Monday, October 24, 2005
Actually, i hate going out on sundays as i feel that, sunday is the hottest and crowded everywhere. but still, i accompany my fren to temple at bugis. So sorry that i was late... reach at around 2.45pm. And draw lot for her blood test...i got a good one. and she have diffculty in begging for lot, so her bf beg on behalf of her. good lot also. i hope that she will be fine. she will be back to alexendar hospital 25 this month and 8 next month for check up. her TP interview will be on 2 Nov. I am worry for her..
Sunday, October 23, 2005
i feel even sadder
my best fren..best drinking buddy met with accident thurs morning. She gt herself factured at her right elbow and abrsion at her left arm, back and lower back. i felt so sad for her. i pray very hard for her. i know i had her bad feeling that she will not get through this time, but still, i do pray for her to get over soon. I pray that her blood test is ok that she didnt exceed the limit. i know she drank 3 cans of beer, some martel and few carona. i still hope she can get through coz she is an sign on personnel.
She damn farking cannot afford this mistake. its a great mistake she have already regertted. if not becoz of a moment a folly, this thing should never ever happen in 1st place if she go out with her indian fren. this thing can be aviod if she neevr pillion her fren. her damn fren shouldnt have tap her n tell her that his helmet is gone. the road should be not wet if it doesnt rain. so much of if. if she know, shhe wouldnt have done it.
i sincerly hope that this is just merely a warning for her not to drink n ride anymore. till now..please kindly pray for my this fren. i m worrying for her. i feel so sad, but i cant help her to bring out 40k to break bond.
lonely without her accompany
lonely with her listen to me
lonely without her drinking with me
lonely withoput her playing 5 10 with me
lonely without her n my bf
life is just lonely
Saturday, October 15, 2005
well...i realise that when you learn to let go, thigs are easlier to handle things. Dun ever insist on something that should be the process, should be flexible and change according to watever information been given to you. I used to think that a produre must be followed at all times. But after soem time, i realise if you dun learn to be more flexible, your temper will get bad/ worst.
I used to tell myself, i must be home by 7pm for dinner, knock off at the dock, etc...but i realise when you dun really care about it anymopre, my temper kind of disappear to nowhere. i dun really throw my temper nowadays. and of coz, i treat my work more seriously.
So everyone here, trust me. when u take a big breathe, blow it out hard, let go some things or procdure that its meant to be, your life is going to be better.
Wednesday, October 12, 2005
Top pic, from left, Pearlyn, terence and me.
(Centre) from left me, Terence wife, Malvin's wife, Cynthia, Madelene, Florence, top meiyee and pearlyn.
(last pic)my collegues n their wives....from left Cynthia, Malvin's wife, Mei yee, Pearlyn, Terence's wife, the one with twist is Malvin(look a bit like my bro hor) top left Madelene...top right...do i have to say?
All these above are part only sales team ppl. I havent taken any pic with the full company yet....
Tuesday, October 11, 2005
haha...i wanted to skip my dinner so much on Sunday, but i know its not good for health. End up, i cycle to 24hr kopitiam to da pao. Hai...bad..bad...been eating maggi mee for lunch for last 2 sundays my hair going to drop all le...hehe
Monday my product manager ask me..'so how..gt eat ur dinner or not..' haha.....i was too hungry. if not, a bread or something should be ok. hm.....me n jiayan still thinking where should we hang out next sat as the den have closed down n we two loners have no where to go. esp when guan is on duty.
well....think thats all at the moment. will blog pretty soon i guess.
*missing my honey bb*
Sunday, October 09, 2005
I must really thank you to Jiayan man. If not becoz of her, i cant survive man. she have been accompanying me for past two wkend. even though its the den, still, she really do her part to take care of me man. out to partyworld last fri and its a sales team otuing. we went partyworld as one of the singtel co-ordinator is changing dept n i will nt be contacting her for any quiry anymore. but hallfway through, the lady who interview me, mei yee, left shortly. she, feeling bored, i decided to leave also n head down to look for jiayan n ah guan as they are at the den. '
Sat, i was really home alone as my mum went genting with my aunty. feeling bored, i sms jiayan n ask her if any outing coz i knw that the den last day was on sat. so she told me that junliang, hong rong n her will be heading to the den as ah guan is booking in for his duty on sunday. after goign teher a while, we dedcided to go cineleisure for a show. we wanted to watch vrgin 40 as zoe say was quite nice, but only left the 1st row. thinking that spending 10 buck to get a stiff neck, we decided to check out the rate at Kbox. 30 per pack at kbox to sing till 6am which is 4hours from there, we still think its not worth it. so we decided to go to long john for a drink n talk cock session. chatting happily before we realise it 5.30am. so we decided to go home. thinking that 30 mins more, i can aviod mid-night charge, jiayan accompany chat a while till 6am. when i realise its 6am n i turn around, to our horror, all the cab when missing. i cant c a single cab at our sight. OMG~~~~
End up walkign to another side to take a cab. when i m home, it 6.30am. n thats how my 2nd wkend is over. i m really lucky to have frens with me when i need them most. *bow* i can understand that almost all..in fact all my ger frens whom are close to me are attach. appearicate that jiayan could still accompnay me. same goes for hong rong n junliang.
Tuesday, October 04, 2005
i think, the longest journey of life happen that day after guan's bday. i took a cab myself n travel home alone. i look out of window n think, why is the jorney home suddenly seems so far away. i guess all along, my bf have been there to chat with me or we both doze off in cab all the time n when we awake, we have arrive home sweet home.
I felt lonely when i was on my way to guan's brithday man..alone in trian...i look at the empty chair beside me helplessly. the lost feeling that no words can ever describle.
O ya..man..i done something silly, crazy...stupid n idoitic.....i walk all the way from my palce to compass point that is located at sengkang last sunday. ppl who duno know what the distance is from my palce to compass pt can ask grace. a car ride need at least 10 mins i guess. its a good excerise man n i realise that time passes easier on sunday then. i have decided to walk from my place to compass pt every sunday..anyone instrested in being crazy with me?
hai...time passes rela slow..its only a week that he left...how m i goign to survive for the rest of the months......
* no more tears...*
Saturday, October 01, 2005
mapling and waiting for the clock to strike at 7pm. its only 605pm now. every min i wait for the time to arrive, it seems longer n longer. maybe its becoz my honey bb isnt with me. normally, sat is a busy day for us. but seems that now isnt. i have too much tiem to spend. hai....there i go agian..i start missing him agian.
Just trim my hair few hours ago..it seems getting heavier, so i decide to trim it lighter. i waiting for 7pm becoz my eyebrow trimmin appointment is at 8pm. suppose to be 6pm, but i called and ask for a later time coz i really have nowhere to go if i trim at 6pm. loitter ard till 10pm for guan's bday at the den? 4 hrs...i might just as well spend it chatting with my bf....so i called to change it to 8pm, so that after trimming, only left 1hr. maybe look for my ex product manager for a puff then i get goign to the den.
hm...i have no idea how to walk tehre actually. all along, my bf is the one we took me there etc. i really cannot live without him i must admit......