Friday, June 30, 2006
well...by the time you have read this blog, u all might be worry that how come joanne is no where to be seen. well....i need a break before i will be heading and start my sch next week. of coz, i will watch the WC finals with all of u as what i have promise. sorry that i din tell u all that i m going away for a while. simply as i need some quiet space to recover myself. and trust me that mon when you all c me i will still be myself.
i knw all of you...grace, JY, jolin, hong rong, huirong...etc...sorry as too much to named...all of u are worry for me. yes, i cant take it anymore but i din show it out. i feel miserable but still, i din breakdown or rather cry out in front of anyone out there coz i feel that will make me weaker. my job is nt driving me anywhere...so much to care, so much to worry. i m nt running away from anything, rather, i m just stepping back to look through what i have done.
Trust me or nt, mon will be a new beginning for me.
i have asked yan, if ever cant find me, what will u do. she say no idea
i asked jolin, she will panic....
i asked grace, she say she wun talk to me anymore.
the answer i m looking for is... 'read ur blog'
i m not disappear. i simply just need a break. dun panic, dun ignore me...i still need lots of love from all of u. i promise i will take care of myself and i will c all of u next week. and after this break, i will be prefectly fine and be who i used to be. dun scold anyone or anybody...coz no one is in fault...