current life
Tuesday, November 11, 2008
today i decided not to brign my laptop home and have a good time with my DVD player on the shows with a nice beer. keke... i think i left with one beer only but nvm.. no worrys about it. :P
For the entire Oct, i have been busy with stuffs like dragonboat as well as little clubbing with frens. met a few new..... thats about it. and moving to outdoor and work to present stuffs to customer, i guess its a great start to me.
during this period, i learn to know that do not set expectations too high on onself. the more i force myself to do it, the more i cannot achieve it, the more disappointing with myself. And the more i wanna care about ppl, the more ppl think that i kpo. so i decide to bring back the attudie of DUN CARE, and the rest is up to ppl. the more they dun wish to express themselves, the more i should dun get bother with it.
I also learn what is love myself more. in order not to disappoint ourselves, we should love and pampered more. to aviod low self esteem and lose confidence on ourselves, i should stand firm and nv ever let myself down agian.
I conculded that to love someone, i have to learn to love myself.
*my back is really killing me*
