Wednesday, March 16, 2005
Well.....actually, the main motive of employing new ger is for me to share my work load with....2 mths of her emplyment over....nothing is being done....i mean...my work still the same and seems to be more....then whats the point of empolying her....
She starts climbing over me...is that what they so-called office politics??? i mean....i cant really believe that she actually wanted to outshine me....but too bad......Shelley( my boss) stilll see me higher.....but~~~not long prehaps.....i m really afriad that she will actually outshine me,...have i taught too much...but lucky that i still have a permentnant customer around me.....
Simple things like just open the window curtians...she expect me to do already..i mean.....is like i should also do....but mind her please...when i start workign in this damn company, 1st thing i do every morning....open curtians...boil water.....what the hell she fucking want...knnccb....simple things also must i do ar...what shit is that...
I reallly cant stand her for long...... she is too fuck up... F U C K U P~!!!!!
damn her....damn her......damn her.......
Haiz...now everyday, i cant wear my old t-shirts n jeans anymore......i have to upgrade to polo T..i knw..not really so-call upgrade..but kind of have to wear better...i hate shirt coz its hot....so i decided polo T is better...hai...
*************9am****************
Just gt home...damn...feeling really very very veyr extraemly bad....i never felt so bad before...i m really very very sorry....i have cause ppl in a great big huge problem....i ruin ppl future dream as a boss...i really feeling damn fucking bad state...i dunno how to face ppl tommorrow...i dunno how to i hold the meeting with him tommorrow...i really damn fuck head spin now....damn fuck....
Suppose ppl can be a boss in 2 mth time...now everything gone...becoz of the damn TAIWAN!!!!!!! i really feel bad...horrible...hateful....awful....terrible...........................