Friday, May 14, 2004
sunny morning....actually i dunno what should i write also. well...office is so busy these few days. from mon till wed...haha...lucky thurs nite my boss fly to sydeny to attend her bro grad...so i was free for few days....
hm......wnet off early from work to accompany my bf watch moive....hm....dear, i know u have been checking out here on how i feel n everything...i knw its kind of diffcult to talk face to face.....i really dunno how to face u.
as u knw..as u can c.....as how u feel...yes, i admit, i no longer love u as much as last time. i knw u name it as grave mistake that you broke off with mi twice n i admit, its becoz of the 2nd break up, i told myself...i must stop loving u immediately. I DID!!n now, i need to love u back..i find that its so diffcult. i still rem the eyes u stare into mine n say :"i dun love u anymore...lets break" maybe thats the cause of barrier that i cant love u back so easily.dun ask mi what i wan coz mi myself also duno...i knw u r stress in work n love...i dun wan mi to b a stress to u. i dun wan u to give way so easliy. no matter what is the result at the end of the mth....i just wanna tell u, we can always b frens..............