40 Peaceful days? possible?

ok...update....i only have a wish...i pray to have peaceful 40 days with no quarrel, no cold war..but why cant you? since you wan to say..fine!

Yes..i have a crush(a moment of folly) last year and that leads to out break up. and last nite, he msn me, you got sad. I can understand, so everything is my fault. so the past half year, there is no trusting between u for me, so can i jump down from my office now?

like what i say, if thats the case, frankly speaking, you will also mistrust me when u in taiwan. i trust you liek what i use to be and what the hell i get back.

All i wan is just a simple, peaceful, loving 40 days. 40 days you r leaving n u tellign me you dun trust me. wth you trying to prove? everyday, my fault, everythign my fault. you might also be tired of making me happy. i m trying everyday for the past 6mths to make you happy and trust me. till last nite, i realise everything is a dream. my native thinking. you have never trust me, can i dun trust you as well from now?

I m over stresssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss