Friday, September 10, 2004
no plannings over the wkend....boring...today bf meeting his best bro sean agian.....i din get to c him last fri already...sat he doing open house...sun also...we din go out last week..i guess this wk also....
to my dearest roy, not i wanna b angry or what...i did ask u out for moive today...i knw u have make plannings with san already...but dun u think is funny..last wk u go out with him...this wk u also..seems that u really nv spare a thought for mi.....like what i say b4 we patch...i feel more human when u wooing mi...if now u still wooing mi....i think u will think clearly n meet mi instead of him....n i just asking u if next sat i meet grace they all can or not...then u say sat is for us....u say u will try to play time with ur frens n mi..n now?u can go meet them...mi? i think i will just go out with grace they all next week....since u wan frens...then mi too....
haiz...thats all wat i wanna say....u also knw u always busy with wrk...cant u even spare a fri for mi...then i shall take awy the sat....last sat i make a effort to reject all appoitnment..not saying jas one...coz i really no money n tired after whole day under sun loooking for my bf....at nite i make a effort not to go sing with kelly...not meeting my sec sch frens.....just to c u a while at nite...u?!
sadness is hw i feel now...my boss just up the plane...i should b happy but i m not now.....
anyway, sat i think..maybe i go bugis myself to buy speaker n some games n hide at home play....lucky i gt wrk...if not i confrim die at home...or maybe sit at homeplay games...or even go shop for jeans myself.....