Friday, April 23, 2004
shit...i have written at 11 plus just now, but the fucking thing hang...fuck man. hm...havent write blog for some time already.where should i start???
well, someone i would like to thank..but i know she dun play internet one. but,deep down in my heart, i always like to thank her. Jocelyn is always like a sis to mi. she tok to mi every once a mth. she advice mi, if i ever nee dto let go of my bf, do it and she will stand by mi. i also know that my bf really treating mi not good. but sometimes, he is still sweet. what should i do? till now i still din get a chance to talk to him. i really wish to settle things with him before my bday. i dun wan anymore nightmare.
Grace, i know you are a nice fren as well...thanks for standing by my side when i need advice. i know i shouldnt have patch up with him when he hurt mi not only once. bt do u remember alvin? if he isnt that heartless i think by now i still havent wake up. if my bf now heartless with mi, i think i will just let go easily. is either he make mi completely dun love hm anymore if not, i will nv try to let go. do u know y? i have let go a very sweet relationship b4. i regerted. so i will not let my relationship now to b easliy let go. coz i believe that there another chance. its my chioce to believe.
i know i may be insane or childish..but thats how i feel. meanwhile, i will still b a happy-go-lucky gal.
wish mi all the best my friends.