2008 resolution

before i start off with my resolution, would like to mention a few things first. just saw my ex bf msn display pic. if i m not wrong its for the new year count down and he was taking with his bicycle gang as well as his ex gf. perhaps, someone is right, he may go back to her and my reply is still the same, thats good and hope that they can get back together. i will still send my blessing to both of them.

and to my darlings who have been asking me about bryan and me, ya...we are close friends that look like couple but we are not an item at all. if you ask him is he interested in me, i guess all of you got the same ans as in no answer. but if you ask me this question, my reply will be, 'we are just friends'. and now, i have a more detail answer as, if i start liking him a lot, it will be so dead and therefore, before this happens, i just wanna say, i will start ignoring him and aviod him until this feeling is gone by t he wind. dun ask me y, just let me be in this way coz since he is also unclear wat he wants

resolutions for the year:

1) not to be late for work anymore
2) earn enough to buy myself a nice diamond ring
3) change my image to a real executive women...no more little ger
4) improve my blurness not to be worst but improve
5) boost my sales to the best and start moving out
6) help myself before i jump even deeper
7) Diet? :P
8) tell myself, be happy everyday...day to day...stay alive

my requirements for a new future:
1) young and promising (never changed)
2) able to shelter me with love
3) understand my position as i have to work late
4) never a sign on guy
5) keep to promise and never leave me alone

in case kary is reading this, and yes, i promise myself, never to look for sign on guy anymore. i understand that you will ask a lot of whys, the reason is, i cannot take it when same this happens and moreover, i am really unable t o accept as 2 failure relationship with sign on guys. Sorry.... and whoever you will be with in future, i just wish you all the best and take care. :)

2008, new start and new beginning. time for me to grow up and i am always ready for the next challenge in life. What doesn't kill me makes me stronger (bryan taught me this) whahha...