work there before....omg...real great change...the desgin is no longer the same...things are more well orangize.....better than the time when me n my bf work
then we proceed on to raffles place mrt as my fren kelly bday celebration to nite...gosh...great change at the raffles mrt as well....i sound more liek a montain tortise dont i?o well, kelly celerated at x club...formally known as xclusive.....gals...rem te days that we cheong after bqt everynite..its like we r wasting $$ and time dont we? whateverwe earn are all spent on drinks there...haiz....
changes really a lot as me n my bf walk down the road...places like 'tiki pub' erm..some other..cannot rem....o ya..back to x club....the place change to like baot house parttern.......must order the drinks 1st before going in....if u sit outside no need pay but no music coz now all add a glass door so if u wan listen the music...pay tihen......its no longer as pack as before...place is so empty that only my table ppl dancing.....so funny...4 couples dacing at dance floor only........it no longer as hot as before coz no ppl there........
when me n my bf is going home, we waited for our cab at the brigde there...thee were 4 ang mos out from the cab..they were talkig real loud.....then they cross the road like the road is theirs...omg...cant believe it...they think they are ang mo very big meh....like no ppl's business....i really dun like them.....esp their way of talking......
bw..anyone can teach me how to use hello program...i look a bi onfuse wit heir instructions......
Saturday, January 08, 2005
went to chinatown last nite...sorry cat, jas n ade....not that i dun wan join u all...my bf hate r&b...so i dun think is a good idea to bring him along.....
chinatown was full of ppl already....we had porridge for dinner...yummy.....and i met davis there anyway...they setting up the place for selling new year things soon........so fast....chinese new year is around the coner...my bf and i were walking and suddenly we were out of chinatown....we walk all the way to maxwell.....and somehow got back to cantoment....lolz......we were thinking since we walkign y not try walkign to BQ....we did end up at BQ but as its running late, we fidn our way to the clake quay station to take train home....i have walk the whole 3hr to explore the place...lolz...madness rite..i knw...but uts fun.... :D
ya...my boss fren always tounch singapore yesterday evening......a guy call james...or is it jimmy...not sure...lolz...anyway....i will never talk or meet a austrilan like this anymore.....their english was tooo...too qim.....sai......i couldnt understand what they talking...i will never ever try to hang out with them in one way or another.......
grace....wherever u wan celebrate bday where also nvm.....but liek what i mention earlier on...my bf dun like R&B but i will b at devils...just that i wun stay long...just let u know 1st k?
Wednesday, January 05, 2005
was home around 1+. had a small tiff with my bb..haiz....but anyway..nvm.....its ok......so so sos so tored now...omg.... -_-
hm...lets c....i m just bringing him for dinner tonite......i have a idea place...i hope that he will liek the place...grace should know it. its somewhere near her work palce last time........erm..is the place where my boss treat her as well when my boss bday.
i liek the place coz it serve salmon steak which not everywhere does. i miss its salad as well..its nice..not forgettign teh serivce.......they are always teher when u need anythign..........hm....i have no planning after taht le...haiz.....anyoen have any suggestion?
on leave tommorrow............
MuaCkzzzzzzzzZZZZZZZZz
Tuesday, January 04, 2005
To my dearest darling aka honey bb:
we have been through together since 2003, our love grew strong each day pass. we can go through thick n thin already. we both change for each other for a better one.in 2005, i knw you going overseas to taiwan soon. same goes to me as my trip have already been confrim at aug. i believe we are able to go through it. I loVe You HoneY.
To Rong:
Sorry that i have missed you on my previous blog. i wish in this yr 2005, you will find another true love soon. someone who loves you more than you love him. forget about him. dun keep having dreams about him......consider my bro then...ops....please dun vomit to ur poor keyboard...........
ppl.....i knw you goign puke...but that msg is for my darlign to c one k...if not he say i wish u all never wish him. Sorry rong that i have missed you out in my last last blog...pai sei...i did it on shot from chirstmas to new year...n its a late nite...
well...my boss is back yesterday after 2 months...she was at shanghai since early nov, but came back early dec n disappear after i coem back from mc till today.......really havent seen her for long long time.....
she is born lucky..haiz...can travel in plane like bus....haiz....
Monday, January 03, 2005
i was very puzzled when they told me that derek was left alone outside the den during new yr eve.....i felt so sad for him.......he is really a nice guy..even my bf say so......he have never show any temper to ppl no matter how the ppl treat him......n y the god do this to him. i dun really knw him well..but from outing with him with grace few times, he is nice guy always.......he never fail to send me home 1st after devils coz i stay quite near him. even then, he must sure i m home then he go back hougang......
everyone have eyes to c that derek like zoe...but zoe have told me before that she dun like him..being fren is ok.....i tol dher before y dun u just tell him...but i rem her reply was 'he never say liek me what, wait i tell him i dun like him, but he isnt then i pai sei' o well.......tehn after almost 6mths then she say out last nite in msn in front of ah guan, huirong and all.
zoe, dun u think u r a bit too much. put urself in his shoe. if desmond ever say in front of everyone of us and say ' I dun liek u zoe' how do u feel? he is also a human, y do u treat him in this way. say it in private lah. what undone cannot b left undone. i just hope that in this new year, u can spare a feeling for other ppl. things dun always go by what you want.
i dun wan to say all these out, since i haev say u once, i might just as well tell you anotehr things that i feel u r too much also. y do u haev to stay over at davis place during chirstmas. do u ever spare a thought for huirong. Have you ever treat her as a fren. i m not in position to say anything but from the angle of a outsider, i do feel u r really too much....too much that i couldnt believe u will stay over. i knw you will say u all do nothing. one sleep living room anther sleep room......
till now, i couldnt give myself a reason y do u do that. you dun owe me a reason anyway, coz is not me taht is invlove. but dun u think is a bit funny. just a example that if desmond ask grace stay over nite at his place on a chistmas eve in front of you n grace agreed, what will you think? how will you ever feel??
Sunday, January 02, 2005
to grace:
all the best to u n A..hope to revice ur ROM invition this year??
to jas:
happy working k? i knw u love ur job...keep it up n please update ur blog..........
to ade:
hope u get a guy who loves u more tahn u love him k? so that u have full power like cat..always take control...lolz
to cat:
red invtion by u k?????? hao bu hao......quick......
well...new year din really celebrate........coz i dun wanna go the den agian....omg.......heehee........meery chirstmas ther...new yr also there..sianz one lei..... anyway...went for a movie at tamp with grace n her bf. Chunky something....cannot rem.......but its the doll that kills........so RAed...omg...i m a underage..kekeke...no lah...overage le...lozl...its not killing anymore...there is lah..but not as exciting as before......welll...shows will get boring after those continuous thing...i dunno y........
have a scary 2005 as a start..so funny/.......grace say coz no show le.......they wan kungfu hastle...me n my bf watch le..i wan meet the fockers...she n her bf watch le..................
anyway.....thats how the new year ends...........2005 le....wish for me is: no so blur anymore......dun wan be 22 this year..i wan 21 back!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!