Gemini Lady

在这个世界上真是很多小人

2012-01-13T23:04:00.001+08:00

多希望她们会有报应。尤其是煽风点火的。

reminds me of you

2011-08-03T23:41:00.001+08:00

adele - someone like you

Great bf

2011-04-08T01:11:00.001+08:00

I really have a nice bf... I must super treasure him

My problem or our problem...

2011-03-28T19:47:00.001+08:00

Finally we apply for a bto after the mp came for block hand shaking and promise to help us to appeal for a flatzzz.... U promise you will off work early. Now it's already 742.... U told me u r still in the office... I really slowly cannot be bothered anymore since u ain't, y should I even care....?????

I am sitting at a corner of the room. Should I wait or should I go? I know I will do the talking myself later for sure. Where r u to give morale support? Why do I need u in my life?

It makes me wonder, applying for flat is my problem or should it b ours????

One stone off my chest

2011-03-26T02:19:00.001+08:00

Just got To know that my ex bf getting married. The feeling is some kind of happiness and weird feeling. But I m very very positive that it isn't jealousy for sure coz we are over almost a decade ago...

Rather, I apologies and remorse that I have gave up on him just at the tip for my fingers. I m pretty sure I did hurt him 10 years ago... I just wanna say sorry and Congrats. Perhaps, I am just a passerby 10 years ago who make a big disruption to Ur life. I am glad that another chapter of life gave started for u. Yes, u r the person I m having tr most guilty feeling for and thank you that I finally can lift up my head high ip the very next time if I ever see u n Ur wife.

To him:

Congratulations to Ur big day!!! I send you all blessing and all the best!!! Zu ni men Yong jie tong xin, Chang Chang jiu jiu.....

All along I do have a bad feeling... Rather... Remorseful feeling... After Sunday, I do not have it anymore. U r yes the only ex I ever ever hurt u so much. I m sorry and once again... Congratulations!!!!!

Repect people to get respected

2011-03-08T12:27:00.003+08:00

damn you kuku... weell.. i have been holding my anger, my temper because i know it will never lead me anywhere with bad attitude. well.. this little boy is getting damn rude...

me:( grabbing my cigarette to take a puff... )
CB Kia: wei wei wei.. ST ST, i got something to ask u (looking at me)
me: (puzzled with a smile)
me:(walking pass ST)
me: ST.. he calling you
CB Kia: dun play la.. got something to ask u
me: (??)
CB Kia: Fuck la...

??? you started calling wrong name and still expect me to react??? huh..you got a problem with your brain or i have problem with my brain??

lucky small corner on my own

2011-02-09T11:30:00.002+08:00

on top of fb, i m glad that i still have this small corner with my own entire real groups of friends who can easliy access here. damn that idiotic YM....

i know he is smart in a way or another. know how to do PR, know know to tri-port... damn you idoit. my bf scolded me for you. say whatever you one you damn idiot. i havent scold ppl for longest period in my life in this way and this of coz exclude anyone in my work life.

so what if you are great.. there are million of better ppl out there. i have been optimatic for really damn long time and you kick my ass to my anger. like that big cat say before 老虎不发挥你真的当我是hello kitty ah!

knnbccb... blacklist no 1: YM

finally makeup with his friends

2010-11-25T00:02:00.002+08:00

i am glad that my bf finally make up with his friends. i do realise that he is quite upset with his friend from last week gathering. i am glad that they make up to each other.

when ppl gets older, they tend to be selective towards friends. they can have million of friends, but selective ones will stay. i aint ranking myself how much of them are ranking me as their 'selective friends' but i do rank between impt friends and n9ormal. its between when you are in deep trouble, who else will be the first for you? who will run out and save you?

i dont have bff as i dont believe something call forever. but i have accompany friends who are always there when i am down. you know who you all are. :)

Friends doesnt means meet up often, but true friends meant being there just for each other.

Teens getting nasty?

2010-11-21T23:10:00.002+08:00

well... as everyone knows, just last month, a young chap was 'chopped' to death at downtown east, then follow by bt timah 'anyhow slash' now there is a 'knifed case' at amk. are teens getting out of hands these days? they are really too free to spend? to be honest, i dun even time to study and yet they are too free too kill.

can this be related to the online games they are playing? the blood image are so real that they think they should go for real ones? online gaming are design from 2d to 3d and from just normal to real life. i still recall the games we use to play are only mario and we dun see awful images. now? even CS also have slashing feeling. is this actually the real cause of it?

The house warming

2010-10-04T10:03:00.001+08:00

Finally house warming was conducted last sat but I did not invite any friends. I m going to have my own this sat instead. Lol :)

Been a long time since I last went drinking and last fri I went for drink

life getting meaningless

2010-09-29T17:27:00.002+08:00

i knw i have reach to a stage which i should go or growth. but i aint working on it. it is bad..very bad for health. i am done with year 2 term 1. moving on to year 2 term 2... by april i will have a month break. should i change job?

Interesting topic for discussion - What do you think of guys who carry their partner's handbag?

2010-08-10T13:35:00.002+08:00

What do you think of guys who carry their partner's handbag?
It's a common sight these days to find guys carrying their partner's handbags for them while walking around town. Some, both male and female, detest the very act, while others are cool with it. Do you think it's an act of chivalry or a sign that the guy is hen-pecked

I think this is good question! :)

well... ?i guess this culture started from ah beng ah lian. Ah ben usually will help their 'ah lian' girlfriends carry the bag.. there was a famous brand, cannot rem how to spell....

i think to be a gentleman, just help ladies with the doors or rather, let the ladies to get to the bus first before rushing up. carrying bag i think is a no no, unless its really heavy. i find it no snese helping them to carry the bag that is light. maybe just makeup in there, or even 'pads'

carrying the bags for ladies is not gentleman, its gay.... >.<

The Friend that LeFt

2010-07-23T14:09:00.002+08:00

o well... couple years ago, this friend of mine left in sleep, few days ago, his good friend commited suicide. It seems that people are not teasuring their life like what they are suppose to do. Even ants know what is call 'run for life'.

My Bday + Jerlyn Wedding

2010-05-31T09:42:00.004+08:00

well, i dun class this year bday as a celebration as its just a mini dinner with my boyfriend and in fact i enjoy it keke:)

as soon as the clock strike 6pm, i rush out the last email and head home. I quickly change and waited for my boyfriend to pick me up for dinner.. end up he waiting for me. :P

He drove me right to Bontanic Garden and i was wondering if there is food here? o well.. he actually made reservarations at Halia . the waiter and waitress are nice and service was great. As per what i have guess, it should be damn ex...anyway, like what i told him, fine dining is not my cup of tea. the food looks raw to me anyway.... (Pics to be posted later on)

after dinner, as champage plans is cancelled, therefore, we drove down to bugis and tot of catching a show. We caught Shek - final episode at Film Garde. the same moive theatre I went to last bday(actual day). hehe....

We call it a day as we are suppose to go to Universal Studio the next day. but little that we expect, people are getting richer and the tix are all gone before i book it. Instead, we went to Singapore Science centre for a day instead. :) (pics later on)

Dinner is just simple at cafe cartel as i know my boyfriend have spend a huge amount on my bday present. :)

Saturday was a rushing day for me as i need to do some praying on my chinese lunar bday. then run some errands before Jerlyn's Wedding on Sunday. Dinner with Elaine + Junliang is always interesting coz they are spending time irrating each other rather than a simple dinner.

Woke up damn early for Jerlyn as i need to be her 'sister' for a day. dragging myself out from the bed and thereafter went down to yishun is tiring for me. :( the weddign was fun. will post the video up in fb soon. keke

anyway, if she is free to read my blog, this is for her

Dear Jerlyn,

i know you have actually change your name but i still prefer calling you Jerlyn. :) Moving off from one chapter of your life to another is a big change for you. not only in terms of status from single to married or attached to married, you also have to change the belief in muslims from now on. I hope you have quit pork but i am not sure how well you are coping. Nevertheless, thank you very much for having me at your wedding and its my pleasure to help you on the big day. Enjoy your honeymoon and hopefully, 2 little Jerlyn/ Sham next year.

Joanne

A Step Nearer To Next Decade

2010-05-24T18:02:00.002+08:00

Yawnz....

well... i m so not celebrating becoz i simply duN wish to remind myself that i am getting not any younger....

anyway, i have not been putting a wishlist and i decide that i should put one up on 2010.

http://blurgal02wishlist.blogspot.com/2010/05/2010-wish-list.html

cancel bkk - year 1 term 2 result

2010-05-18T01:04:00.002+08:00

i guess no choice but to cancel bkk since jetstar allow 1 year free move.. haha..

on another hand, i am so not going to look forward to any trip with my bf at all. he simply doesnt have time for all these. when will i deserve the break?

BTW, results are out

Princple of management: 69 B
Princple of information system: 70 A
international business enviroment: 73 A

The real giggolo club

2010-05-08T03:18:00.002+08:00

i believe many have hear friends talking about it. i personally have went to one at orchard road. the place look sneezy and we get seated down by one group of waiter. one thing i like about it is that they actually response to mixer and empty cups very fast.

as soon as the min hand strike to 12am, the 'mama san' will get the bioy up to the stage. they are line up with numbers. this is for us to pick.

the coll that getting married next week pick number 95. the rest of the 6 of us didnt order any boys. She says that they are seriously gentle and nice. very sweet and every word they use is filling to capture women's attention

Far reacch

2010-04-30T10:53:00.003+08:00

yesterday had a dinner with Elaine + Junliang. O ya... did i blog about the proposal project?

well, I guess it pretty exciting one... :) its the process which me and celest help the 'groom' to be complete the proposal.

yesterday we have a sales meeting as well... my target increase by 100k... hm... at this point of time with the unstable economical enviroment want me to increase sales? possible?

with my commitement in school is a add on.. lets c when i cannot make it...

doing well with nice guy no2.... he is really like a block of woods at times... >.<

BKK dream evaporate...

2010-04-26T11:02:00.002+08:00

All thanks to the Red T-shirt ppl... my BKK shopping trip gone...

as everyone know, the BKK condition turn super sour ever since the riot to dissolve the parliment started. News says this is the wordt riot they every have ever since the one is year 1992... but i dun really care about it. now my shopping trip gone and i am even more upset by Jetstar when they told me i can only change the date at no cost on 27th April 2010. the reason is that is the policy and all i hear from the staff name Vincent 'is policy'..

and mind you that i definately know what policy is due to the nature of my job which dun treat me like a dumb dumb. i knw policy cannot change. then? whats next?

Long lost blogging

2010-04-23T15:32:00.001+08:00

actaully wanted to blog about the happiness of my lady boss new bore baby girl, but now i aint in the mood. Bkk trip still dunno goign or not, a customer is thretening me.. haiz... whats wrong.?

28 Feb breakfast + 5th month anni

2010-03-02T10:30:00.002+08:00

After the promise for a month, we finally manage to wake up early for LJ's breakfast

he still sleepy

my sasuage meal. :)

the bread smell nice but its a litte hard for biting in the morning and the chewing is a little too thick...

by the way, after the fall in school that day

yesterday was our 5mth anni and soon to 6months that make up 1/2 a year. so far so good except for some attuidue which i cannot take it. he is more or less like a kid which i dunno how to explain. yes, he is good to me, but den i have to take care of him another way round... hm.....
anyway, we had dinner at bliss....

luncheon meat fries... nice!

sianz.. wait too long

mine! yumz...

drnk till last drop...

man with feather

2010-02-26T14:55:00.001+08:00

is making me irriated
is makign no sense
is disgusted
is not fair

he is not making any sense to me...

Nails

2010-02-12T15:56:00.003+08:00

if my memory did not fail me, Gel by right should be lasting for a month and infomation have been cfm with another coll of mine that always do nails have cfm as well.. this is indeed disappointing

Vday

2010-02-12T15:35:00.000+08:00

sweet!

but my colleauge xue ren pluk out the bear... :( so rude...

CNY Checklist

2010-02-11T09:32:00.003+08:00

1) Jeans
2) 1 white top and 1 purple top from Mayuki
3) Blue dress from Mila
4) White belit from bugis
5) cover shoes from Hougang
6) Bra from E2
7) Panties from Victoria Secert
8) Nails from Tampines

And i am going to complain that i have never had the ugliest nails in my life!
this is really upsetting and ever since the first nail treatment from Joanne's nail palace, i had never ever had such nails before. yes, the shop upset me first by the nails, secondly, i am sitting on the plastic chair throughout. no doubt after 3hour the lady kidnly ask me if i wanna shift to the sofa, i rather get the toes over and done with and just go. my bill is $158 no doubt the CNY charges is wavied off, but $158 for such service? I am thinking twice if i were to go back there once agian.

ti may not be clear but once u touch my nails, you will know it. how i wish i can wash off the gel the soonest

no choice

2010-02-04T23:27:00.003+08:00

1) u say that you are unhappy here and insist to move
2) due to the doubt in creditability, my brother is unable to buy a house with you all and you ask me to take up the buying of the house
3) not even knowing if my brother will take over, i agreed with no choice
4) now you wanted a flat already and i have calculated that using the full cash back, we have more than enough to buy the house without bank loan
5) one word you till me your senses, you say you feel that i should take the loan
6) you have all wins not because i trust your sense but you are my mum
7) i have no choice but you force me to it since you are always siding my brother
8) you happily holding on to the cash yourself and me still owing RHB 10k and taking housing bank loan now
9) i have no cpf from now on and i have to continue with my own installment
10) in future whatever it is going to be, or rather, in a state that me and my partner wanted to get a flat yet i cannot get out of the shit i will still have to endure

how i wish i am married now...

9 Jan 2010 - Class outing

2010-01-13T16:39:00.002+08:00

Class outing on 9 Jan

Let some pic do the blogging. I left early as i am heading off with my bf to elsewhere. not too sure if the rest did took any pic... let the pic do the bloggin today...

loation: bugis... the dunno what china something...

- old man Eddy with classmate Sean's daughter Sheena

- Old classmate hahah with New classmate Jan

And i got a shock in my life. She use to hate kids... she hate them cryin and therefore, she have a hard time handling...

But finally Sheena settle down and she remain clam...

People grow... people think.... people turn wiser everyday and thinking change... one day u will feel marriage is not that scary ger...

Dear WeiFu Bday Part II

2010-01-13T14:52:00.002+08:00

Part II

On the actual day itself, i have arrange to throw a surpirse for him which i sms his friends. I ordered a cake from Choc-a-bloc . a 1.6KG choc cake. :)

as soon as 6pm, i rush from paya lebar to Bedok after transferring 2 buses. Collect the cake and took a bus to interchange before taking the MRT to Kallang. Long wait for his friend to pick me up den to Kranji D Farm. The whole plan leaks and my bf know that i am there. I did not go in with his friends instead i sms him when i am outside

Me: Where are you!
Him: Eating
Me: Orh... now go eat never tell me liao hor
Him: Come out la, Dun hide

I LPPLL go out. :(

pics are up at facebook...

My dear Weifu's 27th bday

2010-01-07T12:55:00.003+08:00

Today my bf celebrating his 27th bday....

yesterday,took him to Miss you cafe for dinner. their food are not bad and warm smile from the crew will leave you a deep impression of them...

we ordered a browine for desert and when i m makign the booking, i told the person that my bf is celebrating his bday and this is what they got for me...

i wish i wish

and eat and eat

and left nothing

Today the surpise will be cake from Choc a bloc i have ordered a 1.6Kg cake for him. i hope they can finish it. i have contacted his coll directly and i am going his office myself and hid myself somewhere...when its time, i will appear...i hope he will like it....

2010 Resolution

2010-01-04T10:38:00.005+08:00

another year pass and age is really catching up. before i mention how I celebrated, let me start off with my resolution

1) earn enough to buy myself a nice diamond ring - yes, i did it
3) change my image to a real executive women...no more little ger - Still working on it
4) improve my blurness not to be worst but improve - Still working on it
5) boost my sales to the best and start moving out - yup.. have been goign out frequent but somehow, i hate it..
6) help myself before i jump even deeper - o.... i guess this is suppose to be for bryan. i m completely out from there for sure
7) Diet? :P - i swear i gone fatter all becoz of my bf... arggg!!!
8) tell myself, be happy everyday...day to day...stay alive - Yes, i am..
9) Getting nice stuff to pampered myself and 1st on list will be i-touch - Yes, i got it
2) getting my degree - working on it
3) change my job - not now i guess due to more commitement.
4) go overseas with parents - yup.. Vitenam and my bro have yet to pay me back
5) get the UOB ladies card - hahaha... not yet..

This year, to be honest, i am really not going to ask much from myself just a couple of things

1) continue to stay out of clubs and pubs to aviod drinking..

2) continue to stay happy to delight.. :)

Had a simple new year by having dinner at Sushi Teh with my bf friends, thereafter follow by watching Alvin and the Chipmunks: The Squeakquel

before the clock hit 12am, we all drive down to the pubs along yio chu kang road. But the pubs are all packed with PRC, so we took a walk down to serangoon road there and settle at a pub. cannot recall the name. His friends are almost drunk.... i din have much drinks, i think max also 2 glasses....but 3 guys finish 3 buckets of hekiken.. one guy attempt to take a pic with someone he doesnt even know... he move too fast, i din manage to catch him..

before drunk

after drunk

haha..kidding...

my best friend celebrated her bday on 2 Jan 2010 at neverland thai disco... cool... but was having cramps.. din dance.. the last timei dance i guess was the JB trip i had with grace.

my ex pubbing kaki

Chirstmas eve 25 Dec

2009-12-28T15:57:00.006+08:00

blog everything together.. haha..

xmas just over and what difference this year is i did not join the usual gang for xmas dinner and party. usual year, i will join the ex-macmaster gang for xmas dinner and conard gang for party. Due to couple of reasons, i decided not to join the party session. For the xmas dinner, we are suppose to decide where to eat where one of the sisters suddenly pull out of the plan. 3 short 1, no point carry on, therefore, we call off everything. yes, indeed it is sad, but what can i do about it?

anyway,the rest of the gift exchange still carrys out... Gift exchnage with
Elaine - a box and a business card holder
Jasmin - a Prefume
Grace - unknown yet
Office- Music box

Sarah - Kitty layard

This year seems a little bored.... only meet up with Jasmin, Elaine and Sarah for dinner/ lunch.

My gift to my bf...

Anyway, went for Dinner at Mind's Cafe on xmas eve. we were pretty early like 9pm, so took the package to play for 2 hours and finish at almost 11.30pm. took a short walk to cathay and watch avatar. super nice show, should go catch it... :)

3D

And we had a good time with Alvin and friends

my bf very poor thing coz his friend last min book a hotel room for party. too bad by the time we are there, they are all drunk.

Anyway, we promise no plans for New Year, in case his friends has last min arrangement...

KL Trip 27 Nov - 29 Nov

2009-12-28T15:24:00.002+08:00

i guess i am getting lazy... :P

Anyway, i guess i havent been really updating what i have been doing, so i am going to do a backdate here. :)

Went KL on 27 Nov 2009 which is a public holiday. as early as 7.30am, i took a coach by Luxury Tour. Reach Yong Ming (JB) at around 12noon and went all the way to KL directly. Check in hotel, Royal Bintang at around 3pm. Took a walk to sinawag(dunno how to spell) and only my bf brought a jeans for himself coz we are suppose to go genting the next day but forget to bring. Thereafter, we went for seafood dinner (cannot rem where) . Awfully hungry so din manage to took the pic before the meal. haha....

After dinner, we went to massage at the massue opp our hotel. quite ex i think
went back hotel and had a few cans of beer in the hotel room.
Coach: $50, hotel $103, Dinner $20, Massage $40 = $223

Next day morning after breakfast, we went to Genting to try our luck. waste S$50 there... haha.... took a cab down to the 'chinatown area' and went shopping there. End up my bf and i decide to pack back to hotel and eat...

Same thing, we had a few drinks and chatted before calling it a day. Spend quite a handful for the shopping... around $100.

NExt day we took a coach back and touch singapore almost 10pm. tired beat and luckily never took a later coach. :)

2009-12-16T18:00:00.002+08:00

21 Nov 2009, we went to Kittylab to see my dear friend of coz.. :)

the ticket cost at $38 each. however, with GV movie ticket, we will be entitled to 20% discount, which means the ticket cost at $30.40 each. however, if you add back the GV ticket which is $8.50, the price is almost the same, however, i earn one more moive which is 2012 instead. :)
the moive i find it pretty good.. serious exciting.. and i do believe that the world is ending. just hope it doesnt hit during my generation.. opss...

talking about the kittylab.. yes, we did have fun and i just got to know that my bf is a good ass dancer... :P hahah.. shake shake shake... each game has it own uniqe playing. some u have to aviod the incomign car using ur body, some you have to shake shake shake to look for clothes, some you have to 'surp...' just as if you are eating eating noodles. :) took many pic and uploaded to fb... :)

some pics at at glance

he found a good friend

i found a interesting friend

Koi Cafe

2009-11-20T15:24:00.002+08:00

my collueage went to parkway for lunch today and da bao bubble tea for me...they brougth at Koi cafe... a taiwan brand i think...

i must agree that it is nice, but its quite ex lei... i had milk tea...

Companies close down gradually without notification anymore

2009-11-10T14:25:00.003+08:00

Has Wellness Village Spa left its customers in the lurch?

SINGAPORE: For over four years, it operated at the Pan Pacific Singapore hotel. But over the course of a day, the Wellness Village Spa left customers and the hotel in the lurch when it suddenly shut down, disconnecting its phone lines.

At its Pagoda Street outlet in Chinatown, the premises were empty, with the doors wide open when MediaCorp visited on Monday. Neighbouring shop owners said they saw movers shifting equipment and furniture on Sunday afternoon. In the quiet of the night, the same scene was seemingly repeated at the Pan Pacific outlet.

A nearby shop owner said the spa began retrenching workers last month. He noticed remaining staff packing up late last week, and believes that customers were told it was "fully booked" to keep them from coming down.

This was certainly the experience for one customer.

Ms Elaine Ong had been trying to make an appointment, but the spa kept telling her that it was fully booked.

The "first hint of trouble" came last Thursday when she called the Pan Pacific outlet and an employee told her only two therapists were being employed, said Ms Ong who is in her 30s.

As she has recently signed up for a $600 package, Ms Ong said she was a "bit alarmed".

At Pan Pacific on Monday, a hotel employee told guests the spa had closed without informing anyone. Dutch businessman Laros, 39, who had been peering through the spa's glass door, said the hotel's reception pointed him to the spa for a massage when he checked in.

The hotel told MediaCorp the spa "leases and operates the premises independently".

It "sincerely regrets any inconvenience experienced" and is now re-directing guests to nearby spa facilities. It will "continue to attempt" to contact Wellness Village Spa, it added.

Checks with the Accounting and Corporate Regulatory Authority showed that Wellness Village was incoporated in June 2004 and is still a "live company". Permanent resident Lia Meyrina is listed as its director. MediaCorp could not reach the company.

Wellness Village Spa and Fitness, a limited liability partnership with Ms Lia and a Mr Christopher Tan Khee Howe listed as partners, was struck off in September. It was registered in 2007.

Consumers Association of Singapore (CASE) executive director Seah Seng Choon was "not surprised" by the spa's actions.

"Don't be fooled by the location. Spas are generally small businesses, unless they have an international chain ... Consumers have to be careful when transacting with them," said Mr Seah.

Since last year, CASE has received five complaints, including unsatisfactory services and difficulty in scheduling sessions, against Wellness Village. Four were made this year, with the latest complaint in October. CASE is trying to contact the company

News from http://www.channelnewsasia.com/stories/singaporelocalnews/view/1017097/1/.html

browsing at their website, they are having operation at Pan Pacific Hotel. why the sudden closure? something wrong with their product?

i am pretty sentetive these days after a sudden clsure of Brookes and now antoher one more... haiz... will my coslab be close down as well? i better finish my package fast....

use feather to be sword

2009-11-06T17:50:00.002+08:00

That ah ma(i mention about him before)
he freaking add my boss in the conversation

6/11/2009 5:05:21 PM
Ah Ma: david from ***just called me, he find it very diff to reach you
me: ?
me: i never rec any calls at all
Ah Ma: can you pls call him now, he mentioned that the upg of lines is in a mess
me: what number can i reach Him?
Ah Ma: doesnt he has your mobile phone?
me: my hp never ring at all...
Ah Ma: 6248****
me: i will call now
me: thanks
me: he called my old number \
me: not cannot reach me
me: thanks
Ah Ma: give your new number pls, anyway you all are given the company number for customer to reach you
me: i did and its at every of my sign off name
Ah Ma: OK

What the fucking hell

School

2009-11-03T15:09:00.000+08:00

exams is in a month time...

*shiver*

Halloween Night + 1st Month anni

2009-11-02T12:41:00.004+08:00

mountian people mountian sea.... was @Night Safri. damn it... took me me freaking 2 hours just to Q to go in despite of the online booking i had with jasmin and jon...

this is only the 2nd Q we waited for the tram. before that the Q was.... !%$^^&%$#@!

haha...the ppl in front bo liao...

5 hours.. who the hell will take?

Some pic for view.... Vamp love coke...

Eyes big big

And....

BOOO!!!!!!

Full pic Here (only for ppl with my fb account)

Next day, its our 1st month anni.. anyway, 1st month only... so i din expect anything out of it...We woke up at ard 11 and start nuaing.... at ard 3, he says he wanna eat popeye... so i suggest to head down to airport one.... but he says he have something to buy at

so i say ok... when we reach town,

he says:dunno the flyer today gt open or not hor
i replied: dunno eh.. maybe later go check it out lo. why dun park at suntec
he says: very far lei
i replied: far meh.... ok lo... then hungry we go eat first
he says: ok...

after he park the car, we took the lift to level 3... we walk past the entrance to the flyer. so he stop and i ask the person where to get ticket. so i keep telling him is downstairs. suddenly he ask the person can online book or not, i am puzzled, why he ask so stupid question. then suddenly, he took out the online booking paper from his wallet..

i am surpirse and this is my 1st month anni persent... ^^ sweet hor...

My 1st month anni (only for ppl with my fb account)
pictures.... :)

The Night Safri

2009-10-29T14:41:00.003+08:00

Yeah yeah... i going Night Safri Halloween on saturday.... :)

The last time i went to Safri was good old times when i am 13 or 14. St John's camp they book for us to go coz we have the most donations for that year. haha..

My memory stop as it is a hot, humid, many mosquito bite place. lets pray hard that it is not...

Mid Way to the weekend

2009-10-28T23:59:00.003+08:00

almost weekend.. have not really got a chance to pack my room for long long time.... last week was working, the week before acc my bf...

o ya.. talking about him... ya.. he is the 24 x 7 type. i guess not much gers have a chance to have a bf that follows you ard the clock for long long time at my age. Actually i wasnt really use to it initially, but i guess i have fall back to my own self le. All thanks to Mr Bryan to train me to not to be sticky, but i guess i am still me myself.

Christmas is ard the corner. hm.... i am almost broke. :(

i still have a installment coming up soon which i am not sure when yet.

haiz...

never mind.. weekend is coming and i have plan my sat le...

morning 9am - 10am, morning jog

10am - 11am, bath and wash all clothes

12pm - take train down to boon lay to give my bf a surprise lunch visit ^^

to 5pm - wait for him to off work. so i have to borrow his laptop and wait at jurong point

6pm - head home with him, bath

8pm - dinner and to night safri i guess

st james party i guess i aint into it anymore... i am just too old to club....

A day at JB with NG2..17 Oct 2009

2009-10-27T17:11:00.004+08:00

Lunch at City Sqaure.. ops.. i forget take the restuarant name. :P

My dear swordfish :P

my darling food came first...

Sian.. have to wait for mine....

yeah... mine is here...

Finally he can eat liao.. muahahaha

this pan cake super nice lo

After that, we went to Pelangi walk walk... quite nice coz not much ppl. :) slowly see my things.

We went holiday inn and i brought a pair of sandal.. keke... we have hunt from Pelangi to holiday inn coz he person say City Square dun have my size. :) happy happy...

We spend every penny we have on shopping. but just as we finish pumping petrol, we left we RM24. end up kana stop by the TP there and as usual, they only wan cash. we gave him our RM20 and we use $4 SGD to waash car. so sad.... :(

Things that i brought...

The hello kitty tissue he brought at gaint for me one. :) cute?

Nice Guy no 2...

2009-10-05T00:46:00.001+08:00

and we are together..

Children day

2009-10-01T10:17:00.005+08:00

I am attach to Nice Guy No2... prehaps that is what we call... 有缘

Not i wanna act demure

2009-09-28T18:24:00.003+08:00

is that he never say anything....

Yesterday went to hunt for my goodwood park mooncake with NG2, too bad, i ended up with 4seasons once agian. I wouldnt say we have nothing going on, rather, i dunno what is going on...

we head up to JB after his friend and his gf, Zhi Hao and Meiqi called NG2 to go JB for dinner. Meiqi ask me so how is the development between me and him. i seriously dunno what to reply so i avioded the question

After touching down back to Singapore, since both of us is not tired, i decided to head to his place to catch some shows that i have missed and he have the DVD. We watched Dsitrict 9 together. it look more like a documentary to me. I knw somehow he is trying to grab my hand but i move away. After that, we have some little chats and he seems like we are hugging but not really...

Anyway, i drove his car back to my place. :P so scary.... >.< we have a puff tehreafter and when i say bye bye to him, seems that he doesnt want to go... i can sense that he wanted a hug or if not he have something to tell me. before he do anything, i say a big 'BYE' to him.

maybe i am a little scare. i scare same thing will happen agian. werid part is, how come he never ask me between me and NG3 ....

at night when we sms, he ask me why i din give him a good night kiss. to tease him, i replied, 'why not you give me first?' and he really reply 'muackz'

hm.. what is going on? is my liking arise agian or i am just thinking too much?

i intend to bring him to meet my conard gang this sat. MAY only.... shall i?

A Day with NG2

2009-09-27T12:54:00.002+08:00

yesterday went to visit my god sister. yes, the one that have cancer. now the operations is possible, therefore, next month she got to go operation and her daugters are havign exams also. hm... my sch starting next month too. looks like i really have a lot of things to do...

O ya... i am sorry that i left my personal number at home yesterday...

after visiting my sister, i headed home to change before i meet NG2 for dinner. Wasnt really planned but just happen that we talk about it in the noon. We went bugis and i brought this for myself...

Actually, not excatly i brought for myself but he paid for it.. but i have $50 with him lei....

Den we head to a HK cafe for dinner....

After dinner, no knowing where to go and he have a werid chrarter that not past mid night wun go home... sound like hantu hor.... >.< href="http://tinypic.com/" target="_blank">

i am sure OHT is me.. but who the hell is KYW? i really cannot recall lei... must be one of the puppy love that gave this to me and it must be super young coz i cannot even recall who the hell is this.... lolz...

I am sure all of us have a 'best friend', 'good friend' in a good old days.. I found this wrapper and this is actually the first hello kitty wrapper i ever got...

Friends forever? the last one 'Fiona' is the old who kick me out of the group and i am quite sure that the names here are written from her. 'FRIENDS FOREVER' ha..what a joke.... anyway, all thanks to them and i ended up with a wrong group of friends but i manage to salvage it and end up become who i am today. maybe because of them, i become more stronger than i look.

And what about these watches?

this is suppose to be a couple watch for me and roy... yeah... my ex who is going to get married.. i think he will invite me... my mum ask me not to go, but i say, why not? if its over and his future wife is ok with my presence to share their happiness, why not?

i am wearing this today...

Police catch my Neighbour

2009-09-25T11:11:00.003+08:00

Yesterday was a super bad day. the Rock concert internet that the ISP provided have problem since afternoon and was only resolve at 10pm. damn it... my free ticket gone down the drain...

Anyway, work till almot 9pm yesterday and NG2 pick me up to go dinner. too bad, not in the best of my mood and of coz, i know he try to make me smile. :)

nope... still nothing going on..

had a quick meal at hougang, too bad i had a few fries and half of the sausage that he is having. lucky i didnt throw my temper which i nearly did. and the mushroom soup was great!

Where can i bag of money drop from the sky?

2009-09-23T12:03:00.003+08:00

i wondering where can i get 7k before 3 oct 2009.

1) i only have 1k as my savings coz i have borrow my saving to Bryan that time.

2) calculating my current salary which i am going to get which is 1k including comm

3) hofully i can get a credit card to sign off the rest of the amount which is $4099 to be excat.

But next month i really have to stay at home whole day lei... how huh..

Cigartte: $216

Parents, insurance and SH bill: $700

Loan: $300

Lunch: $150

ezlink: $50

liabilty per month: $1416

hm.... i dun tink i can tahan next month lei... how huh... my salary always kepp at $2k - 2.5k only lei... every month 1.5k goes to all these shit and i have with 1k to play around and this exclude the NTUC trip with mumk which one time is $100 to $200. i tink i really can dun shop for the entrie Oct... and if my comm doesnt come on time, my salary is only 1.4K lei...

a day with Nice Guy No2

2009-09-22T10:52:00.003+08:00

yesterday was a public holiday and was really bored at home. Since NG2 wanted to get shoes for his work, we head down to beach road at around 2pm.

This time round, i realise that he is kind of more 'open' in a way that we are really talking as usually i am the one doing the talking and he nodding. His friend which we have bump at commex show ask NG2 to join him at Bishan. Since both of us have no where to go, we decide to head down.They are there to buy the mooncake for each other. on the way to Bishan, NGno2 ask me if i wanna buy the moon cake

I said: na... and usual years is the boyfriends who will buy for my parents one. think this year i will have to get it myself
he say: like that arh.. den if i buy for your parents, will you buy me one
I said: gers dun have to buy one what. is guys that need to buy for gers one what...

nope.. we aint having affair at all. if i do, i will let all of you know. But like what gracey says, seems like i am still interested in him. hm... but ever since i started with nice guy no3, i had put an end to it coz its not correct since i am attach to someone else. But she is right too coz i already ended with nice guy no3 a month ago. Question is, have we really ended after he told me that he have no idea what is going on? Elaine ask me to have a good talk to Nice Guy No3, but, whats the point?

The funniest part is, NG2 have never ask me about my bf at all. seems that he knows i am single now..

whatever it is, i am still in a mess for the choosing over the schools. so let me settle one step at a time.

anyway, back to the bishan yesterday, we walk ard before deciding to go geylang for the 'tian ji zhou'. Dinner was great.... yummy... keke... after that, his friends suggested to go bliss at hougang, so i followed. While they jio-ing more of their friends, i actually heard his friend telling another person that NG2 is with 'ger friend'. i heard a few times but i preten i din hear and wanted to see what is the reaction of NG2. he didnt deny at all... WTF?

But i din wanna ask further coz sarly is referring to 'ger friend as in lady friend' den if my reaction to big isnt it more werid?I really dunno what to say, so i preten i din hear anything. actually, i did hear... questsion is, why didnt he deny? Maybe his thinking is same as mine, as in 'ger friend' and not girlfriend.

Lets see how it goes and see his action ba.

First step now is to get a credit card for the school that i taking. Gracey decided for me already.. i am taking UOB. :)

a day at JB

2009-09-21T23:25:00.002+08:00

Sat morning as early as 5.45am, i am already on my way to woodlands. I waited for Gracy and her friend to pick me up at casueway point. damn freaking early... yawnz...

we reach the hotel at 7.30am. The hotel located at 88 jalan ibrahim sultan, stulang Laut. The hotel name The Zon, Regency Hotel by the sea. It is pretty near to Premas Jaya i think. as we are too early, there is no way we can check in, therefore, 4 of us including gracy's friend friend went to somewhere near premas jaya for breakfast. the noodles was great. :) we attepmt to check in once agian at 10am and this time round, we got our room 1142. keke.. Too bad i forgot to take a pic of the hotel but its pretty nice. this hotel is combination with the DFS.

After checking in, the guys went off for their karting and leaving me and gracey in the hotel room. we napped a little and took a cab to city sqaure all by ourselves. yeah.. we are cool dun we? ^^ got a shoe, a top and shorts, with some little stuffs from wastons. 2 of us saw this massage right at the concer at level 3. we take a look and find that it looks much brigther than the one in our hotel and the rate is slightly better. so we try the massge at RM100 per person.

It is really superb man.. you should try it one day. :) thereafter, both of us were too lazy to walk and took a cab back to the hotel ourself once agian. bravey ya? we shower and laze ard before the guys got back from track to take us our for dinner. the moment we got out at the lobby, i saw my ITE friend. and yes, i am sorry that i preten i dunno him coz i really dunno what to tell him coz he really ask rubbish at that time.

Dinner is at the same area we had breakfast and it is a jap resturant which i have been with Tommy before. i really cant recall how great the food was coz prehaps it is the wrong accompany that i had that time. this time round, 4 of us have a good time chatting over the food and the 1.8L of cold sakae. yes.... super huge and we got to know it only after dinner. funny huh... we were wondering how come no matter how much we drank it seems never ending.

i tot the night is over when we reach the hotel, the guys walk to the club instead of our hotel lobby. the place is cool and the best part is... i can freaking smoke there! :P

yes... the bad part is.. too hot as the air con is not working..

bacadi seems to be a bad idea for me and gracey... i guess martell would be nicer. Me and gracey head back to hotel room as early as 1am. and slept at 2am.

Both of us woke up at ard 8am. and inside me is still the bacadi. yucks.... the breakfast at the hotel really bad..... after breakfast, the guys head to the track and both me and greacy head back to the room.... and guess what.. i fell asleep agian. woke up at 2pm and decided to go to the korea resturant thast my coll intro... damn it.... its really nice... you all should go and try man...

other than the soup and egg... our bbq meat

and the main chicken...

And the full range of the condiments... surpppp.... Thereafter, and and gracey went to the pool for some little swim and went back to the room and wait for the guys to be back for bath... before they are back.... and i caught sleeping once agian.... >.< super pig i know.. that why i have a tee which says 'i am good in bed..... i can sleep for days......'

head opp our hotel for some bites and back to Sg. its a superb trip and i would love to go once agian if i have a chance... :)

Office praying and dinner with jon and jasmin

2009-09-18T23:28:00.002+08:00

on lunar 15th day of 7th month, almost all chinese company will do some praying. but mine is a half ah mo pia, so dun have the 'po dou' (the chinese dinner), but we have some offerings below our office. this year as the compnay have more people, the confrence room no longer able to hold so many people ,therefore, we ate below our office.... :)

of coz... there is drumsticks...and duck sticks... haha

o ya...last wed meet up with Jasmin and Jon for Jasmin's belated bday dinner....

we ate at mushroom pot at stadium walk

c they enjoythe peanuts...

We were too hungry to take the food.. too bad.. but the mushroom is nice.. ntry it if you are a mushroom lover... the house special is nice... the rest is pretty normal steamboat...

alright, got to go...need a break alone for a while.. :)

asking me a question with only you have the answer

2009-09-15T10:32:00.003+08:00

Him: i been pondering... wat is the reason of our breakup?
me: u are the one who said it
me: dUn ask me
Him: is it... i swear, i really dun know...
me: doesnt matter anymore

????? you said it and u say u really dun know? u got to be kidding me...

CAr racing Event

2009-09-14T16:13:00.002+08:00

while ppl are excited about it, i am jumping hot pants on it.

the rental is driving me crazy. now my engineer says another engineer may not know how the equipment looks like, that why keep telling me dun have. Now he says he is hungry. And i cant find the co-ordinator. Another site told me the trees cannot install cable. one more site coming wednesday. i tink this week is going to be a harsh week for me. please dun rub on it if you dun wanna be shoot by me

and at this point of time, she still come and tell me another case of mine have issue and all i did was to call the common known number and just a 5 mins call. but do you knw that the 5mins can let me do a lot of things?

EASB or MDIS?

My Plurks...

2009-09-13T23:07:00.000+08:00

i have sign up that long time ago... but still dunno how it fuction... add me please

http://www.plurk.com/Blurgal02/invite

The Comex 2009

2009-09-13T22:22:00.003+08:00

Just got home from comex... damn... mountian ppl mountian sea and i am questioning myself, what the hell am i doing at comex....

All thanks to Nice Guy No2 ok! hahah... not entire is fault la, i wanted to get the BBOM for myself for quite some time. so, as early as 11.30am, we head to comex. i woke up at 7.30am in the morning wondering what the hell am i up so early. like what i say, my self clock is a little in kiosk now. as early as now, i am already started to feel sleepy. hope is not because of the medication that i am taking now. it really make me feel like stop drinking completely as well. i have not touch any drinks for a week which is quite surprising coz i have 2 beer in my fridge for the longest period of time.

Anyway, back to the comex.... me and NG2(nice guy no2) walked around and he already know tht he needs a laptop. He will sign the BBOM package with the ISP and take the laptop and i will take the BBOM. :P if i never pay him den he have to pay himself...muahahha... just kidding... i wun owe him anyway....

We shop ard and squeeze thru the crowd and i really wonder what the hell am i doing here on a sunday morning... damn it! :P anyway, when we are going for our lunch cum breakfast... i bump into jerlyn... as it is so crowded, i couldnt have a word with her. ya....till now she is the only one that had a glance who is NG2. Supposingly, it should be jasmin that will have a lunch together today, but the timing is a little rushing for us, therefore, i have no choice but to push the meal to coming Thurs. So sorry about it coz it will be really rushing for me coz i dun wanna hit the noon time crowd.

But end up, me and NG2 still head back after lunch to get some more things as he need a bluetooth ear piece and i wanna get another hard disk for my moives to be taken from my friends. :P I brought a white samsung hard disk at $111.18 for 320G. i am sure to have many many moives thereafter. :)

NG2 brought quite a number of things...

he doesnt need a earphone coz he drives what..... what the hell he need it for. keke... some more its purple.. dun suit him ok!

We left at around 7 and i have shop with him for almost 7 hours. wow.... never went shopping with a guy that is such a shopper before. And this leads to the carpark to be $16. i feel bad about it...

not knowing where to go, we decided to go to the car audio at my office there. his radio have a little problem. now cfm have to change liao. too bad.... lala... his problem, not mine.

Went for dinner before coming back home at Changi. The taste is not as good as before and surprisingly, the Q is not damn freaking long. it use to be very long Q, but not anymore. :)

Now my legs are aching.. i better contiune my 与敌同行

damn nice lo.... i fall in love with 郭晋安 suddenly.
郑嘉颖 is the handsome chap that i like.

i am also watching ID 精英 by 郭晋安 also...

in this show, i actually like 黄德斌

till then.... dunno when the rest will meet NG2, but he have really never stood me up or rather upset me. That time i chose no3 over him is because that he shouted at my at the IT show and also, just ask me to go home when we just reach mac. Actually, we sorted all these out already and i agree that when someone is in a bad mood, he/ she needs to be just alone which i have just learn it. And the shouting part is because, its really super noisy and not because he wanted to. We are ok but not going towards the path that you are thinking coz till now, i have no idea what he is thinking also.. or rather what i want after so much things happen with school, health, family, money, work.......I guess i just need to be alone

i am suppose to have a trip on Nov when i am with No3 and my best friend with her hubby. I dunno shall i still proceed alone or shall i get someone to go with me....

The School mightmare never ends

2009-09-11T17:21:00.003+08:00

http://www.straitstimes.com/Breaking%2BNews/Singapore/Story/STIStory_428341.html

these days i have been takign the chinese medicine and seems that it interrupts my hormames change. i feel impatient but i controlled very well...

i have been sleeping at 10.30 or 11 plus... am i too old, too stress, too much medication or combination of all?

9/9/09 is a special day and i had just a super late dinner with nice guy no2... nope... he is not a life buoy rather, he will be a friend that i wish to keep. after being be the 'last him', i realise that there is no nice guy in the world. but nice guy no2 is still nice guy no2. we kept at the distance we are suppose to be and i guess thats about all.

Friendster

2009-09-08T14:31:00.001+08:00

i have not been logging in to friendster for a long time and when i log in, there is this andy goh guy who PM me...

the msg read as

hi ting ,me just up from sleep. just now reach home from wrk then went to sleep early .guess you should be sleeping .happy weekend to you .sorry ..sorry ,can i get to know you as friend ? let me give you a short intro of myself.andy tian yi here . singapore chinese guy , age 23 , ht 172 , wt 61 , staying woodlands area .single ,working in f & n coke in sale line .next time i can give u some coke stuff if u want. use to study shatec before i went army , study in culinary skill . maybe next time i can cook for u a meal to let u try ? me last time weekend like to go in malaysia to eat food like secret recipes , japanese food , oyster egg.next time can we go in malaysia together to eat nice food ? about my character and something abt myself ..... down to earth ,soft hearted,(last time there was once i saw a old man sit in the middle of the bridge asking for money , he sit in one of the stair in the staircase leading to the bridge,cos i quite pity him then i give him all my money then after that i realised got no money to eat for dinner, went home cook maggi noodles to eat ),and also tend to always try to put others ahead.sorry my english typing bit poor and also sincere apology for my mistake . u can sms me at 82226779 if you don mind .do sincerely hope you give me a chance to know you .quite believe in this saying .... if you plant a good seed , it will bear a good fruit and the fruit will produce a good seed whereas same goes for bad fruit .i quite believe in karma. last time i used to take up canoeing and dragon boat in school as cca .nowadays i always read chinese night newsapaper(wan bao and xin min) daily everynite and nomally will seen alot of sad news article in the newspaper , likes quarreling , killing , stabbing ,commit sucide, realised that now a days people are getting more and more stress . To me , is like everything have a solution to solve , no point quarreling or fighting cos after that you still have to be back to solve the problem . you can ask anything about me.do sincerely hope u give me a chance to know you more.hope next time i can bring you go sim drive eat dim sum, that side got one dim sum shop sell nice the chilly crab ,siew mai,next time can bring you go there eat if you don mind and i need to tell you something true is that i smaller than you in term of age , will you mind it ?sorry if you mind.recently heard a sad news from my aunt , there was this guy age 25 .. just married to a girl the same age ... they got married and after half a year ,things does not goes well for them... the girl divorce the guy and the guy jump down from building ...very sad ...the mother cry badly .life is short , treasure it , fall down stand up and walk again in time to come , don take failure and as a final result , take failure as a lesson , learn from it and move on .sorry message you so long . sleep early . do sincerely hope can chat with you more.and also i don smoke and go clubbing . do drink but it like maybe once a year or maybe few times a year , in company dinner and dance , friend wedding .and also is that i currently learning car now, so if we go out next time maybe have to take train and bus and also sorry to trouble u, give me some more time , i am passing the car licence soon .sorry .next time can i brew soup to drink ?next time i got car can drive you out to eat .you see the link below...this baby verycute.

http://www.youtube.c........................... ... om/w... atch?v.... ...... ....... ....... ....... .. RfYQ

sorry as in i not a handsome guy , is it arite with u? and also i don smoke and don drink ,do drink but only maybe once a year or half a year in friend wedding or company dinner.
do sincerely hope u give me a chance to know u.i the type of person prefer simple,easy life n peaceful life.drink more water , next time i bring u go jurong point eat buffet , got sell japan long leg crab n also nice japan food.remember eat yr breakfast later on n drink more water .
..
.sorry.............

Thank you Nice Guy no. 2

2009-09-07T18:34:00.004+08:00

its not about anything but really pure friends. prehaps after constant hurting, suddenly i dunno what is call 'love someone' coz loving someone will not have anything in return, so no point anymore ba.

breaking up with ben is my unwillingness, but no choice coz prehaps i dun fit his bill.

anyway, mr nice guy no2 drive me on sat mornign all the way to jurong to see the chines sinseh. dont wish to eborate on that coz saying out will not help me in any way. So.. i waited for couple of hours before my turn. after that, i finish at ard 11 and waited to head down to office as it is suppose to be a workign day. but nice guy no2 asked if wanna have 'breakfast' together? so i decide that i am too hungry to travel to office and meet him for breakfast. We had mac at science centre and damn it, am i too old? the science centre changes the outlook completely. super nice lo... :) i should go there one day.

after breakfast, i head to office to collect my laptop before going home. i collapse after i reach home coz i am simply too tired. i slept till 5 am i know that i have to go to my uncle's house warming at 6 and my gf bday at 8.. Uncle staying at bayshore and my gf stays at tanjong katong. not excatly too far as i took a ride from my daddy's bike.

head home hit the sack at 2am and i am really too tired for anything. i decide that sunday will be my rest day. but my friend, jocelyn asked if i am free to go shoppign with her. thinking that her bday is ard the corner and i tink i should acc her, i decided to meet her at cine. i waited for her ard 30min as she needs to finish her stuffs. she brought me to orchard ion and i am really surpirse how big the changes is. shopping and dinner end at 9pm. i gt myself a top and some tibits.

i brought quite a lot and thinking that nice guy no 2 actually do help me on sunday, i sms him if he would like to have some. so we meet up ard 11 plus to pass him the tibits. he done some lighting to 'not his car' (he sells the car to his current compnay already). it is really cool to have LED lights at the handle there. nope.. not ah beng... its nice.. but hope he dun add more to become 'ah beng' car....

slept at 2am.... mon is a groomy day... >.<

cinderella on ice

2009-09-05T00:19:00.002+08:00

Just back from Esplanade and caught Cinderella on Ice... well... its a free tickets that my concert kaki got from masters. we always watch show booking thru her card, so she brought me along with her instead of her 'husband to be' coz he is having chicken poxs.

the dance is so graceful and i hope that i can go ice skating now. keke... the moves and the dancers are fantatic. :)

it makes me wonder, where is my fairtale story? my fairtale story jsut ended... or rather, it ended since monday and i dun wish to face the fact. but bringing myself back to reality is a must. during this period he does still tells me where he is going, bt not doing anything to save the relatioship after i complain about not meeting for weeks. the word 'lets break' is too easily out and it really give me a scare.... both me and him are growth ups.. how will this ever happen?

1st weekend he went california fitness for workout coz he have the membership by chance
2nd weekend he went agian and end up we have to cancel moive planz
3rd weekend, nt callign or smsing me and only when i called him in the evening den got to know that he went to his colluage child's bday.

Sunday is his resting day, so not meeting. super diff after we came back from bintan and batam. surpise me.. seriously.... everything suddenly turn black ard me.

along the weekday, only one wed he asked me for moive, too bad i gt to entertian client. the rest? nope... i asked him several times.. not working...

it drew me back on the period of the 'wooing'... he have lots of time for me... really... now i seriously dunno how to face the world. if you are thinking of calling me and askign me how are u, i will tell u dun... just let me hide a while and i will be fine....

update - back to where i belong

2009-09-04T09:04:00.001+08:00

school - stil waiting for the damn letter to come to ne
work - need more money
love - back to single

The check up

2009-08-30T02:06:00.004+08:00

the check up was carry out this morning.

ultra sound plus paps smer cost me $300. but the amount is worth it. my uterus indeed having some problem.

the tissues wall are leaking blood whenever the period happen. overtime, it have develop to swelling walls. supposingly, a uterus should be like a pear shape, but mine had become a orange shape. my ovary is no longer facing inwards due to the swelling and it has been tited another side due. i have almost 6 blood clots around the ovary.

solution?

see the chinese sinseh agian and i guess it should take place next sat. only they have have medicine that can help me on it. if it doesn't help, i will need to go operation to put back my ovary in place.

who is with me all these while?

no one but alone.

after hearing today, i seriously wanted to cry on. but there is no one for me to turn to except for the poor gracey that woke up early in the morning waiting for my call.

Timbre

2009-08-29T00:58:00.001+08:00

After the dance class today, me,hantu,jiahui sotong, chirstina, elaine n junliang head down to timbre for dinner. Jl, the no 1 boyfriend to elaine have a nickname call etb(elaine tan boyfriend) so sweet of him came to c elaine dance :). I only had 1 prawn, 1 wing, 1 drumstick, couple slice of pizza n 2 mushroom is end of my dinner. 15 more hours, I will know my result. I m stress up. Super depress now. Quite worried. I spoke to the Chinese sinsei earlier on. The way she put it seems that my blood clot is quite serious. I hope no operation needed. Now my pay shirmp. My school needs solution. Wat should I do?

eve to the Gynecologist

2009-08-28T10:34:00.002+08:00

Tommrrow i will be going to the Gynecologist

if you ask me what i am scare now, i am scare of the fact that i may go for operation. Who is with me? nope... i am just going myself.

I sincerely thanks gracey and my coll yong sze for offering to go with me. but i guess i really hope to face it alone. even if i cry i can at least hid one corner and cry or whatsoever. actually the person that i hope will go with me is not offering any to me. I know he would say that 'if you tell me, i will go with u' but it defeated the purpose already. even my friends will offer to go with me... but no matter the result is negative or postive, i will share with my friends.

ok.. i am scare now... afriad of the result.

KPO

2009-08-27T11:00:00.003+08:00

KPO is a nice place. :) u should go for a drink there.

K = Killney
P = Post
O = office

not kpo ok. :)

me together with 3 colls and 1 partner had some drinks there after work. 2 bucket of 6 carlsberg, 5 chicken wings basket, a plate of sasuage in 3, a 3/4 bowl of chips cost my coll $138. so per person is ard $20 - $30 bucks i tink.

yeahyeah.. tommorrow is hippi dance class agian. this will be the 2nd last lesson and not sure if we are going to continue. Sat will be my doctor day... quite scary. haiz..

Ying Chuan Chinese Medical Hall

2009-08-22T09:11:00.002+08:00

Journey to the west at 4.30am in the morning.

one of the coll feel that she should go to the chinese Sinseh to 'tune' her body and in the end, a few of them decided to go together. i woke up 4.15am in the morning. and my manager pick me at 4.45am. we reach at 5.30am and there is already a Q if 18 ppl in front of us. initally, i really pull back and think that i am way healthy for the check. i can run, jump, eat, sleep. why do i need to see the sinseh? but after a second tot, why not just let her see a while, anyway, it doesnt kill. but look at the Q, i start to wonder, why do so many ppl Q? i believe they started Q-ing since 5 or rather 4 lo....

the clinic open at 6am and start seeign the person at Q1. total 7 of us and our number start from 21.

Everyone knows that i have a serious period problem which i always vomit, backache and gastic pain when 1st day of period. plus some headache that is always killing me. at my turn, my manager acc me in. the lady just press for my pulse and tell me, ur period always very pain is due to

1) the flow of my blood back flow to my body
2) leaking to my back which leads to back ache
3) the back flow is quite bad that it flows to my big intenstine and casuing my gastic to be pain and unable to pass motion during this period

shit! she is very accurate by just press my pulse. and blood is adnormal therefore, it shoots to my head and cause head ache. as she say, she is only a sinseh, what she can intro is to do the ultra sound at geneagles to address to my problem immediately. as the blood strain will leave at my back, causing back ache constantly.

I do have small lumps at the upper part of my body and recommend me to do breast feed to cure the lumps, otherwise, it may lead to breast cancer.

i an not suppose to take peanuts and soya from now on...

Den my tau po how?? :( sad sad.......

i hope that whatever i am doing now can help me pass thru the barrier at the age of 28. i am going to the hospital next week. like what i say, if this is able to help me, i will spend my fortune on it just to help myself....

You think you are very good?

2009-08-12T13:30:00.002+08:00

There is a co in the IT building at the central of Singapore, doing those transmission thingy at level 3 of that building.

if they think they are so good, why cant they install a simple router and just wanna save on the $150? you wan fast service, of coz there will be express charge. turn around you question why those rotuers selling in the same building cannot be use? if it can be use, then what do ISP earn? then why some router selll at 3k and some selling at $300? can you please use ur brain?

Batam Trip 8 Aug - 9 aug

2009-08-11T12:12:00.004+08:00

Short gateaway to Batam for a day. Initially, the Bintan trip is suppose to be over this long weekend, but as my friend that went Bintan together one is going to start his training, therefore, we push our Bintan trip earlier. And Batam Trip was a last min arrangment on July. :)

This time round, check in and ferry is at Habourfront. ^^ suppose to meet them 845 for breakfast, but i reach at 915. :P anyway, had my mac for breakfast and baord the ship at 10am. Lucky we manage to grab some beer and red wine. I nearly threw up in the ferry as it is too hot
:(

We touch down at Batam around 12pm (their time 11am) and we check in to our room at Holiday inn immediately.

http://www.ichotelsgroup.com/h/d/hi/1/en/hotel/btaid

It is a suite that have 2 rooms. so me and ben occupy one and jocelyn with her husband occupy one. Costing us $72.25 per person. We rest a while and took a cab to their city for massage. Cabby is quite ex... S$16, but share by us is $4 per person.

We reach Nigoya City and book our massage at 3.40pm (2.40 their time). Since it is only 1pm (2pm their time), we went to the shopping mall for lunch. the lunch is not excatly nice but it cost think only $40 which is $10 per person. Lunch consist of Tofu goreng, Chicken soup, catfish, mash egg. After the lunch, we walk around for some digestion before goign for massge. i wanted to get some curl fires from A&W which we do not see it in Singapore anymore, but jocelyn says that it is not nice. :P massge cost us at $23 per person and transport back to hotel is only $14. after massage, we goto the neasrest bakery to tabao some bread for breakfast the next day and some tibits shopping . 6 bread cost me at $4 only and tibits cost me at $20. ^^

We went to the seasfood restuarnt near our hotel for dinner. 2 big carbs, Kailan, Calamari, chicken, Tom Yam soup, total bill of $80, per person only at $20. :P

er... looks like renioun dinner... :P

as usual, drinking session in hotel starts at 9pm (8pm their time). Ben Knock out as early as 11pm (10pm their time). He really very pig lo.... >.< href="http://tinypic.com/" target="_blank">

Look... i found a big sealion in the water~~!!!

and it sings..' close your eye... give me ur hand darling... do you feel my heart beating....'

and it knows how to act cute...

so i decided to go down and punch him...

and he become my darling once agian.. hahah

Day 1: $115 for hotel, $4 for transport to nigoya, $23 for massage, $9 for lunch, $2 for bread, $3 fpr transport back, $20 for dinner
Day 2: no money spend

Total: $176

nice place to go once again.. next time i am going to try the mani and pedicure and go to another city for massage... and Jocelyn husband and Ben is going to carry the duffer bag once agian pack with beers.... two long lost found brothers.... >.< the beer man...

123456789

2009-08-07T12:43:00.000+08:00

what are you doign at 12.34pm, 7/8/09?

i am walking from bus stop to my office.. >.<

Bintan Trip 1st aug - 3 Aug

2009-08-03T22:58:00.010+08:00

Went for a short trip and this trip was booked before my sch incident happen. i tot that i will not be enjoying the trip but thank god that APSC manage to get us in to other school. but to top up money or not is still a question which we will know if next wed. So i took this opportunity to take a break :)

as early as 6.30am, i woke up to prepare and head off in a cab to Tanah Merah Ferry and arrvie at 7.40am. 4 of us, checked in ..

big big bag......
and we went to Q for boarding..look at the Q....

finally at 9.30, we manage to got in the ferry...

Arriving Wan Seni at 10.30am (9.30 their time), we took the bus for Nirwana Garden and took the bust there.. Last stop - Mayang Sari...

As we arrive at 11.30 (10.30am their time), the room is not ready for check in. So we decide to take a ride to Pasar Oleh Oleh and we went for a S$25 Indonseian Massage. I cannot rem the name as there are really a lot but i rem its near 'Helo Helo'. Thereafter, we head to 'Helo Helo' for lunch and we had Kailan, Tofu, Tom Yam soup, Fried fish. the meal cost me S$80. I treated as i owe JL dinner money the night before. After lunch, we head back to Mayang Sari and hopefully we could check in to our room. Me and Ben check in to Loster 2 the sea view beach hut. ^^ JL n his gf check in to Lobster 4. lucky we never become lobster when back. :P

Ben start watching TV the moment

i scolded himn that:'watch watch watch.. go back sg to watch la....' and he buay song with me...

just kidding... he going 30 soon still act cute with me.. too bad.. cute doesnt work on me... :P we went to the beach to relax a little and they taught me volley ball.. damn painful lo my hand. all red so we change to firsbee.. Everyone know i super slow and nearly JL nearly wanna push me to the ground. :( He very violent...

We went back to our hut to take a bath and not sure if JL did any quickie... whahha.. just kidding... we meet at 7pm (6pm their time) for dinner. We took the short ride

NBz la... too hungry dunno how to take properly sibo.. Slap slap...

ok..This is much better...

we had our dinner at Dino Bistro...

Ben had Lamb Shank @$23

and we shared the Mushroom soup @S$7..

And i had Salmon Fillet @$22

Plus a Jug of beer shared with JL(exclude cost to him) as well @$30. Our Total dinner is actually $90 but we contributed $100. :)

JL had Surf and Turf (accordingly to Elaine, i think my spelling should be right)

His gf had a Seadfood Trio i think

When i went to the ladies, i saw this

The Gaintic baord game. i always love this.. too bad they don wanna play with me.. i very sad... :(

We wanted to go to the Foam party at the beach resort but we decided to head back to the room to have some Voka which JL had brought @$26. After some drinks and watch 'Doom' on channel 5, we are too tired to go to the foam party and we decide to catch some sleep. we manage to finish only 1/4 of the bottle.

Me and Ben woke up early at 8am(their time) for breakfast. i woke up coz i am damn cold.... 17degrees.... god...

Complimentary breakfast

Eat more and b a fat pig..

After Breakfast, me, JL and his gf went to the beach for sun-tanning.. and Ben? back to the room to sleep...

JL grumble hungry the moment to clock strike 1pm(their time) and we pack up to the hut for bath. I woke Ben up at 2pm (their time) for lunch. he indeed become pig.. eat le sleep, sleep le eat.... We went to Kelong for lunch...

Scnery is good...

all i know is the barocli is at $32 one plate....!#^%^$#@@$#$%$#%$@#!

Oat Prawnz

Steam Black Garopa (dunno how to spell)

Carb Carb... srup srup.. this is the best man... :P

This meal cost per couple $100

After the lunch, we went back to Pasar oleh oleh to get some souvier for our friends.

WE went to the beach resort hotel i think for dinner at 8pm (their time) for some pizza, mushroom soup and pasta.

Costing each couple $50.

After dinner, we head back our room for a bath before we start playing cards... the rest of the voka finish within 2 hours. how we do it? we play a game call number card game..

A- get a person to play 5/10 with you
2- assign 2 person or get one person to play 5/10 with you
3- assign 3 person of get teo person to play 5/10 with you
4- everyone play or 4 person play
5- action card
6- clap
7- 7up
8- tiger
9- question 'i never'
10- drink one slip
J- drink half cup
Q- bottoms up
K- safe card

try it man... its damn fast... i am goign to play over coming weekend agian... hahahah...

JL and Ben drank the most...ahhahah :P both drunken man go back to the room to sleep and I prepare to check out the next day.

After breakfast, we went to the Spa which we had already book and cost me $336 per couple for sand salt srucb plus yogurt and herbal bath.

The only thing that keep flashing in my mind is the dress that i dun bear to buy at S$50.... :(

(direct view outside my hut)

Day 1: - $80 + $25 + $50 = $155
Day 2: - $50 + $25 + 25 = $100
Day 3: - $25 + $168 = $193
hut : - $279

whole trip cost me $727. and this exlcude Ben for buying cigarette.

Nice place to go once, too ex to go twice...

To be continue.....

Testing

2009-07-31T11:31:00.001+08:00

Trying to blog with my itouch

Brookes Business School

2009-07-15T13:01:00.000+08:00

my sch

http://www.channelnewsasia.com/stories/singaporelocalnews/view/442245/1/.html

thank you.....

my $$ gone....

Day at sentosa on 4 July + Dinner on 6 July 09

2009-07-06T23:15:00.003+08:00

Spend a day at sentoa over the weekend..with Jon & Jasmin with lucky, me and my bf, damien with shadow, Dave, and 'the childhood friend'

my bf trying to handle lucky with care

Lucky the mighty

us

Today suppose to catch ice age 3 but it was full house at 7. :( so ben and me decide to go to Ben & Jerry for some ice cream... to be honest.. this is my first time and i fell in love with the cookies and cream... surppppppp.. yummy..

Ben and Jerry.. not ben and joanne hor...

we head down to the old school later for dinner and some drinks...

some wings and pizza...

some vege...

Thanks hor... i and gaining weight... damn..... i m so not meeting him for the rest of the week....

Transformers: Revenge of the Fallen

2009-06-30T15:13:00.002+08:00

caught the Transformers last nite. lucky i chose Cathay for moive man.. else it is really pain in the ass by the time the show finish in 2 1/2 hours. quite funny instead of the action as they have really quite a number of sence that is funny. esp int he show when Sam's mother ate the weed and start talking nosense to everyone. haha.. .disgusting part was the girl sticking her tongue in sam's mouth and taste like 'petrol'. :)

this kind of shows i will prefer to watch in cinema.

Had a great dinner before the show... i think i am going to be fat soon with the rate that my bf is feeding me at.... god....

Bye Bye

2009-06-29T14:10:00.003+08:00

i forgot to say..

bye bye to Not so Nice guy no:1
bye bye to Nice guy no: 4

and a big bye to Nice Guy No:2... i sincerly hope you will find a nice girl soon. not all the girls are the same. there are special ones out that which you should open up ur heart and find which i will send you all my blessing. work is impt but hanging out will keep urself up to date. and i jsut got to know that he knows i like him. so pai sei..whaha... whatever it is, too bad... i can only send him all my blessing from now on..

I am walking out from Nice guys and towards the guy that continue the path with me. i dunno how long it will last, but i just have to trust it will work.

I am attach

2009-06-28T23:48:00.002+08:00

to someone who really know how to take care of me
to someone who really andore me
to someone who will spoilt me
to someone who will give in to me
to someone who looking forward to long relationship
to someone who is serious wth me
to someone who knows who is me

to someone who i dunno if he loves me...

i am attach to Nice guy number 3....

Nice guys

2009-06-24T13:52:00.002+08:00

Not so Nice Guy no1 have not called/ msg me for ages. i still feel bad over that incident which i scolded him coz i am having bad mood plus on PMS. last spoke was on May

Nice Guy no2, havent seen him after the PC show + JB dinner... that was like 2 weeks ago..some ppl says he likes me, some ppl ask me to forget about him coz it have been a logn tiem and till now he have simply no actions at all.

Nice Guy no3 ahve asked me twice. our actions are a little like couple.... but under our friends nose, we are just like normal friends. i dun deny that his chances are slgihtly higher but the last stage that he have to go thru will be this sunday. wish him all the best ya...

Nice Guy no4(J) pop out from nowhere which caught me at surprise... he is sweet enough to actually brought me a cake even though my bday was over for quite some time. My exams was on 12 June which is 2 weeks after my bday. He and another friend of mine, Mike, waited for me outside my school for me to finish my papers and that was 11pm. thereafter, they drove me to changi beach which another group of friends are wiaitng. basically, we only know Yi Ling and her gruop are all mitsubishi drivers and Nice Guy no4 actually brought me a cake. Mike make a bday card for me. they are indeed very sweet to me. Therefore, i only tot that Nice guy no4 is just like a normal friend to me. The supriseing part was on Sat when Thomas, another guy friend in the group ask me if i wanna join him and Niceguy no4 for a drink at yio chu kang there. so i join them after my sister place. Can see that Nice Guy no 4 looks a little drunk to me. when i am home, he sent me this mag:

'i know tat i can't give you a rich life. But i can promise you i will give you 3 full meal and a roof to stay.Will you be wif me???Is it sweet???'

above is excatly what he type. Some comment that he is serious about it, but i think he is drunk and his words are just wrong. but friends commented that how can a drunken person type so long plus no wrong words... what is your say?

no matter what, no3 is still on the of the list. will i be attach soon?

Mr Nice guy No 3

2009-06-17T01:19:00.002+08:00

recently, i realsie that there is a Mr nice guy number 3. :)

to be honest, he is realy very nice to me. he ferry to me to sch on a sat morning and send me back home. wherever i wanted to go, he is sure to be there to acc me. sweet isnt it

i spoilt everything coz i just told him not to treat me so good.

to be really honest is that i am quite badly hurt in my last relationship. i may look ok, i may be laughing at my ex. but seriously, i am really upset over it.

Mr Nice Guy no 3 is someone that i knw for quite some time. he post me the question twice and my answer to him is give me time till end of the month. but i really have too much commitment. not in terms of other guys coz most of them doesnt stand a chance. yes, Mr nice guy no 2 is still on my list, therefore, i am in a contridating stuiation. Maybe no 3 may not be so nice to me anymore and he really suddenky do that. i feelk a little upset, but i have to go thru it.

No 3 is seiously on the top list but re-rankign happen coz my mum saw him lighting ghrt cigatette for me. i really dunno how can i change the impression but i guess he have give up. i will just have to move on with my life. too much things happen and i need a breathing space

good vs bad

2009-06-05T17:35:00.002+08:00

good boy vs bad boy, which will you chose?

will you get someone always chatty with you or always you talk he listen
will you get someone quiet or noisy

haiyo....

Upgrading Part time to Full time?

2009-06-04T14:34:00.004+08:00

Someone asked if he can he upgraded to my full time boyfriend...

Him says (12:02 PM): Hee... U wan to watch movie tonight?
<> says (12:03 PM): u wan date me
Him says (12:07 PM): Sure... U r my darling leh...
<> says (12:08 PM): lol! dar or ling
Him says (12:10 PM): DARLING
Him says (12:12 PM): Can...?
<> says (12:12 PM): cannot la.. part time only, must half only
Him says (12:13 PM): Can upgrade to ft?
<> says (12:14 PM): no free upgrade.. whahah
Him says (12:17 PM): i not asking for free...
Him says (12:18 PM): Now offer as a package...
<> says (12:18 PM): as a sales account manager handling ur account, i will not suggest u to go for the upgrade
Him says (12:18 PM): All in one package...
<> says (12:18 PM): sorry that the promotion is over
Him says (12:18 PM): Why?
<> says (12:18 PM): there should be new paclage that will be offer end of the year
<> says (12:20 PM):dun play liao la..
Him says (12:20 PM): Tell me more abt tat package.. Interesting...

Him says (12:21 PM): not playin... Serious one hor...

hm... what do you think?

my bday celebration

2009-05-30T12:54:00.006+08:00

1st bday dinner at The Cathay

16 May 2009...

1st bday dinner with jasmin and jon, roy and his gf, apple and her bf(sorry, cant rem his name although i am suppose to know his name)

Went to aston for dinner. the food not very nice compare to the outlet at joo chait and serangoon garden. after that we went for moive

the show is quite good actually, but apple admit that she fell asleep in the thretre.. -.-

Thank you very much for the present from jasmine, jon and roy

i dun think i would wanna step on it.....

23 May 2009
Had a simple dinner at tmapines mall with my ex sjab mate....

pressie from meiting...

Celebration with my usual gang of friends. Thanks to Grace, Jiayan, Huirong, Jasmine, Wendy who rem my bday.. ^^ and big thank you to davis for keep asking me to drink...

sexy ladies in the house

Squeeze

lala

Pressie....

the weighing scale...very special :)

together with weighing scale, bag and mouse - Thanks to Grace, Jiayan, Huirong and Derrick

thanks to wendy and jasmine for the keyboard. jasmine, i still owe you a pressie :)

another celebration was on 27 May 2009, eve of my bday, but still waiting for someone to upload the pics to me.... :)

gift from Elaine and Ben Ben...

my best friend brought me a necklance... :)

For the actual day... my coll actaully brought me a gift. thanks Christy (he wun get to read this)

i had dinner with Mr Nice guy 2.

On the day itself, he called m eat 6 plus and says that he will be late and ask me to go home first. Intially i tot that it will be cancelled but end up we manage to
at 10pm. looking at the timing, i guess the moive is out. He ask me where to eat and as usual, bday ger dun have to think anything. :P i leave it to him and he decides to eat at bugis. the hong kong cafe that he wanted to eat is close so we went to the chinese thai restuarant....

the bill on him...keke.... :P not very expensive.... and the food so so only. :)

thereafter, it is alrady 11 plus and i suggested go home coz my power is only until 12am. :P but he wanted to go to the new shopping mall at bugis... i was still wondering at this hour will there be shopping still open? since he wanted to go, so i say just go there walk walk a while lo. But true enough, only moive thretre and arcarde is open. since i wanted to watch monster and alien, so we Q for the tickets. at the moive there is film garde which is a new brand which i never hear before. anyway, at the counter, he pass the lady his card and i wonder how come we haevnt say wat we wanted to watch and yet he go and pass the person his card. actaully, he have already book the tickets for the show and the timing is just nice after our dinner....Quite surpirse that he actualy plan for this dinner and moive. ^^

he told me that he wanna get jacket at the car so we head back to the carpark and he ask me to take it from the boot. but actually is to get my present. he gave me a samsung pink color digital cam

yesterday was school day and my classmate, joylyn brought me a present as well. so sweet of her...

I have a lot of kitties for present. Thanks to all friends. the only present that is not is from my best friend and MR Nice guy 2. Mr Nice giy 2 say befroe he will never buy hello kitty for me. i am sure one day it will happen. :P . my best friend always buy me kitty when she go oversea. keke...

Now i goign to have dinner with another group of friends. she say she is goign to buy me hello kitty USB thumb drive. lets c how it goes.... ^^

Looking back

2009-05-22T17:25:00.003+08:00

6 more days and i m a step nearer to 3X... holy shit~~~!!

I dun really intend to throw a big celebration anymore. As Conard gang always have a culture and the culture shall never change, i will be hitting Rain this sat to have a mini gathering (as per my sms) with them. dunno who are the ppl that rem and those who aint not. I am pretty sure one is not sure coz she ask me 'anythign special on that day?' haha.... if she still dunno den bo bian... hahaha..anyway, i din really take it to heart. :)

Monday is really a bluey day coz i simply feel like slapping someone at the face. Mr Nice guy No 1. Maybe he is really sway coz i already have a freaking bad day at work

Nice guy 1: i just finish work, where are you
me: Just home
Nice guy 1: tired or not? wanna meet?
me: this question should be i ask you. where are you now?
Nice guy one: on the way home
me: ok lo.... maybe meet at compass point coz havent been there long time
Nice guy 1: ok. tired or not
me: i already answer your question lei, stop repeating
Nice guy 1: LOL

is it very funny? i agree that i am in a super bad mood and i called him am scolded him:' what is so funny? So happy to ask right? now i tell u i tired liao, wanna sleep liao!'

but i felt bad after that.. so i sms him say

me: sorry.. i dun find anything funny. anyway, still wanna meet?
Nice guy 1: dun wan, he go walk walk alone.
me: come on... i am sorry k
he din reply..... for 20 mins

me: so how?
he still dun reply for 10 mins and i am piss...

me: if thats the case i go meet my friend liao...

i kept callign him at least 20 times and he refuse to pick my call. so tell me.. am i in the fault?haiz....

Anyway, Tues i went to caught X-Men Origins: Wolverine with Ben and Elaine.

Angry day

2009-05-18T14:25:00.003+08:00

To Mr Nice guy no 2:

I really dun understand why are you so ficker minded. one moment say ok next moment say not ok. when i say 'see you later' means i am not having appt with anyone. what is wrong with you. when i say i head out with my frens means i am out with them nothing changes my mind. if i wanna meet my friends, you wun even be flash in my mind.

Being presurize

2009-05-12T10:50:00.002+08:00

when

1) you have a base in front for you to call day to day
2) you ahve to manage your own cusotmer day to day
3) you have to arrange from head to toe
4) you have to beg for help
5) you have to check for thingss yourself
6) you have to fill up forms
7) you have to explain everything
8) you have to handle after sales
9) you have to look for solutions
10) you have to press for lead time

And you have to do everything urself even if its not my problem .

dont make your problem my problem coz you chose this job...

CArpark at building next to Funan

2009-05-09T22:55:00.002+08:00

to my surpise, its town area and there are ppl still using this coin for parking? i tot its suppose to be ERP-ed?

Shopping at mustafa

2009-05-08T10:49:00.003+08:00

that day Mr nice guy 2 came to my place to ask me help him on his filling up of cleareance. nb... 20 over pages. lucky am also half in that field, else i really dunno how to fill up for him.

Its not the first time anyway. there was once, i help him do a summaryof 500 words abt revist thingy. he given me 5 points and i have to add on the words for him. -.- lucky i did some assignements before, else i really dunno how to help him. lolz...but the suammry not bad wor according to his coll. the boss praise that his suammry very good.... and asked him if he wrote himself or not... haha

after filling up the clearenace form with him, we two decide to go mustafa as he needs to get socks and i never really been there before. i went there once with Tommy only but he was also drunk, so we walk less than 5mins came out liao. this time round, Mr nice guy 2 took me around. i am pretty suprise that you seriously can find everything there. That includes from sportwear, watched, i-touch, laptop bag, geocrioes, basically anything and everything.

Something caught my eye which Mr nice guy 2 brought.

Its actully a fake survillance cam which cost at $4.50 i think. cannot rem the price but its indeed very nice. :) he stays at level 2 and he was thinking that this will scare off the ppl.... >.<

i think till now he havent install and it will soon become a white elephant. that reminds me of Roy which he brought a mosquito net back in 2004 when we are together. i think till now its still in his waredore lo... lolz

1st pressie from Sheena ^^

2009-05-08T08:07:00.007+08:00

this morning a package is on my desk..

its my first bday pressie from Sheena... anyway... dun think she have a chance to read this entry. :)

"hm...... kitty...'

'er...the face a bit...'

'nevermind...still my beloved'

i got to know some nice guys over the internet and one of them had a boyish face... he is call (N).... i got to know another guys call (Cal) and (Nic) as well...

Boyish face no 1 (N)

hm... he send me back after few drinks at boiler. chatted a bit and he is more towards shy type. dun drink a lot dunno becoz he doesnt know how to drink or izzit becoz he aint a good drinker.. hope you find urself a true love soon. ^^

Not very Nice guy No 1 (Cal)

er..serious... stop flirting ard even i knw that you have these in your car by the side of the passenger door..

but still.. i dun think that is the correct way lei. knowing gers online and then bringing them to bed. i understand you are being quite responsbile b having those with you all the time. but still, i hope you can find a proper one rather than flinging ard and before you know it, you may have gotten something... Happy fishing for gers today but like what i say, hope you knw what u doing.

Nick

well... thanks for the show of Horsemen last Tues. you can be a great pal to hang out with. hope that you will grow up soon since Janet have brought you a baby boy, i think u should actually marry her. woo her back although i understand that the kid is following her surname, but then no matter what, at the end of the day, its still your kids. good luck in your job hunting. :)

this weekend will be another fighting week. Sat will have class from 10am to 5pm. after that i will need to head down to my god sister place to do visiting coz it will be her first kimo. she got tumor dignose 7 years ago and it really have been a long time since last operation which makes her lost her Kidney. this time round, the tumor is sitting at her main blodd vessals and nerves. even doc also share with her that they cannot operate on her due to the blood vessal. now can only depend on the kimo and hope that it can be smaller in terms of size.. Pray

moives of the week

2009-05-06T10:49:00.003+08:00

Caught a few shows over the weekend

the international

watch with Steven at cine on Sat. i would say its quite nice, just that its a little draggy. Very sad ending.

Also, i have watched Horseman last nite

i din knw that its the stupid 'come and see' thingy... hai... my friend keep lsughing at me. the only memory i had was watching saw 3 with one of my ger friend. I almost close my eyes for the whole show and she still can munch the popcorn... >.<

I caught it at the end of the eatern side and the funny part is the god damn screeen is not adjusted properly and the actor/ actoress look a bit fat and short to me. What surprise me most is i can c the damn mic in the show and once i can even see the shooting camera. I dunno is the show or is it the theartre. have anyone caught this???

daily life

2009-05-04T12:47:00.005+08:00

To Mr Nice guy 2

Thanks for the seafood at neighbour country last nite.. ^^

to my supprise, the custom have change and finally it looks much nicer now. more ogranize and more counter. :)

we head down together with his fren + gf to holiday inn where the jazz and blues is. i use to club there during the dating period with someone that my group doesnt like. it somehow bring the memories back to me.

Mr Nice guy 2 brought the cover for his E71 which i find it quite nice but he find it too werid... but still he brought it.. maybe becoz i say its nice... keke... :P

after that, we went for some seafood dinner.. the food was nice, but maybe i am a little to shy to talk too much..haha.. must leave good impression lei. whahahah...

we head home and there is slight jam. by the time i hit my sack, its about 1am.. ZZzzzz...

anyway... my DB race just finish.. i super fall in love with myself.. very handsome lei...

the only long hair on the boat is me... no need look looking ard...

my front view

3 years of rowing from 2007 onwrds

first year

second year

3rd year... i not inside coz i go home liao.,,,whahahahha

yi lu zhou lai bu rong yi...

anyway.. work is gettin hectic due to the change of business stragtey... time for me to start the war... jia you...

Money is the most impt thing in the world?

2009-04-25T00:46:00.002+08:00

yes... i agree.. ppl cannot live without money... how about position????

actually, last year i gt the top sales for 07/08

And for 08/09

both of it is at my place....

but then so what????

the moment i reach home and show my mum a proud reward i have and her first thing is

mon: 'got more money?'
me: no...
mon: stupid arh.. then work so hard for what?

wha lao... the word stupid, hurt me right in my heart man... i think if its my brother, she iwll be damn happy about it... and me???~!

den i went back to the room, keep the trophy properly.... den go to bath..while on the way

mom: then ur boss treat you eat what
me: nothing...

this is actually a recongination of what i have did over the year. is a sense of happiness which i hope to share... last year when i got extra money from there, i distribute to my mum and dad... this year, i think i seriously need to think twice, is there a need... are they happy for me???

is money the only thing in her mind? is money really that impt? even if i give her money she will also give my brother, then what for? why not i keep it myself?? or rather, treat my coll eat... at least they help me... and my mum only ask me... 'got money or not?'

Daily life

2009-04-23T18:51:00.001+08:00

Sch home work and dragon boat...

the lifestyle is basically killing me slowly... looks like i really need some management of time badly....

revision, homework, notes... piling..

work, follow up, sales figures is slowly killing me

dragonbaot races..training is exhasting my body

Failure vs Nice Guys

2009-04-21T23:12:00.006+08:00

Not very Nice guy No 1 (G)

- i really hope that i can give you a chance but i guess is a little impossible
- surpirse visit will not make me really happy but i am glad that u really waited for me outside my sch since 7pm till 10pm. i guess no one have ever done that before during my 1 year stay in the sch
- i dun like reporting
- if you dont have a stable job, blame yourself for not having a 'shang jin xin'

Nice guy No 2 (WF)
- even though you are of a diff lifestyle from what i have now, but i guess you aint that bad at all
- i do enjoy the outing with you, please stop saying you are just a boring person
- you are busy at work i am even worst than you at times
- Short tempered with me doesnt work

Failure no 1 (YG)

- dun keep tellign me to be with u when i dun liek it
- stop repeating how much u miss me coz i dun miss u
- i dun think you have a chance coz you really size like my brother
- dun tell me how much u like me coz i and seriously not interested
- dun tell me u wanna b with me when you dun even know me well
- stop claiming how much u know me coz i dun even know myself
- stop saying the same thing coz you aint drawing any of my attention
- stop thinking too much coz you are someone that i will never keep in my mind
- stop telling me how much you can click with me coz i dun even think we click
- stop forcing my brain to think of what to talk to u each day coz i am also tired after a day of work

Failure no 2 (JQ)
- eh... please look at the mirror agian please
- if the hongie were to chose you, please dun be so silly and go for other ppl
- you cant even define the word plesant therefore, dun think too much
- dun be a smart kid coz u aint smart at all
- stop boosting how rich you are coz money is not everything in the world
- you drivng sucks, so dun tell me how bad ppl drive
- lucky you din fall for me else i will laugh my ass off the chair

Failure no 3 (JN)
- stop msning me telling me how much u miss me coz we only met once
- stop pestering me when i wanna take pic with you coz i am selective in taking pic with ppl

Expensive gift i brought

2009-04-12T11:46:00.005+08:00

Was at soo kee warehouse sale late last month... brought gifts for my mum...

and this is my last year christmas gift...which i owe myself

and this will be my advance bday gift....haha

ya... i spend almost my salary on that day itself... but this is my first step in life that i finally can afford something really for myself and not depending on other ppl to buy for me. :) looks like the plan for i-touch really got to postpone till May.

econmic have not been good and neither i am doing well. just hope that this recession will end soon and i can pick the busienss up once agian.Have not really gone out clubbing for very very long time... i am trying to monitor if i really could save some bucks from there. I realize a not bad place in punggol located at punggol end... really very relax place with drinking bar near the sea and yet drinks are not exensive... punggol marina...anyone??

Which is Which

2009-04-07T14:28:00.002+08:00

i guess no one is as sway as me... back in year 2008, i started sching in this sch located at beach road. i am suppose to be grad by now with this Uni... BUT.... that oversea uni break away with this private sch that i am attending, therefore, i have to pick any uni to contiue my degree and damn it, it will be 1 year or 1 1/2 year extension....

i have 4 choices now...

1) Ballarat (8 more assignment + coursework)
2) Concordia (12 assignment)
3) IAM (8 exams, 1 online, 1 thesis, 1 coursework)
4) IAU (6 exam)

which should i go?

Emails

2009-03-25T09:31:00.002+08:00

i am trying to manage my emails properly and deleting those email that are not worth keeping and this caught my eyes

How To Be A Better Couple
10 steps to enjoying each other better...

1. Be realistic about each other.
Don't try to turn ur partner into something he or she is not. Let's face it, guys-there's only 1 Pamela Anderson in the world, and even she has had her implants removed! Give ur gal a break and understand that her physical appearance is NOT going to change overnight with the help of a few facials or treatments. And ladies, Brad Pitt has already been taken, so u're gonna have to do with what ur guy is like! Chill out, love each other for what u are. There is more to ur partner than what meets the eye.

2. Always talk things out.
Now guys, I know this is not ur fave pastime or mode of resolving issues, but u know what? This works with the gals. Don't make assumptions about each other's feelings. Learn to xpress urself better so that ur partner understands what u're angry about, or hurt about, or even happy about! When u stop talking to each other from the heart, it's the beginning of the end.

3. Do stuff together.
Make an effort to do things together. Do some sports or involve urselves in some shared activities; something both of u enjoy or are interested in. It could be as simple as watching movies together, or just strolling hand-in-hand down Orchard Road. Watch soccer with him once in a while though the green patch on TV puts u to sleep in 3 seconds. And guys, do give in if ur gal asks for another day at window-shopping, rather than suggest that she go out with her girlfriends for "that sort of activities" instead. If u're spending more time with ur friends rather than with ur partner, it's a warning sign that u're drifting apart!!!

4. Meet each other halfway.
If he agrees to throw out that rotten T-shirt with the "The_Rock" print, u shouldn't kick up much of a fuss if he asks u to keep ur room tidy. There's gotta be a little giving and taking in a relationship, so learn to meet each other halfway.

5.Show ur love
Buy her flowers or candy or perfume every now and then, even if u have been together for 5years. It's wonderful to continue showing someone that u care for him or her. Cook him a special meal, paint him a Valentine's Day card. Knit him mini-socks he can't wear ( like for decoration purposes => ), buy him a packet of milk for breakfast, or pack his wardrobe for him...so he knows u can still be romantic and loving despite having been together for quite a while.

6. Respect each other.
Stop making jokes about her hair or skin, or whatever it is u love to laugh at. Ask urself if she thinks if its funny. And if he has an inferiority complex about his height, stop ogling at tall guys and make him feel worse! Love is about respecting each other's feelings and being sensitive to each other at all times.

7. Bury the past.
Stop bringing up the past. Gals..don't bring up the happy things about u and ur ex to ur guy, it would just make him jealous or unhappy. And guys, don't talk about the happy times that u had with ur ex or mention about her in ur every other sentence as it would make ur gal feel un-happy and she might think that u saying all this b'cos u are gonna get back with ur ex or not interested in her anymore.

8. Sit on ur jealousy.
All of us go thru' spells of insecurity at the beginning of the relationship, but don't translate that insecurity into jealousy. If u're gonna go through ur partner's mail and cupboard, and eavesdropping on conversations, u know something is wrong - with u!!! Jealousy is like a poison that slowly spreads thru' the relationship before finally killing it. Trust ur partner; love has to have trust in it.

9. Keep ur commitments to each other.
If ur partner is standing u up all the time and canceling dates and breaking promises, u need to talk! If u're in a relationship, make ur partner ur priority and don't disappoint them if u can help it. It's really terrible when someone promises to take u to dinner, and then calls to cancel it. Don't make promises u can't keep. If ur partner starts to feel that he/she is not important enough to u, u may just lose him/her.

10. Be honest.
Honesty is not scowling at how awful she looks first thing in the morning, or telling him that he has the biceps of a fly~! When we say "be honest", we mean expressing ur feelings clearly, not being bitingly cruel. When u're hurt, say so, and when u're angry, tell him/her, w/o getting hysterical. If u can't be honest with ur partner, who can u be honest with? Love is also about honesty, and a relationship where no honesty exists probably isn't worth it!

Final Proper blogging

2009-03-24T14:06:00.004+08:00

i am finally in the correct mind during blogging. Dun have to worry that someone will actually flare and staart quarreling at me... no one will say 'then the whole world knows' etc..

yeah yeah... :)

Work have been really stressful esp the project that i took early this year. It makes me really sibei bo eng lo. the Site office is located at the marina south which they are buildin RI there. My cus is one of the contractor which is building a underwater tunne to RI in future. you guys will c is 5 years later. have been running in and out of that construction site, making myself having quite a number of blue black... >.<

life is not much of roller coaster these days except that i am back to single all of the sudden.I guess we end it with mutual understanding and hopefully one day he will find someone better and he will have something to share with the person day to day.

Anyone have nice guys to intro? whahah.....

By the way, just back last week from Vietnam with my family and my brother's gf. Damnit man.. that women really is money digger... it makes me hate her to the core. will blog the pics real soon.

2009-03-24T14:06:00.001+08:00

fairytale ends

2009-03-23T01:06:00.003+08:00

from 14 feb 2008 to 21 march 2009

3 lives

2009-03-06T00:06:00.002+08:00

do you believe in past, present and future?

do you believe that whatever you owe in the past u will have to return this year?

do you believe in barrier that you have to go thru?

do you believe that the 1st barrier is the hardest?

do you believe that the 1st barrier happen at lunar age 28?

what will u do if my life is ending?

Uniquely us - for some laughs

2009-03-05T17:56:00.002+08:00

This is good too.........

Some ring of truth here?

Funny truths about life in small small country

1. Nite - Sleep with air-con; Day - Bathe with heater on

2. Day - Cannot Wake up; Nite - Cannot Sleep

3. Cigarettes - Convenient to buy; not convenient to smoke

4. Chewing Gum - Can Chew, Cannot buy?? (Restricted to buying)

5. Smell Of rubbish besides letterboxes; Rubbish inside Letterbox

6. Private Cars - Cheaper & Cheaper to Buy, harder & harder to maintain

7. Education - Teachers teaching Less but expects students to learn More

8. High-tech barbaric local - knows how to use state-of-the art equipment, but dunno how to use a simple dustbin or a toilet

9. There are quite a number of rich/poor in here - They have Car, Credit Card, .... but no Cash and lots of loans

10. Translation is needed between Sin-Chinese and China-Chinese (la..lei..ne)

11. local never like to vote, but like to complain

12. Half local rushed to buy Hello kitty, but the other half busy killing stray cats

Happiness keeps you Sweet,
Trials keep you Strong,
Sorrow keeps you Human,
Failure Keeps you humble and
Success keeps you glowing,
but only Faith & Attitude
Keeps you going..... "

One sec death

2009-03-02T14:29:00.003+08:00

Yesterday was on a dragonboat training. was a bright and hot day in the beginning. we rowed for 35mins and we are off to the shore for break. After the break, we went back on board for the 2nd part of the training. just halfway thru, it starts pouring heavily. but quite normal as we do train on raining days. however, the rains gets heavier and out boat is aready fill with water covering my toes. thinking it should be fine. but when we are at the first turning point, there will small lightings here and there. i felt a little scared, but still ok. then the roaring gets bigger... and louder and i tilt my head to the sky, the lighting seems to stuck across my face... damn... the lighting seems touching the water very soon. we are the only boat on the river.. 1st moment strikes my head:' if whole boat really kana electrify, what will happen?'

Actually the first thing hit my mind is Bryan. i dunno y i will ask myself 'will he actually be sad?' 'will he shed a tear?' 'will he come for my funeral?'

agian.. (I) ppl

2009-02-20T16:55:00.001+08:00

i m seriously no trying to be racist..