Late nite blogging
Thursday, February 28, 2008
it took me one time to realize actually, i really need someone to take care of me. prehaps i m being pampered all along and suddenly, i realise i have grow up without me even knowing it.
i start laughing at how childish my thinking was back last year. i need someone who can really always hold me by his side and not leaving me alone. i m not as strong as what everyone thinks. no matter how strong i m, i still need a leaning shoulder. now..where can i find the someone?
the war have start in my office and now, i m fighting for the quota. thats what a sales should do. 250k, how can i hit this?
is it my pms coming or its my thinking now that is negative?
Cousin, blog lost?
falling sick
Thursday, February 21, 2008
CNY
Monday, February 18, 2008
i hope everyone have enjoy their vday.
i know my topic is a little werid coz vday suppose to come after CNY, y m i still blogging about CNY. :P i didnt really have time to blog it during the CNY period duhz....
last day before CNY:
was off from work..yeah!! work from home but who cares. hehe...was sleeping all the way until late morning. woke up and then head down to do my eyebrow which the pervious ger did for me is really very bad. i like lynn's one so i think i will lookign for her next time too. thereafter, bryan couldnt find a place for a hair cut and happen that the barber below my house open till 6pm. so i asked him to come over my place here. due to some last min arragnement, the whole day i am wiaitng for the equipment to be send to my place. whole day is a disater with me working on my work and helpign my mum to prepare for dinner. After the dinner, i help me mum wash the toilets with my manicure...haha..i promise myself next year i m not goign to do my nails instead. after that, JL msg me to ask me head out, we decide on zouk since jasmine is there but i was late as i need to help me mum with some work. when i reach with bryan, jasmine then told me that she have left for arena at clarke quay. when i rush down, then i realise that she have left. i m not blaming her but at that point of time, i am really angry. end up me, bryan n his fren deciede to go back to zouk when his fren met with an accident at the turning point near to havelock road. end up the nite was waiting for tow trunk...
1st day CNY
as usual, i will laze at home till evening then go to my grandpa place. hate it cosz my dad, mum n broth with my grandpa will start talking in hokkien which i dun understand a single word. keep very quiet and the only question i underdstand is...y i have no bf.. -.- duhz... went to BQ for a drink with kelly after that.
2nd day CNY
went to my god sister place and play with my god daughter. :) thereafter, head off to bryan place to giving some greetings to his dad before going to jocelyn(my best fren) place to have some gambling session. both my best fren and sister say the same thing while giving me the hongbao..'please dun take next year liao hor, time for youto give liao hor' koaz...that will not happen lei. but all along i have been visiting their place alone, just that this year, bryan happen to be free to drive me ard. save my cab fares. :P was late to movida and end up got to drink with wendy. :( sad sad... was drunk agian on 2nd day
3rd day CNY
went to gracey place for lunch and gambling session. :P then to my boss place before joing the gang back for derrick, grace and jiani bday. :) damn..i havent got pressie for gracey yet...what should i get for her lei... pondering...
4th day CNY
went to my aunt's place and realise how big my cousin have grown up to. my cousin daughter even call me 'ku po' very loud....sianz...sounds so old...damn,...then went up to cat's place for steambaot session... *happy*
This year CNY seems to have too much days which makes the event not meaningful and prehaps, i am too old for CNY...
Happy Valentine's day
Thursday, February 14, 2008
well, this year is slightly diff coz over the years, this is the first time after so many years that i m celebrating in a single or rather half single mode. everyone tot bryan will date me dun u? but the fact that no, he didnt. in the fact that someone else dated me first. but surprisingly, i am holding back this guy.
yesterday i told myself, if bryan didnt ring be before 12pm, i will go ahead wiht this guy. but happen that bryan ring me at 11.48am to discuss about some other thing. out of furiousness, i ask me straight that are you meeting me tommorrow (which is today) and he sound surprise and give me an answer as 'if you have plans then we head out together lo' my heart sank. is that the way i should be treated? i really just wanna give up and just go dating with another guy since i have fly him so many times. after some talkign then i told him that there is this new guy fren i got to know and he start to ask me who when how. prehaps, i started to get a little tired of not knowing what relationship we are having. yes, you guys have advice me not to lead him on, but the fact that i m not. duno who is leading who on?
he is nice to me at times, but he have not ask any golden question before. maybe even if he do, i will reject so he didnt ask coz i told him once, i dun wanna commit into relationship yet. but still, he didnt even try to ask before. is that my fault?we are really very close till the extend that who thinks we are frens. when ppl say start naming me as his gf, he didnt deny in front of me. WTH is that kind of shit?
the first one who wish me happy vday is the guy, my ex kary and my ex coll. now where is he?
I think i m moving on.
CNY season
Friday, February 01, 2008
every year i will give my mum a sum of money for CNY and itot this year i no need to give too much. end up still the same coz my brother say he have no money. best part is i gave him my computer and he sold it to my cousin wei jian without even lettign me know. the least respect i have got. well..how would i ever intro such guy to my company? i hold quite a good repitation in this company and i dun wish to tranish overnite or with someone.
CNY is next thurs..how come i dun feel anything one huh?
well...V day is seriously around the conner and yes, i dun have any dates. during this meaningful day, i have no dates...sad sad....but nvm..i decide to just stay at home if no one dating me.
i am going to say that i m fat and ugly but ppl is going to scold me crazy etc.... >.<
Last year in this event, my bf at that time, tommy, brought me to mohd sultan a restuarnt for a nice western dinner and a ipod nano for a gift. i gave him a mens shaver. looks like this year i dun have to shop for any V day gift for anyone. :) save $$ haha..
everyone will think that the BMW guy, bryan will date me but too bad, no invation receive and i actually wanted to meet up with my good friend, koh which is staying opp me. but he told me that he is getting married soon. WTF.... been with him for so long and didnt hear him mentioning that he have a gf,...damn it... but whoever he marry, the ger is definatley a lucky ger coz he is really a very caring guy which i nearly fall for him before. hehe..
anyway, most of my friends are attach, no one will acc me isnt it?? haha..anyway, enjoy all your dates...