Sunday, November 06, 2005
so sorry everyone, i havent been blogging. i have been trying to prepare for my O level eng and i would like to declare now: i not not ready at all! i m farking scare now. its freaks me when i think that 2 more days and my exam will arrive. i cant take it. I am scare, uncomfortable, dejected. I cant focus at all. Please, can someone teach me how to stay focues and concentrate. Even though i know that my heart have all along been in taiwan sice 27 sep. but i need it back now. can someone give my heart a air ticket to come back?
Last weekend before this, i was at momo with my collgaues, teo of them leaving us, so we farwell for them there. additionally, its my colleague birthday. i vomitted the min the black label shot touch my lips. eee....the black label really not my type of drink man.then, on sat, i went to devils as my best fren jocelyn jio me go. haad few mugs of beer before guan arrives. jocelyn collauge was drunk after jocelyn left. i was left alone with him with no idea what should i do. I wanted to call bouncer very much but a bit pai sei. end up jocelyn come back with her hubby and ask her collague to go. he refuse to go..damn..he can type sms but cannot walk meh. end up guan dulan, pull him up and drag him go. so malu.....
last week was a busy week for me. one sales resign and another on whole week leave. i was left alone most of the time. how sad man. busy busy busy. yesterday went chinatown to drink with guan, yan and JL. after the bot of chivas, we took cab to devils as JL wanted to dance. Live room was on techno man..how nice. yan also dance. i think she a bit drunk also. a fren of mine was completely drunk. i cant find her IC in her wallet end up have to call grace 4am ion the moring. sorry abt it, but i cant find her address anywhere. end up reach home 6 in the moring today. very tired now but i need stay focus to do up my papers and i need determination. Please bless me ppl. pray~~~~~