Tuesday, September 27, 2005
man.....time passes damn slow man. i cant help myself from dropping my tears. seems i have been working hard but y issit still 3pm only i m dying to talk to him. but i knw its expensive to call him, but i wanted to do it very much. but i have to stop myself.....damn....confuse feeling i have. my tears still drop wihout any reason or warning.
I knw i might be to naive to react in this way, but how many of u have left ur partners for some time? not as in few weeks but few months and you are aware that he/ she is not standing at the same country you are standing on but he/she is somewhere ard the earth? or maybe you know which country he is standing on but dun exactly know his/her location? I can tell you that no words can ever descirble this feeling of mine.
Thanks for whoever have console me in msn or even called me during lunch time. Thanks and i should be fine. I am thinking of hiding myself for a year and wait for him come back. but i guess its a little impossible coz i have frens that concern about me.
* still fighting agianst tears that is uncntrolable*