So much to do, so little time to spare
Tuesday, August 07, 2007
yesterday was the worst day of my life, the support ger make me angry, customer call in and kick a big fuss and the worst thing of my life is even remote control also bully me. i already go temple and pray liao lei, why still liek that sia. i ask for a better sales doesn't mean more problems. think i better go pray over the holiday. >.<
sitting down and think about it, i have never leave office on time ever since i strated workign in this company. the only time i leave at 6pm was when i need to go to sch. guess sch will be starting soon and no matter how hard it takes, i will complete for sure.
Did i mention i had a girls gathering soon? It was gather for Cat's wedding and we have a ladies conference to think of how do we 'play with the groom' the plan is more or less establish and waiting for the day for our action. hehe this give me a tot of 'getting married'
There is 4 guys in my life that i have ever tot of marrying off to them. 1st is someone i met when i was 16. he is a nice and sweet guy that almost give way to everything i want. even he is a non-smoker, he still allow me to smoke and end up he pick up himself too. we broke off when i was 18. the reason why we broke is becoz, i m too wild and playful. till now he is still a nice guy with a sweet gf. i wish them all the best when they get marry.
second is a guy that i met when i was 20 i think. he is a nice guy who also give in to whatever i want. i m a spoilt brat which i must admit. i love to be love and love to be adore and hates to be bully. i need full attention and that is what he have given me. the reason why we broke off is becoz, i realize how much diff thinking we had and perhaps, maybe becoz i have change my way of thinking and the way to handle life in a special way, i realize he is walking at a diff direction from mine and i decide to let him go to allow him to have a better ger in his life. I realize the life that i wanted is not that simple at that moment. i am fighting for my status in the company and looking forward to a higher level.
Thrid is the guy that i should even think about it. he use to treat me like a little princess and for him, i have a tiff with my frens which i regertted. even though i have done that much for him, he nv seems to be appreciated and end up after being together, we quarrel almost everyday. that relationship i would say its a failure and i will nv forget what my mum mean by 'don find a guy who, smoke, drink, womanize, gamble' he fits in all except for the third one i think. but smoking, drinking and gambling is enough to drown me down. The happy moment stop immediately when i was with him. 9 months together, 8 months qurrel. count the days without quarrel. he do have negative thinking as well and he could nv understand how ppl feel. i do get busy everyday as well, he is not the only one who needs distress. at times when i was stress up, i cant even blog here and this makes me feel like irritated that i have to start a blog somewhere else and of coz, i wun give it to anyone. haha.....the reason why i dare to blog now is i no longer under his control and even if he vent anger on me, i would not have to be afriad
Fourth will be my current bf. even though we are together only 1 1/2 months, i hope its not a honeymoon period instead, i wish that it will be a lasting loving thingy. :) he sends me to wrk if he is not require to book in early in the morning unless he is drinking the previous night. Otherwise, he will send me to work. and of coz, fetch me from work if i happen to work late and i m tired. but recently dun have la, coz he is busy with his also as he have to go sailing soon. he will always try to meet me if he is not busy and of coz, i m not completely stick to him always buy gers, try to understand that he is sailing soon and i really need to accompany him. i promise that after 1st sep, i will stick to all of you like plaster. haha.... of coz, occasion meeting liek Yan bday, i will attend for sure. :P
guess these few days too stress up, my menses suppose to be next week but beginning of last week, i start to feel the cramp and this month, i think i m going to cramp for long long time if i still dun take a break and i m very firm that it will delay and the cramping will not let me go.
Enough of blogging and time to start cracking to work. Yes, dun stare at the screen, its 12.30am in the morning and i am working from home. poor thing isn't it. tml have to go KTV entertain my colleague and at night to St james to meet my friends. another tiring day for me once again and my back start to get pain recently as well...i need TLC...anyone? :(
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