Monday, January 03, 2005
i was very puzzled when they told me that derek was left alone outside the den during new yr eve.....i felt so sad for him.......he is really a nice guy..even my bf say so......he have never show any temper to ppl no matter how the ppl treat him......n y the god do this to him. i dun really knw him well..but from outing with him with grace few times, he is nice guy always.......he never fail to send me home 1st after devils coz i stay quite near him. even then, he must sure i m home then he go back hougang......
everyone have eyes to c that derek like zoe...but zoe have told me before that she dun like him..being fren is ok.....i tol dher before y dun u just tell him...but i rem her reply was 'he never say liek me what, wait i tell him i dun like him, but he isnt then i pai sei' o well.......tehn after almost 6mths then she say out last nite in msn in front of ah guan, huirong and all.
zoe, dun u think u r a bit too much. put urself in his shoe. if desmond ever say in front of everyone of us and say ' I dun liek u zoe' how do u feel? he is also a human, y do u treat him in this way. say it in private lah. what undone cannot b left undone. i just hope that in this new year, u can spare a feeling for other ppl. things dun always go by what you want.
i dun wan to say all these out, since i haev say u once, i might just as well tell you anotehr things that i feel u r too much also. y do u haev to stay over at davis place during chirstmas. do u ever spare a thought for huirong. Have you ever treat her as a fren. i m not in position to say anything but from the angle of a outsider, i do feel u r really too much....too much that i couldnt believe u will stay over. i knw you will say u all do nothing. one sleep living room anther sleep room......
till now, i couldnt give myself a reason y do u do that. you dun owe me a reason anyway, coz is not me taht is invlove. but dun u think is a bit funny. just a example that if desmond ask grace stay over nite at his place on a chistmas eve in front of you n grace agreed, what will you think? how will you ever feel??