Thursday, September 28, 2006
pek a booooooo
Just read my fren blog and she was saying that blog is a good place to vent anger on. but me? i cant coz after i vent my anger on the blog, the next moment, i will receieve quarrel. So all i can do is keep quiet and slient. yes, i am unhappy, but i cannot say a single word as it will lead to quarrels. Anyway..nvm..
Someone msn me saying that she miss me. well....at least i knw i m still remembered. i think thats more than good enough. anyway, its thurs already, my best fren wedding is coming up pretty soon. i m little sad not becoz she is married but becoz i knw i may lost her forever. meaning, ppl who get married normally will lead to their own life with their love ones and for frens, it is good enough that you can see them once a month, worst case, once a year. i have a fren who got married and she have give brith few months back and i havent even seen her since her wedding last year. Sounds bad? ya..i am trying to make myself free for visiting her but she is indeed far...chua chu kang and punggol....... er....anyway, i m lazy.
Studies have been had still. i m sad..but who knows and understand?
Saturday, September 23, 2006
The dress i hhave brought
yeah..brought a new dress just for jocelyn wedding. i lookvery fat hor...i guess so..but nevermind. er...just wondering, do i look fat? shall i amend it shorter? i have a pretty short legs. Suzi accompany me go buy de. She say should not, my mum also say should not...what u all think? should i or not?i got this at 35 bucks only at bugis. i got a shirt for Tommy as well..i think he wun wear. but i just hope that for my best fren wedding, he can compromise a bit and wear for just that few hours at that nite. left hand side is the inviation card. finally after 3 years, they get married. i m really happy for her coz they gne thru thick n thin. and of coz, i knw her eaarlier, i got to see all her ex bfs but i still feel duke is the best for her. From her first bf to the husband, she have suffer quite a lot, n i m glad that even with quarrels etc, they still stick to each other. even they are togtehr for so long, they still call each other everyday although they know they will see each other at the end of the day at home. they do have huge big quarrel when duke lost his job, but at the end of the day, they still stand by the side of each other. :)Did i mention, the stall's boss gf that i brought the shirt for tommy know me. i got a shock when she walk over and ask me...'r u **(my chinese name)' i reply..'ya' and she say:' r u from evss last time, ******(my cca last time)' My eyes stare big at her. suzi was laughing. she smile n say ' i share the same chinese name as you. i am your juinor, my sister also' i was liek huh......so long liao...so many juinor..how i rem. but she do look liek someone i rem. then she say ' i still rem you say my sister can *** so well.....i can also....' i admit i always encourage ppl to do things but little that i tot, these words were out from my mouth like 5 - 6 years ago, she still rem. this show she really apperciate me. i m glad that at least, someone do still rem. So i ask her how is her sis..she told me that her sister was married and just give birth to the second baby. my god man....... her sister is one year younger than me, she is 5 years. i nearly fainted....
Anyway..i think i rem who she is le. i rem her sister as well... :)
Wednesday, September 20, 2006
monogamy: The practice or condition of having a single sexual partner during a period of time
Good, dun laugh at me...today than i knw whats that. Sorry about it..haha..anyway, ya..i did hear ppl saying about it, somehow i dunno whats that.haha..
Mon nite after i went down for a puff and took a lift up with a lady and son also a maid. the lady was grumbling... ' iayo.your bill $150 over ..ur sir sure scold you...' the maid instead of being scare, she is laughing...god....her bill is even higher than me sia. but cannot blame her la..ppl all the way come Singapore work, if call home nevermind la..but if call bf..then...er...O ya..did i mention, i got to know a maid who knows how to speak cantonese sia. power...
Was at Jocelyn place last nite. ya..my best fren holding her wedding in the coming Oct i m truely happy for her.I went up to her place coz the person shooting the video for her tea ceremony is my fren. My fren brought the smaple to her and we watch together. Really envy when you see ppl get married. :D
but my fren and her husband seems not very kan jiong about it. The wedding s barely less than a month, they havent do food tasting, plan the wedding banquet ballroom, havent buy the chinese wedding woridng to deco the house, timing all havent discuss, havent fidn ther kids to roll the bed, havent buy the light for the bed, havent buy those chinese cusotm thing etc. Even the bed is not in which will be in by 30 this month. So many things she havent done and i told her...its tiem for me to step in and assist you. i think she need a lot of help at this point of time. i hope i have time to help her as well coz i havent cut my hair, havent buy my dress and shoes for her wedding as well....
6 more min i m off to school. kana fly by hongrong agian..not that i want her to pick me to sch, is i wanna return the zhan shen to yan but simply i cant find any time. i need her to help me pass...but she seems....MIA
Monday, September 18, 2006
ya..i wasnt feel too good this monring .Thanks to jerlyn, jiayan, suzi and hong rong who asked my what happen. apperciate that.
the earth bang with the mars somehow and this time, there is exspotion. ya..a minor one. but somehow, i realise is my bad. yes, a fren of mine who come back from china. all becoz of him. actually i met him last sun for a dinner after my class when tommy is working. i promise to go home straight but somehow, i was with him at puggol park. my bad, i shouldnt have gone. no matter what, i should have respect tommy. he actually drop the matter but this guy, happen to sms me on sat when i was with tommy... he say he will wait for me until the very last day. this strikes the spark and coz our quarrel. i only get to know today anyway. i m really very sorry to him. Damien is merely just a fren of mine who use to wrk togetehr. i knw he likes me but i never give him a chance. i just wan tommy to trust me n i promise i wun go out with guys alone to such places anymore.
I just hope that tommy will eat something before he goes to work tommorrow.
Sunday, September 17, 2006
I am eating maggi agian..haha...anyway, nvm...this is the XO one. taste very nice. :)
Someone msn me on fri..'how long are you goign to aviod us' i was shock. seriously, for a sec, i dunno what to reply. simple as, me myself dun even know i am avioding you all. i just wanna say, i m not.Its my sch makign me a little isolated i admit coz i have a hard time trying to make myself understand the question each time. O ya....did i mention i dun have weekend class over these two weekends when the IMF is goign on? i m damn happy sia. finally i can sit down and try to recap watever topic is being covered. i have self revise few topics myself, Material, labour and expenses. Material portion tells us about diff methods to caculate the stocks moving amount, wat is the best reorder amount. And labour, it teaches us how to caculate the labour turnover + replacement and the wages caculation. its not as smple as wat we always think. And expenses, which are expenses which are not. esp those direct labour and indirect labour. ITs neither simple as what i though as for the wages portion, you will have to dedcut those idling time and machine breakdown time.
think i dirft a little far, ya..i m not avioding. in fact, i met up with ting ting and jerlyn last fri for a little drink. and of coz, i m the only one drinking.
Was jogging last sat listening to radio. had a piece of news but how true was it i dunno. The DJ says, there is an article saying that:
a guy(from C(country)), willing to sell himself for 100million RMB= 20K SGD. his entrie rest of his life. including you can command him to do watever you wan, even to sell away his organs.
My god, can you believe it?and the reports says that this guy is only 24 year old, quite a high educated man. However, his annual income is only 4K sgd, even singapore sweeper earn more than him i think. the guy says that he have no choice coz his parents wanna bulid new house and force him for money.
Well, share another story that my ACCA teacher have shared. he was a account for a particular company selling cigarette. he was saying that he had a chance to go M(country) to do some reserach that time. When he was there, he said that the cigarette are not sold in packets like Singapore. it was sold in sticks. as in, without any box. and worst thing, it was the children that are selling. the children are not 7 or 8 years old. they are 3-5 years old and with their little hands, they must hold 10 cigarette and keep with them to sell it arcoss the roads with their t-shirts and underwear. when raining that time, they will remove their t-shirts and wrap the cigarettes to prevent it from getting wet. so they run across the roads with their underwear only, selling the cigarette, car to car.
It really touch my heart and ask, what are the stress and depression we are facing? its only a piece of small cake to them i guess. no doubt our standard of living is higher, but i guess, basic needs are still the same. we definately have more than a shoe and them, some with broken ones, some dun even knw what is shoes. we do facial, and them, mud is what they have. we drink and smoke and enjoy in disco, they only drink water, sell cigarette and weep at homes, wondering will there be money for tommmorrow meals. when we are down thinking how stress our work is, there are their stressing will there be food tommorrow. when we are fighting with our love ones, there are there wondering if their children is still alive or kana bang by the car. When we here have computer, there are there, writing the words which tree branches on the sand. look at them, think about it, we are just nothing. be delighted with what you have, at least we still live in a HDB, even sleepign at the living room, is also a shelter over the head, and them, might we have 'wet' nite when the rian strikes them.
Thursday, September 14, 2006
yeah..just brought a new hp. the button on the top are all kind of touch creen pattern. :) i am still trying to figure out how the fuck can i use this phone.
As mention, my sat was burn as i wanted to catch a moive with Tommy. Somehow, he is not available as he have work to rush. Somehow, Jo, my vendor called me and aask me want to go out walk walk or not as she fly me on fri. We actually wanted to go club but she was too tie up with work. So sat, she accompany to Tamp to get this new phone that cost me 200. After that, we went for movie 'devils wears prada' quite a nice show srceening the staff in fashion mag how they work etc. well...it do reflect on reality as well. for u to climb higher, you must have a supporting ppl helping you. as in steppign stones. but to me, i think i dun need to step on ppl to get higher rather, i will use a ladder to climb myself.
Sunday was out for the long sch agian. but i will be getting a long 2 weeks off from there. hoping that i can catch up watever i m still lost. basically...i m lost in nowhere. :(
The pants show above, i brought it online. think it will reach me next week. i like the pockets. :)
Saturday, September 09, 2006
finally, my pc and router is ok le. all thanks to my colleuges and christy who change the whole router for me as her bf work in smc distributor company.
actually i din wanna blog it out. but i just cant stop laughing at myself. i woke up pretty early today, went jogging to shed some fats. i was browsing the net, looking for the moive to watch later on with tommy. but...a call change everything. he have to wokr last min and its a sat. i dunno what else i should say. i just find it funny as i n still happily browsing the net looking for moives to watch. hahah...dun u fidn it funny?....i do.
Thursday, September 07, 2006
had a super bad week. Monday was busy packign the corporate folder until 9.30pm. end up getting mutiple paper cuts all ard. this one at my fore finger is the worst. it become swallen and liek this. until now still not ok. dunno issit becoz of infection or not. hai....Mon until now....an i was lucky that one of the slaes come help me. i still remeber one sentence he say :' u will never walk alone' koaz..how many of ur collauge will say this to you. i an really alone packign the corporate folder. whats worst is some have to phototcopy somemore and staple plus put in place then can slot in. 100 copies soem more. if he never help me, i think only 11pm then can go home. while on my way home, realise my ear phone was spoilt it make me feel even worst. my router spoilt, ear phone sopilt, what else can be spoilt??
Tues even worst. stupid cusotomer, ask for re-pacthing. this kind of eat nothing to do hor, really should go bang the wall. custoemr really make me not free. Worst thing is, i kana channel here n there by the back end. I call my own back end, they say not their problem. i call the global side, they say is a working line they cannot help me. i cal the biz hotline, they say thay can only arrange the next day. Cusomter callign me every 10 mins, throwing on her top of her temper. insist she is not goign to pay some more. what the f***.that cb knn cusomter really knnb one lei. i was sitting at my desk almost brusting into tear until sales ask me to get our own contractor to do it as its only a 10mins job. the whole afternoon i was liek a stupid fool pushing here and there. after work, i went home and what bad was, my mum's 'off day' meaning, no dinner and therefore, i have maggi for dinner.
Wed, had sch in the evening. as usual, was rushing liek hell until i reach the school. damn, the exam card is not mail to me yet, how the hell can i take exams in the coming dec paper. i have no idea also. dun ask me. i check my bank account and no money was deducted. i is finish....... exhuasted body, sleepy brian, i put through and went home myself with the 0.5kg of book and a bag of notes. sqeeze the stupid bus liek i never c the bus before...and with my injure finger, i keeep making it worst.actaully dun intend to eat anything but still, i m hungry. so i just grab a maggi agian.
Will i eat maggi tonite agian?
Tuesday, September 05, 2006
Friday, September 01, 2006
ppl always see things as they are or as they like,& usually say things without tinking or even bothering to tink.hurting the ones ard them.who are the ones dat can really be trusted?u will nvr know..some may just acting to be nice,but in actual fact,dozens of knives had been stabbed on ur back time after time.life,full of wonders n yet cunning.humans,best actors themselves.Reality's in the eyes of the beholder.the truth is always out there.devil or angel, choose it urself.
well....above is taken from a sister blog. as she mention who are the ones dat can really be trusted?
at this point of time, a lot of things come to me and i realise a lot of things myself.