bLog what you want
Wednesday, December 05, 2007
and now, i tot this bf would be better that i am allow to blog what i want. there was once we quarrel and i blog about it. i dunno if anyone of you have seen it but i deleted off after he flare at me.
now that he have his blog, he write about me..how bad i am..i mean, i dun really mind afterall is his blog and i just mind mine. why he can and i cant?
but after what he have blog, one question strike me and i 'asked' him over the phone:
how long have we been together? coming 6 mths
how long are we really together? 2mths...
and during this 2 mths, he give me tender, love, care, supportive...but always bear in mind, that is a honeymood period. and of coz everything is still sweet.
he is gone for 4mths and during this 4mths what did i get?
when he is busy, he can chose not to call me. when he call me i must ans, otherwise i will get 40 miss call?
when he talk, he talks about his wrk and i listen. when give advice he dun accpet it. when i keep quiet, he say i change
when he is on shore leave, he dun call me, when he is not, he keep calling me
when he drink, be coz he have to entertian his serinor, when i drink and club is call danger
quarrels after quarrels. how many times have i share that to think before you say coz harsh word in quarrel will be a hurt in the heart and that is forever. i told you before, my heart always been stab everytime i am recovering and let me pre-warn you that there is one chance left
if you guys rem, i did say before, women doesnt need men coz women already have men in them and women now are independent.
who says women cannot earn as much as guys? at least, i knw a few ard me are earning more than their spouse and the another half may not even have realise it.
i dun really care what ppl is goign to say or whatever afterthis entry i guess tosome of you its a shocking entry. but i have been enduring and i keep saying wait till u come back then say, why must make me flare up now?