Friday, September 30, 2005
well....ya....its my fren ah guan birthday tommorrow. hope to take some pic n post it. i still have not post the pics i have taken during the hello kitty tea house.Well.....my 1st time after 2 years, attend fren's bday alone........ *crys*
o..i web caming with him now...all i can say is the feeling is even sadder.....but at least get to c him but cannot touch him, feel him but cannot touch him...wth....best is dun ever leave ur loves one behind... :(
well........362 days more.....i will get to c him soon..i wish.....
Thursday, September 29, 2005
Nothing much, just a another normal day of living without my bf's presence. The nite when he flew off, i was walking out of my office building alone and i saw this ugly scene at the car park. A heard loud voices flying in the air and i decided to listen what they are talkign about. All i heard was the guy shouting ' sack me la, i knwo you dun liek me..SACK ME LA' i was like ??!! what the hell this guy is trying to do? i think the lady is the lady boss and caught his doing something personal during office hour as i saw some goods at the boot of the car. And all i feel is he got the fucking cheek to shout at the boss. WTH?? y ppl nowadays treat job like something that is not impt?
As usual, I was on the bus this morning and listening to 91.3. The topic was 'is it very common for man/ husband to cheat on gfs/ wifes?' wow....cool topic huh? A guy called and say that he is not this kind of man who will pick girl out from pubs/ clubs. He is a devoted man for his gf. But can i ask, how much Singapore man will actually be honest n truthful to their wifes? Frankly speaking, i have never met a truthful bf before. and of coz, that inculdes those little lies.
hai.....i scalded my hand this morning when taking water from the boiler..hai...think missing my bf very much...k la..7pm le...super rote? blog for 6 hours only type this little things
Tuesday, September 27, 2005
man.....time passes damn slow man. i cant help myself from dropping my tears. seems i have been working hard but y issit still 3pm only i m dying to talk to him. but i knw its expensive to call him, but i wanted to do it very much. but i have to stop myself.....damn....confuse feeling i have. my tears still drop wihout any reason or warning.
I knw i might be to naive to react in this way, but how many of u have left ur partners for some time? not as in few weeks but few months and you are aware that he/ she is not standing at the same country you are standing on but he/she is somewhere ard the earth? or maybe you know which country he is standing on but dun exactly know his/her location? I can tell you that no words can ever descirble this feeling of mine.
Thanks for whoever have console me in msn or even called me during lunch time. Thanks and i should be fine. I am thinking of hiding myself for a year and wait for him come back. but i guess its a little impossible coz i have frens that concern about me.
* still fighting agianst tears that is uncntrolable*
Monday, September 26, 2005
Wednesday, September 21, 2005
yeah..yeah....
Saturday, September 17, 2005
CLub Momo , the Wedding & the two movies + 21km AHM
went for two moives last week on wkdays at 7 per person watch one more chance (moive by jack neo) & the cave.one more chance not bad and the cave is exicitng man. it worth the price on watching at wkends man.
Went to club momo on fri. OMg * faints* the ppl were either ang mo or malay......the music liek malay sia. i nearly fall aslp there. haha...dun even know what the ppl dancing for. anyway...its really cheap man. free entry before 10pm. guys 18 and ladies 15 for entry. did i mention the live band? haiz....cant even hear what the guy is singing.
my fren's wedding....simple n easy buffet. but the food sure dun attract me at all.maybe is due to the 21km of jogging in the morning. haha...21km man...how many of u can walk that far.its a AHM from pandang then shears bridge, east coast then national stadium...etc.....then end back at padang. i jog past the durian .......jog start from 5am.....i woke up 4am in the morning...wth....
anyway..me just home from O bar...fallingm aslp......