piss off
Tuesday, July 31, 2007
my dizzy spells come back again...**********
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ok...i m back....dunno issit my pressure getting lower these days or too high or hm...dunno la... anyway, as i mention, as a sales support, you will have to take care once the application is close and pass by sales. guess what, this new sales support of mine, i wouldn't say she is not good, rather, she seems too cool to take this job with a 'dun care face'. my engineer was stuck at jurong island until lunch then she told me that she dun have the information i require from her since 11am. what i wanna say is, she seems unconcern and the person who kana will be the sales person. it reflect pretty bad for us. my seminar is tomorrow and how am i going to trust her in the office? think everything will go haywire.
everything seems in a messy and my table space is getting smaller becoz......my papers are flooding all over... >.<
disappointed
Monday, July 30, 2007
her: hello
her: r we celebrating jiayan's bday?
her:oh isit?last fri ah guan just msg me..ask me to organise..-faint
her: oicic..ok den..=)
me:
her: but after dat is already belated le..nvm la..u all celebrate le den ok lor
her: if nt later she sian cos no one celebrate 4 her..hehe
are we celebrating for the sake of celebrating or are we suppose to make use of the chance to gather a little? our gang getting smaller no doubt new blood join in, but from this, i really feel that the gang is breaking apart? everyone of us is wrking and new frens/ coll some kind of seems to be more click.
one bother to sms me and ask me last fri but too bad that she got my message across wrong. another msg me on sat and nv ask anymore. for those who at least ask, i am ok. but ask and just say nvm about it to me, i think 'you netter put ueself in other ppl shoe..'
anyway, had a little celebration with: missy, itchbackside, serendipity, baby, eugene + gf, guan (after that join in), JL + gf and myself. met to mark when there anyway. Yan was drunk at 1+..hehe... all thanks to everyone form supporting. :P
For those who did not make it, i m sorry as this is a last min decision.
For those who make it on that day, thanks for coming
For those who dunno bother a not, i am disappointed.
Mum confiscate Dad's laptop?
Thursday, July 26, 2007
Have you guys realise that there are some ppl who always tap the ezlink with the whole bag? for ppl who does here as well i m sorry but dun u all find it very irriting? esp when u have a huge heavy bag and u just swing or rather, hit the sensor? i really think that one day, the machine will drop when they throw the bag on the machine lo.why cant just put in wallet and take it out to tap. its is irritng esp when the person in front does that and the machine simply cant detech the card and i have to wait from him to keep swinging until the machine sense it. then i have to keep moving back for him to process with his stunts.... -.-
this morning when i got to bus, there is this irritng old man keep looking at me. dunno what is wrong with my face or what. crazy one... that reminds me of a friend who told me that his ex gf dun liek to take bus. reason being is she keep feeling htta ppl looking at her. eh.....to be frank, i m ok with ppl looking at me, but not staring at me.... it is very irriting. but, she is lucky that she is pretty 'good looking' and she gets ppl to send her to and fro everyday. sounds great hor..otherwise she will take cab and claim from dunno who.... good life hor..how i wish i can be like this also..but sounds too spolit...hmmmm
forever love
Wednesday, July 25, 2007
forever love - Song That melts my heart
o~~~
爱你,
不是因为你的美和影
我越来越爱你,
每个眼神触动我的心
因为你让我看见forever
才了解自己,
未来这些日子
要好好珍惜
爱我
有些痛苦有些不公平
如果真的爱我
不是理所当然的决定
感到你的呼吸在我耳边
像微风深情
温柔的安抚,
我的不安定
所以我要
每年研究你的笑容
wo~~
多么自然
forever love forever love
我只想用我这一辈子去爱你
从今以后,
你会是所有
幸福的理由
爱情,
是场最美最远的旅行
沿途遇经泥泞
偶尔阻碍我们的前进
感到你的体温在我怀里
像阳光和煦
巧妙的熔化
我的不安定
不可思议
证明我爱你的理由
wo
多么自然
你感动的眼睛,
我沉默的声音,
仿佛就是最好的证明
就让我再说一次
ilove you ~~
直到永远
oh
forever love
forever love
forever love
all of you will wonder why i post such old song. its becoz i love this song. aint the words touching to your heart. Whenever i hear this song, my heart melt...Oooooo
esp 从今以后, 你会是所有 幸福的理由 , i really hope that i can be the reason for happiness.... :P
Honeymoon period
Tuesday, July 24, 2007
As mention, ' honeymoon period' to us means : couples when they just get together, they tend to be very sweet or rather loving in the beginning. but, thereafter, things will start to change and attuide and 'real face' starts to show up. my past relationship, the shortest honeymoon period gone striaght after i be with him. the longest i guess last about a year plus.
During honeymoon period, guys tends to be more patience, loving, caring and later part, they take things for granted. And then, quarrel starts arising. However, at our age, do we still have something call 'hooneymoon period'..yes, of coz there is. but it become even shorter as our age is catching up.
But taking one another for granted will ends up wih unhappiness coz one will feel that 'he should know'...assuming starts to kick in place and leads to even more misunderstanding. Gers will always be the sentative ones, not that they dun trust but just that our imagination seems to be more. touch your heart and as urself, have you ever assume or rather got angry over a misunderstanding? i guess pretty much so... :)
I was blogging halfway and my dear gracey share this with me. i think its pretty good and one should always be giving blessing to others to be bless. :)
1) 遇到你真的爱的人时， 要努力争取和他相处下去， 应为当他离去时， 一切都来不及了。
2) 遇到可以相信的朋友时，要好好和他相处，应为在人的一生中，可遇到知己真的不易。
3) 遇到人生中德贵人时 要记得好好感激， 应为他事你人生的转折点。
4) 遇到曾经爱过的人时， 记得微笑向他感激， 应为他是让你更懂爱的人。
5) 遇到曾经恨过的人时， 要微笑向他打招呼，应为他让你更加坚强。
6) 遇到曾经背叛你的人时，跟他好好聊一聊， 应为若不是他， 今天的你不会懂这世界。
7) 遇到曾经偷偷喜欢的人时， 要祝福他幸福 ！ 应为你喜欢他时，不是希望他幸福快乐吗？
8 ) 遇到匆匆离开你人生的人时， 要谢谢他走过你的人生， 应为他是你精采回忆的一部分。
9) 遇到曾经和你有误会的人时， 要趁现在解清误会， 应为你可能只有这一次的机会来解释清楚。
10) 遇到现在和你相伴一生的人时， 要百分之百感谢他爱你，应为你们现在都得到幸福和快乐
~ 传给你想珍惜的人~
So in your heart, which number and i sitting on?
my new love......~~~~
Wednesday, July 18, 2007
hehee...my new love....but still i love my bf of coz..hehe
Tagged by Angel (cousin)
4 jobs I have had in my life:
1) Waitress at MM
2) Cashier at mac-master $$
3) Promoter for coffee machine
4) admin job at a stupid company that close down after i left
4 places I have lived:
1) Bedok (thats where my childhood is)
2) Punggol (thats where i have been staying for the past 5 years)
3) Tampines (my current bf place once a while)
4) somewhere after i got married?
4 places I have been on vacation:
1) Taiwan - Tai Pei (for 4 days 3 night only)
2) Langkawi (you wun regret goign there)
3) Bangkok - (rushing trip)
4) KL - Twice.... (first time qurrel, another time suffer..haha)
4 of my favorite foods:
1) Fish Ball... :P
2) eh....i cant think of anything i like to eat now....
3)
4) -
4 places I would rather be right now:
1) At home...sleeping with my dearest.........pilliow
2) In my bf's arms...lol
3) Shopping at orchard (havent been there for very long time lei)
4) anywhere but not office....
4 friends I would like to tag:
eh..to be frank....no one i can tag lei...this tagged come from Serendipity.....my friends = her friends.......most to most i can think of...... : - Zoe, missy, ting*2...eh......Jas?
eh....suddenly my whole brain fill up with only quotations and figures and plan to propose and how to get more cusomter...am i getting out of hand??
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Sales Drop
Just spoken to her and she explain that becoz she propose the equiemnt that requirement more licsencing, and cusomter re-purchase licesense from her. each unit cost $2K, they brought 2 sets each, therefore, this deal alone is 6K already as cusomter request installation and mainteance. really very lucky of her.... for me...haiz...
Work getting heavier each day
Tuesday, July 17, 2007
arggggg...everyday hearing same thing and i am goign crazy about it..... sob sob.......help me.......my report have been stall since 1st July..i knw..my fault..who ask me not to do up the report by day to day thingy is seriously going to kill me soon. i still have a stack of job sheet unkey lying at my house.
Happy first month anni!!!
Monday, July 16, 2007
Happy first month anni!!~~~
i am falling in love
Thursday, July 12, 2007
To fall in love, you must put away everything you have learned up to now. You must put away pride, wisdom, street smarts, and sophistication. You may keep dignity, patience, instinct and an open spirit. Relax your body, unclench your hands and open your palms. Look up to the stars and let snowflakes fall on your face without intercepting them.***
But my love is different....it is light, it is my favourite color. it is my everything now.... i love it....i wanna spedn every moment with it... my new toy....
little life
Tuesday, July 10, 2007
happy day today coz i close something big. hehe...normally i close eg: 300 per contact, so the gross profit to company is 300/0.3 = 1k so i at least have to close 8 in order for me to hit my minimum target 8k thereafter it will be commission. Today i close $1200 which means the GP is 4k liao....i close few more should be able to. hehe..... but the comm only can be taken 3 months from now. haha..so expect me to be a slightly rich kid on Oct. but then i already start using future money. i m goign to get DS lite....waiting for grace to c c look look on the pricing. once ok then she will get for me. so happy... hehe...
my headaches have been keep coming back recently, not sure if i am under stress or something. guess my bf sure scream at me coz i din told him about this but the headaches only happen when i am in the office or when i am busy preparing quotation or if not, when i m thinking Whenever i suddenly keep quiet means my headache start killing me once agian....
Actually if you guys are careful and aware enough, i have added few entries not as new but as halfway in the dates. i did a lot of drafts and some after when it happen then i post it out. haha...thinking of reading one by one..na...better dun, your eyes will fall...
Out
Friday, July 06, 2007
remember there is a entry which i talk about 2 of my coll? the marketing guy is leaving. i feel so bad that i use to 'bully' him. becoz he just cant control his stupid eyes on staring on .... somewhere...
so what i did was whenever we are having a meeting, i will use my notebook to cover in front of me. whenever he talk to me my back face him. whenever he say something not smooth in my ears, i will tell him off. but therafter, he dun even dare to come talk to me. i tot that i m bad, so i decide to try to accpet him. but when i have, company asked him to leave. he was being told to leave on tues night and my boss call him and say that you dun ahev to serve 3 days notice. this is pretty hard on him isnt it?
But looking at another way, he is basically not good in marketing simple as he dun even know what we selling. the best part is even a flyer layout also cannot make it. i tot that at least someone is ale to help us to lesser the burden but who knows? i have to spend more tiem explaining things to him. He should join those company with marketing team where he can learn from there whereas for here, its more of a independent things. if you dunn how to do, we will let u try, if you dun even wanna try, guess out you go is the only way.
Working here is liek battle field everyday. i dun draw much, i dun get underpaid as well. with my 1.*K of salary, neither i m rich nor poor but still, i can shop every month. hehe....
I have a colleauge really understand me until one look at the handwirting, she knows the things is mine. hehe.. :)
Labels: office talks
don’t ask life, “why me?” instead say, “try me.”
Tuesday, July 03, 2007
I hate ppl to grumble in life and keep asking 'why me'.... whereas why not look another way and let the problem past through and look forward to a even more difficult challenger to make u grow up? :)
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just now my coll share with me. Her 5 years bf msg her: Hi, are you free tommorrow? Can i date you for a moive at Ang Mo Kio hub?
My colleague called him and ask:
her: did u msg wrong person...
him: (very gan jiong) huh...what msg did u rec? the msg saying that i cannot accompany one right
her: (lying) ya...
him: then right lo...tml night i cannot accompany u
her: so who u wan me to forward the msg to....(she is suppose to lie to the bf about the msg that she really rec)
him: huh....no ma..what other msg did u rec?
Ops...my coll hit herself.....her bf is so sweet....they are staying together and yet he stills date her using sms... :)
Labels: so sweet
Early in the morning
Monday, July 02, 2007
worst thing, i realise today..only today that the whole June sales report was wrong...WRONG....at the end of the month!!!!! Fark... my sales is only 4K target but the target to get comm is 8K. how?? HOW!!!!! no money, no life, no enjoyment... no one loves me.... :(
Another enigneer called me for some infomation and after goign thru so much, end up he told me he got it le.... waaste my time, effort...
Wat can be worst when you are on the line with enigneer and cusomter snatch the phone and shout at you?
What i learn is the more troublesome the cusomter is always having huge problem.... hai..
Labels: fan arh, office talks
Never loves a love that hurts, always love a loves that loves
Sunday, July 01, 2007
I have been posting this for almost a year in msn...friendster....and my email sign off and do you knw what does this quote means?
to me, this quote means that i should never loves a relationship that is suppose to be hurting which it always have been the case. i have been looking for a love that loves can be found in between. thats y i always have been posting.
i have break up into two and whenever i m hurt in the relationship i will quote :Never loves a love that hurts
Of coz i have been looking forward to post: always love a loves that loves one day. and i m looking forward to this day which i believe it will not be too far off as long as i am able to have faith in someone now.
You may ask' why m i so not confidence in myself' all i can say is, i have failure in relationship and each time when it happens, it is always something to do with ex gf or rather, another ger, esp the guy whom i use to love a lot.At lot till i broke down and cry in BQ when i was only 18. he broke my heart coz all he says is 'i cant foregt my ex' and dump me. 5 years later now, he regretted and wanted me back. all i could tell him is, 'sorry, i have a loving bf now' I seriously din wan a history to repeat coz i din wanna lost someone who i love.
Gers, you should know who i m referring to.... the only time u seen me broke down was back then....
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O ya...caught transformer in action with my darling and its a nice show. obviously it worth your money...right now i wanna catch nancy dew and surf up...anyone? serendipity and missy a littel difficult. at least itchy backside can catch anytime with me at tamp. but the thing is...will she be free?? ahhhah...its better that she is busy, i least i know she is busy with......... :P
Labels: need TLC
how would you feel
1) her boyfriend suddenly private the pic he n she took (reason is becoz the ger says 'eh..dun post those ugly pic lei and he private all of them...all)
2) the ex post the pic of he and she took
3) still trust and have faith with the bf when he says' my feeling is still confuse' to the ex gf.
4) he still keeps the ex gf pic there
i talk to him but his reply is as friends...
to be frank...
When man changes his heart, he will never go back
When women changes her heart, she will cry for forgiveness...
And soft hearted man will go back