Friday, April 28, 2006
hmm..anyone wanna go cable ski? Last chance for you to book.bo i goign alone liao.haha...Cable ski will be from morning 8am till 8pm. so please call or sms me if u all wanna go k? the more the merrier.
Think the trip for vesak day will cancel. I might be heading elsewhere. :) O ya..anyone wann join me, Rogn n jasmin to suntan this sunday? i think i got one of my ex-collague along with me.so anyone interested, just call me k?
Ting wanted to organize a BBQ session. somewhere in May. i might wanna ask her to put on somewhere end may then u guys can celebrate my bday in that day itself. We might only just rent a pit, so u all dun think too much k.after the BBQ we will go home. Tonite we will discuss with ting, once cfm everything, i might not celebrate in devils. :D
o ya..i will post my birthday wish list soon. but actually, i dun need anything. i have all of u who loves me, what else can i ask for?er...nvm...
Wednesday, April 26, 2006
just a simple ger
someone who loves hello kitty
someone who have her own principle
someone who never look down on ppl
someone who dun liek to be accuse
someone who loves her job
someone who loves herself
someone who is subbttron
someone who needs ppl to adore
someone needs to be love by someone
someone who hates to be rejected
someone who is easliy contented
someone who loves to be cheerful
someone who always on diet yet still very fat....
but i m not
there to hurt anyone
to make ppl angry
make ppl sad
yes, another fren of mine left us. he is sunny who use to wrk in devils. some known him as ah di ba...coz he is a little boy there. he is always very optimistic and never faill to make ppl happy. y god just took him away from us. if some have read the chinses newapsper, yes, he is the one who pass away badly. his organ were badly damage after being knock down by a van/ lorry.
he have not gone diving with me that he have promise, he have not tell me a lot of things that he wanted to share with me. he have not done so much things that he have tell me he wanted to own. he wanted to be like mark, his best fren, to be so clever. he wanted to play his ice hockey and wanted a name himself. he is dying for a new hockey pants, skate, stick.he wanted to take his class 2, he wanted to change his bike. he wanted to take his license this april/ mayy. he wanted me to go see his matches. all these, he have not share with me.
i owe his matches that i promise that i will go but i have not done it. he havent tell me y he is angry with me. now he is gone, i cant do anything.he have never fail to make me smile even how bad it is. he asked me before,'will i shed a tear for him if he is gone'. now i have an answer, and it is yes, and it is not only a tear.
Monday, April 24, 2006
The weekend
the weekend was rather long. Fri was out with my colleauge to MOS as she will be leaving end of the month. paid 50 each. but i only drink 2 bottles. but nvm la...everyone happy can le. i left early coz i knw Yan was alone or rather some other reasons, i went to the pub at tanjong pagar. after that, went to devils to look for Wendy.
Sat, wendy called me in the evening saying her mum is goign hospital. wantd to go accompany her, but thinking i cant do much help coz i m not her daughter, so i chose to stay home. but after that, guan asked me to go KTV at outram. i saw my beast fren there. had a long nice chat with her. still, even we dun meet up often, she still can understand how i feel n knw what is best for me. she is really one kind of fren that u cant find anywhere. n of coz, i c her at her lowest period till now she is getting married end of this year. seems to be a path that i will go thru after her, but trust me that i wun go thru that early.
Sat nite, had a tiff with that someone. i have no idea y i m hurt, but, one way or rather, i m the one in fault. of coz, i have apologize.anyway, is my fault...anyway, there are some things which is not very nice to type here la. anyway, dun ask me also, coz i wun wan to share...u all knw me dun u.haha
Sun went to hospital as wendy's mum have a minor stroke. its not really that serious one, rather a sad one. all because she go n eat the whole packet of melon seeds. haiz....old ppl are always greedy.anwyay, her right have side is a bit kind of weak, so cant really move ard as normal.her left side of the brain small vessal broke, so this leads to the numb on her right side.after that, i went somewhere that i dun wan to say, anyway, its disappointing as i was being fool.its my native and stubbroness causing everyone to worry for me?i meet up with jiayan after the somewhere and we were out drinking.think we had too much drops.haha...so sorry for her as i make her come out.i should have gone home. i also din really understand how to make it to wokrtoday as i was home only at 3am this morning.
i serioulsy not sure how i make it to work now.of coz, i was late for work coz i miss the 8.20am bus, 8.35am bus. end up i took bus to change mrt, then bus to my office. this morning they still tot that i will be on MC.i wanted to, coz i m feeling quite weak, but thinking that it is mon and i dun wan my colleauge to be over busy.I feel i m being love by my colleague. she brought me the hello kitty pencil holder and i saw it this monring at my desk. I am really very very happy. the pic is on the top right hand side. cute? i love it....hm...suddenly i feel i m liek a little ger...so easily contented.....must act liek adult liao... :(
Thursday, April 20, 2006
anyone interested please let me know by 21 April 2006 ok?
Depart(from singapore): 12 May 2006, 7am
Resort hotel: 168
Genting Hotel: 178
First World: 132
All meals not inculded.
Deapart (from Genting): 13 May 2006, 2pm
As mention, if really no one goign, then we plan some other things lo..dun waste the long holiday.
Wednesday, April 19, 2006
Nothing more interest me than my Samsung E800 PINK hp is ok
yeah...my Samsung E800 pink hp is back to me. my dearest hp...nothing can replace it in my heart man. i love my hp so much.was worried for it since beginning of the month and finally, it is fixed up. This first think i check was the pic above... Guess who is that...hahaha..rofl... tag or add comment.but dun too obvious to type who is that and let the next person knw la..dun initial
Anyway...havent log in to play my main charcter for some time. nearly kana kick by my guild soon. but..haha...my guild is own by my cousin la...she wun expell me de...hehe. rite now triaing new chacter which is theif. never feel better when u can start throwing stars.
O ya..that reminds me...rem to let me knw if you are interested to go genting on 12 May 2006, which is a holiday ok. psss...13 may is my chinese bday lei...dun forget to make me a bowl of noodles on that day..haha...please do not let JY knw hor...bo i sure cry in genting.anyway, trip have not cfm yet. if it exceed $200, then we will go sentosa for a day.haha
Gettign sick these days. ppl pls take care hor, esp jasmin n grace, both of u always sick... Jasmine, think u reading my blog once in a while but not updating yours. u fly me last thurs sia...dunn when then i will c u agian.so logn nv club together le.dun always go yew tee find bf lei...free come punggol fidn me la..hehe...
I am going cable ski agian...ayone interested to join me for a day at batam? $80 per person. lunch included. but need prepare SGD $3 for departure fee. whole day thingy, 7 May 2006. please RSVP by 26 April. late comers not invited
Monday, April 17, 2006
ya...i think i m too free today. let me list down my relationship first...coz its a bit confuse. i scare i miss out soem of my darlings...
Xiao lao gong ~ Cat's son
Lao Gong ~ Kelly
Part time ~ Jiayan
Scandal ~ Jerlyn
Xiao Bao Bei ~ Hui Rong
lets c...did i miss out anyone here? i hope not. any of the darlings wanna go genting with me n my part time? let me know k? it will be on the vesak holiday. 2 day 1 nite only. please let me know by this week, 21 April so that me n yan can plan.
haiz..weekends always pass so fast. my long weekend is over. Thurs nite was the beginning of the holiday. Was down at devils as it is Cat's husband bday...n also one of her ex-sch mate bday. was tired as wrk is really very tiring. take few glasses only and feel sleepy. was suppose to go home at 1, as i tot the cake cutting is at 12. end up the sec sch fren was drunkj. so after some vommiting session, he confess he cant make it for the cake cutting. so Cat's husband is the only one up on the stage to do the cutting at 1. then, the sabo session starts. i din really go n c coz i was too tired.but cat come back saying her lips is bleeding.. think darryl kiss her too hard n bite her. haha..after helping them to portion the cake, JY say she is leaving. so i left with her at 2.
Fri morning, as early as 9am, was down at bishan to pray our beloved fri that have pass away a mth ago. Then, few of us head down to bishan for breakfast cum lunch. then me, guan n JY went home as we are all very tired. suppose to have a ktv session, 4 at partyworld, end up guan oversleep. i din really sleep and roy msg me. thinking that i should be clear of wat i m doing, i meet him up for just few mins below my block. we all agree that the way we handle thigs are too diff. and the way our thinking no longer the same. so we have a clear talk n both of us understand that we are unable to carry on further. After the short session, i went to look for guan n yan as they called me saying that they are on the way there. after the partyworld, few of us went to sassy bar for anotehr ktv session. before going to partyworld, soemone already todl me that thurs nite, wendy got emotional agian coz of tat topid bird. for the whole fri nite, i m waiting for wendy to call me. but she didnt. that worryign that she will b down at devils agian alone, i msg her n she says that she is there but with someone. so i din really worry for her, but after sassy bar, JL is goign devils with kirsty as kristy sis is goign there. JL drag me up the cab n there goes to devils bar. the min i reach tehre, she vomit.....then after sending her off, i went home as well....a bit bo liao rite? i knw
Sat, went swimming with koh at afternoon. coz kelly cannot swim...lol...then, i went home to eat my dinner/ lunch...then was t hinking where to go n jerlyn + JY keep askign me. i told them that i anything one...end up we went BQ to sing.actually wan to head home after the KTV. but all thanks to one person who tot i wanna go momo and i tot he wanna go, end up we two there with JL n JY.
Sun, bring my phone to fix. damn, the lady say my warranty over. i told her i just brought only. haha... ops....first lie...then after that, i went to meet wendy n someone for dinner at tampines century sqaure. then after that, somenone send me home
Thursday, April 13, 2006
actually, i wanted to blog about wat i m going to do today and tommorrow. seems that now i should do a explaination blog. i m ok with it of coz as now i feel that i should explain to everyone what is happening and what the issue about
Its just a simple thing that me, joanne break up with him, Roy last month, 8 March 2006. In our msn conversation, he ask me are we drifting apart. i already feel it from the day i come back from Taiwan. its just that i was thinking if ever i can keep my mouth shut not to mention it, everything will be ok by the time he comes back. but since he initial the question, i was a bit disappointed. anyway, i try not to think too much and start talking to him. the suggestion he have given is far to diff to reach. and since i also feel that we have no common topics and seems difting apart, y not just break up and that will be better for both of us. i told him that i rather break in a cool n calm matter than we both aruge. so he agree and respect my decision. while talking, i told hm that who knw we will be back agian next time. but he told me that he is goign drinking which i feel that the way it ia being handled seems a but not like the style i agree.
anyway, i m the person who break up with him. liek what yan say, its my choice and she cannot get involve. i actually wanted to meet roy last sat, but he says that he is goign out, sowe din meet. Now jasmin says that my present is with her. hm...anyway, guess roy will be tagging n explaining this later on. but watever its is, gers, i have grow up and i guess i m the best position to handle this on my own. thanks for helping us.
Wednesday, April 12, 2006
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated.
Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint.Needs no motivation. Shy towards opposite sex. Easily consoled. Systematic(left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding.Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling.
Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking.High spirited. If you repost this in the next 5 minutes, you will become close to someone you do not speak to much in the next 4 days.
Monday, April 10, 2006
i think its time that i should tell all of u here. sorry thati have been hiding from you gers. Sorry ladies. me n roy have broke up on this day. He have blogged..but dunno y he remove the entry. anyway, actually wanted to save this relationship when he back. but he blogged it, so i guess...i should also tell my frens and sisters abt it. anyway...i m ok..so please dun ever worry for me. coz i m a growth up...lol
I have you gers to love me rite.
Sunday, April 09, 2006
i really met a lot of weirdos today man. it is almost driving me crazy.frist, i was queuing for the ticket to enter the swimming pool at tamp. Then, there were a lto of ppl queing just to buy one ticket where by the rest haev menber. catn they just stand one side? so i just join in the queue. i m using the new $2 note which i think the mahcine cannot detect. so i went to the cusomter service to change for coins. there was a man stading there quite long i think. so i just stand by teh side. when the lady at the counter ask me what i wan, i just tell her i wanna xchange coins. the lady is workign alone only. pity her, si u jsut keep quiet when the guy beside me keep askign her to call here n there. was wondering what happen, so i off my mp3 player. then i reliase, all the guy ask for is just a $0.20 discount. mind you, yes, 20 cents disocunt. fuck man.....i nearly faint. he gt the cheek to tell the ger it should be first come first serve basis. she should serve him first. so i keep quite n stand one side coz i dun wan to make her in diff position. sunddenly got another old aunty push $2 to her n ask her to change to coins. these ppl really dun undertsand her diff is it to be cusomter service. finally 20 CENTS discount approve, so the guy just went in paying only $1.10. faints...
in the pool, while complaining to my sis, the guy sat opp us. feelign very sway, we sat elsewhere. when i on my way home, i saw his at the bus stop. koaz...si bei sway.
Then, at nte, i head to immsue for ktv session. of coz, i din sing coz my singing sucks. then after that, we head to devils. i regert deeply going there. really....a ger come by askign me do i have a bf, i say no(in puzzled manner) then she ask me if her fren can knw me, i just gently smile no shake my head say no. then the ger complain say i rude... really crazy ppl sia...i din even do anything. Grace aplolgize on my behalf, but the problem is i din do anything wrong. suddenly, the bad temper that have been long hidden come right to me. Grace left in a angry manner, n i left too. but i was smoking, so i stnad one side. suddenly, all came down except for albert , wendy and kristy as they have to look after the bags. i was smokign when i c the ger agian. i can tell u, the little devil in me just tell me to smack her. i controlled....i endure.. i nearly walk over..i nearly punch her fucking face. till now, i m still angry. i cant descible now, just i can tell u, i really wanted to.
These ppl really have god damn nothing to do. i really wanna faint now...