Wednesday, April 20, 2005
I feel like giving up....i m so tired...but i still must thank grace for helping me mark the papers or rather the rubbish i have done.
Looking at the rubbish i have been doing, i really dont feel liek carryig on, but i know, if i give up now, i will lead on with regerts. But if i cotinue allowing grace to mark the rubbish, she is going to be crazy...damn...wth i should do. I feel a bit lost...but...i m still...finding somehow, a way.....
lookign at my fat body...i feel liek dying...y cant that few kg of fat shed off? y cant they just leave me alone....i m becming fatter n fatter..i goign to kill myself soon.
i keep sending resumes eevryday..but y din a single company call me up? m i that bad? i feel like quitting n go die......................................
mom is askign me for money for this n that.....i really have no money le lah...what the hell she wants???
happy maple: blurgal02: lvl 36