Just finish a day of shopping. lets do a little recap over the wkend.

Went to office to clear up my stuffs and got my salary for april only. my bf accompany me go in the morning and then, he meet his fren at bugis and i proceed to meet grace to buy present for jasmine bday. i m not going to say what it is until 26th May. muhahaha...anyway, got a small present from grace....hello kitty coin ourse... heehee...will upload the pic of that soon. haha....so sweet of her..thank you...muackz.....then, we run some errands for alan(her bf). we went to tiffany to get his bangle polish..not foretting soemthing that both of us saw really scare us off...i m not going into details.Then to PS to get his watch done..we sat at starbucks for a rest and chat ....... then, we went to K box for some singing. Thank you very much for accompanying me, coz i knw you accompany me becoz my bf is there with his frens. Then, alan came fetch her and i join my bf and his frens for dinner at geylang.

Had dinner with my bf parents and we went BQ coz my fren kelly was feeling down....sounds werid? heehee

Went to sim lim to get external hard disk with my bf. of coz, i m not the one who needs it. Then, we went orchard to do some shopping as i m going to start a new job soon. i need some nice office casual wear.i had bought a pants and a top. Then, my bf went to meet his frens at ang mo kio and i head hoem alone. yes...you are reading the rite word...Alone...frankly speaking, in my dating days, i have never, ever head home alone after any outing. this is my 1st time. really 1st time. and i head home alone after office hour. yes...i am sqeezing in a train with workign class people rushing home for dinner. i start wondering: what the hell m i doing here.its really a joke to me. big one.

as i mention earlier on, i sat at start buck with grace on sat. we were chatting and a question was being sent to me. Dating! when is the last tiem we had dating? Frankly speaking, if swimming isnt a date; watching tv at your place isnt dating, then, i really dunno when is the last time we have a date alone. is it the time that we went sim lim to check out the lap top price?no..it isnt coz halfway, we did meet sean...then, when is the last tiem we date alone? today? yo9u meet them and left me going home alone. did i miss out anything? i really cant rem when is the last time we have dating alone. just like normal couple outside anywhere. you are always meeting sean...sean....sean......other than that what else? you always say i meet my frens more than ours. but, you are wrong. i hardly c my frens at all. count on it, whcih sat you never meet sean....sometimes, you meet him for coffee on wkdays. on saying the truth, if now, your camp call you back, you will try all ways to make yourself on leave coz sean is on one wk leave too. i really wash my hands off. i dunno what i can do. if i m the only one on leave and your camp ask you go back, i dare to say, you will just go back. if you are now trying to call me and ask my explain, i will tell you nothing. but the nothing is fake one. but if u ask me what you should do, i would say, be yourself. if you now planning to date alone, then no point. coz i dun c any point anymore. i give up. Sean win. he is the winner. whatever you guys wanna do, go ahead. i m tired...