Wednesday, December 08, 2004
thinking of my childhood, which i din really have a good one coz i sort of like kana gong tou...my memories of it is too blur...
sec sch i was a good gal until i was being outcast by soemone in a group and that also make me lost my best fren. then i start becoming one of a problem kid to my mum n dad.i started smoking then. hanging out doing nothing. know nothing but play. just play.
i let my working life started as early as 16. back then, i was just a promoter with a 5.5p/h rate. standing at CK tang after my sec 4 mid year exam. but shortly after june, i quited n join marina mandrian at city hall as a waiteress...a buffet waitress..could remeber the name. all i could remember was BT...2lvl. I was then working on weekends and weekdays as well......morning till night. neverending. sun-thurs work nite 6-11. to save money, i took 1hr bus from city hall to bedok interchange then walk home. fri,sat i work 7am to 6pm.for the 5.75p/h. funny right then rate?heehee
when i finish my N level. i go back work promoter, but i happen to know one of the rival company assistant boss...she got me in the company selling their products in taka.that lady offer me with 6p/h with commission for any machine sold...cool...i was earning money then....i was so rich that i anyhow spend all my money evry month. 16 yr old gal with a pay of highest 3k a month....damn it...3k....... that time, i quited working as waitress because of my good fren who cheated ppl money. i was being sort of 'schedule toture' and i really cannot take it. the shift was spilt everyday. 7-3, 6-11 then when i home at 12 i could barely sleep 6 hrs.
ya..back to taka...i was then 16. i work for them only on weekends. coz thats what i was arrange in the beginning. weekdays were kind of boring, so through a fren, i got a place as BQT staff in conard back then, 6p/h. i was then working both job. sometimes weekday need me cover ppl shift, so i work promoter in the day, BQT at nite.
when i promoted to sec 5, i was still working on two jobs, fri nite BQT, sat and sun morning promoter, nite BQT. until i finish and Os. i was then intrduce to join macmaster as a cashier. i stopped my promoter back then coz i was feeling boring in that..haha,,,madness rite..i fact i fell in love with BQT that time...can serve guest with lots of ppl at my age...hang out smoking together, rather than aunties in taka keep nagging me asking me to stop smoking all that.....that cashier job was a changing lane of my life.
i lost a bf whom i been with for 2yrs. i was wild...too wild that time. i was too young to think far...i was just too engross with ppl 'sianing' me everyday when i working. i regertted working there coz that also cost me to knw a bunch of ladies who teach me how to make guys ur transport...ur expenses machine..your carrot...i really feel ........ but anyway...i still lose him..anyway thats not the issue.
i resgin there when i was 18..i think....cannot rmeber.....but anyway, i was working in BQT when i was in ITE dover....then i stop all the booking there n went back to promoter......i was the only one with highest pay that time.........7p/h....shock........lolz...with commission with evwery mahicne i sell.......wow...that was cool rite..one weekend i could earn at least 80........
as i wasnt offer a full time that time...before i grad from ite, i got myself a job at chiangi south lane....till now.....
now i look back....i was just wondering.,......if time were to turn back.....i guess..above there will never...ever...happen.....